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186 pages, ebook
First published February 20, 2014





Just one last time, I told myself. Just one last time. This was it, forever. The rest of my life, alone in the middle of nowhere, with only memories to comfort me.
“Ever had desk sex?”
“Travis,” I hissed at him. “Not here.”
He frowned and looked down at the desk over his shoulder. “We could try carrying it into your room, but it looks heavy.”

“He’s a nice boy,” Ma said. “Cute too, don’t ya think?”
“Ma, please,” I cautioned. “We’ve been through this.”
“Do you know which team he bats for?”
“Ma,” I hissed. “It’s not like that. It’s professional.”
“And talking on the front porch all night,” she said casually. “What was that you just being professional?”
I sighed.
“That’s what I thought,” she said.


"No fucking fairy will run this station. It takes a man's man to survive out here."



"The skies outside rumbled and roared, and thunder ripped through the silence. Travis slid his hand around my neck and pulled me in for a hard kiss as the first of the rains fell. The rain, this man washed away the demons—the ghosts, as he called them—and set me free."~Charlie
"The sight of him in my bed, sound asleep with sex-sleep-tousled hair, was something I’d never forget. I took in everything: every line, every muscle, the way the colours changed on his skin as the room grew lighter, and I burned it into memory. I wanted to be able to recall, with perfect clarity, everything about this moment in five, ten or fifty years. Because I knew once he left, once he went back home to the States, I’d never have this again."~Charlie
“I knew after the first day. This godforsaken, red and unforgiving, hotter than fucking hell place was where I was supposed to be. With you.”~Travis


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"I thought you had demons, you know, like everyone else. But you're not fighting demons, Charlie. You're fighting a ghost. And you don't even want to win."
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"You're right. I'm different around you. I can be me around you. From the second I saw you sitting in Ma's kitchen, I knew I was in trouble."
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"It's real, and you're the best thing to ever happen to me. He told me I would never be happy, that I didn't deserve it. But I am happy. and I do deserve it."
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Where the American guy walks in,
all blue eyes and disarming smiles, and my life
goes to shit.




