You Murdered MY MARRIAGE!!

by Akshat Pathak

I existed for you but never lived for you again…


I loved Ishaan and I tried everything possible to keep him happy but, keeping him alive and away from this tragedy was something even I could not be successful in! He was desperately tortured day and night this day onwards and saw himself at a place where within only the demons watch the world and dream of ruling it when the fact is every single one of them is supposed to suffer the same fate which is the reciprocated hell all of us tend to avoid. What Ishaan did later was something obnoxious and needed! He tried everything he could but could not let his body be at rest only to realize that his life was meant for something different than the rest. Not something fruitful, not something filled with happiness but something filled with the nausea of vomiting every memory he owned of his bride, in every split second he survived thereby, witnessing the ones he loved leave him at a bay from where God seemed non-existent and love seemed a complete doomed priority. His end was always near and unfortunately never dared to face him for the monster he became within himself if not for others. Love was a mere nausea for him now and he hated it not because he lost in his journey of love but because he always considered himself at fault for everything that happened thereby.. Wish he could change his life but now all that remained was something about which everybody was unaware of except one, one who knew everything but still was helpless to do anything about it!

I am Soumya Jha, Ishaan’s unwanted love…

154 pages, Kindle Edition

Published February 17, 2024

About the author

With the intention to capture the world with different norms, indie author Akshat S. Pathak is on the venture to bring the dead literature of the old times back to life, once again. Residing in the city of Nagpur(India) he has written several published as well as unpublished literary works with the prominent themes of love and death. In the times of crisis and rejuvenated solitude, he has focused his eternal heart to write stories, poems and novels that would be of some importance to the pessimistic reforms, and cultures of life.

Belonging to the native place of Nagpur in the urban state of Maharashtra, he grew up in an environment less likely to promote literary ambitions and motives. His teenage was a prolific conflict in determining the right in his life making him one of the most underrated fiction artists of all time. Completing his middle school from R.S.M.E.S and high school from Hislop Junior College, he studied a variety of group subjects with a specifically aggressive interest in English language and linguistics, alongside Psychology. In the present times, he is focusing his academic activities for higher studies in humanities, especially language and philosophy.

Purposefully and with intentions above the common men & women, he has vowed to himself to bring in a new flexible pattern of thinking amongst the critics, the readers and those with immense power to influence individuals. Arguably, he has kept himself according to the classification of an old school writer, with traditional beliefs over the orthodox modern thinking of today’s society. His ultimate aim is to unify people against hate with the power of love and the gratifying death.

With the call of the Almighty, tomorrow he may not be here amongst all of us, but today he will leave behind stories, poems and novels which will last forever.