One Hell Of A Ride
I’m not sure how I keep doing this, but I picked this book as a part of my book club 2024 reading challenge.
The book prompt was to read a book that has summer in the title for this month.
I did a search, saw this one, and just picked it. I don’t read the synopsis when picking a reading challenge read. It had a good cover. McLaren is a Scottish name and I’m Scottish, by birth from both parents, and by marriage. Lastly, and most importantly It had summer in the name, which fit the reading challenge criteria.
Little did I know, it’s about a newish widow of two years, and I am newly widowed, just passing my first year mark in May. My story is a bit different (he was active duty Navy), but the loss and distance, loneliness, everything. It all hit so differently because of my story’s similar trauma.
The differences are…I don’t have the support, in family or in friend, like in Annie’s case, and I have zero men in my life. Not that I can claim to know if and when the ability to trust another man, or to start something someone else will ever happen to me, or that that person (persons) will actually be as interested in sustaining a loving, healing bond with someone like me, as Heath was for Annie. I don’t know the future, but hers went beautifully, after a few long term hiccups.
So, to say the emotions I went through because of those similarities...having grown kids, most living and staying long distance and the widow stuff in common with this story…then the twist at the very end…I was on the roller coaster of all roller coasters.
Definitely a great read. Just have tissues if you’re newly widowed, and struggling.