Enveloped in the dark inner kingdom of her schizophrenia, 16-year-old Deborah is haunted by private tormentors that isolate her from the outside world. With the reluctant and fearful consent of her parents, she enters a mental hospital where she will spend the next three years battling to regain her sanity with the help of a gifted psychiatrist. As Deborah struggles to regain her sanity, the listener is inexorably drawn into her private suffering.
The escape of Deborah's mind from her long conflict with schizophrenia was truly eye-opening and fascinating. The novel explores deep and harsh topics , detailing her constant warring mind with the defense mechanism kingdom in her head while facing the world again.
Favorite Quotes: ““I never promised you a rose garden. I never promised you perfect justice .. . and I never promised you peace or happiness.”“ I never promise lies, and the rose-garden world of perfection is a lie . . . and a bore, too!”
“Theres nothing that you can do to me that my own craziness doesn’t do to me smarter and faster and better”
“the death she feared might not be a physical one, that it could be death of the will, soul, the laws, and thus not death, but a perpetual dying”
This is a book that many would probably find interesting and enlightening, but would be more enjoyable to those in the mental health field, especially those familiar with the mental institution world.