I honestly think this might be my best read of the year! I bought this book quite impulsively after finding Hemstreet’s Instagram account. She had a post about a free eBook, and naturally, I was curious. The cover was lovely, dark, and deep; and the tropes were quite enticing. But to my dismay, I had missed getting a free eBook by just a few hours! That might have been the end of it. I might have added What Feeds the Lake to my wishlist and moved on, but something about this book called to me.
How could I refuse? I found myself unable to resist the siren call of this book, so I dived in. I had a strong suspicion I would love this book, but I didn’t realize I would have to confront my own shadows because the thing is, “What feeds the lake is eating you.”
I read this book in about twenty-four hours. I stayed up all night reading it, and I couldn’t put it down! There are not enough words to express just how good this book was or how much I loved it, but I’m going to try!
This book reminded me of The Haunting of Bly Manor, which is actually my favorite TV show. Yes, there were some big differences, for one the setting. Instead of an English manor, What Feeds the Lake transports the reader to a cabin in the mountains of Montana. Instead of a lady of the lake, the art students are haunted by their own shadows. But the themes of grief, trauma, and letting go were all prevalent.
However, there was one thing that What Feeds the Lake had that The Haunting of Bly Manor didn’t have. Something that I think this quote sums up perfectly:
“But talent will only get you so far. Plenty of artists overflowing with talent have self-destructed before they saw the spoils of their work. Being an artist is ninety percent self-care, and the rest is the actual making of the art. What I’m showing you here is how to tend your mind. How to live so you can continue this pursuit of yours. Nature gifted you all this creative fertilizer. But it’ll be up to you whether you use it to grow or to blow yourself up.”
I know the story focuses on art and artists, but as a writer, I relate to it so much because writing is my art. I had no idea just how much I needed this book. I have been drowning for years, dragged down by my shadows of doubt, insecurity, and fear. This book showed me that I was my own worst monster and that I needed to stop holding myself back.
One of the reasons I connected so profoundly to this story is its characters. Callan Lark, Landon Cane, Benedict Fray, Roth Heller, and Veronica Fang were one of the best groups of characters I’ve read in a hot minute. I cared about each and every single one of them, and I related to them in various ways. These characters felt so real as if they were more than paper and ink but flesh and blood.
Because the characters felt so real, so too did the fear. I do think What Feeds the Lake is scarier than The Haunting of Bly Manor, but I think it stays in that hauntingly beautiful place that is gothic horror. I think it was just the right amount of scary.
The mystery of Pitch Lake was never cliche. Oftentimes, the unknown of horror will drive me mad, but I was actually very satisfied with what was revealed and what wasn’t.
Finally, I can’t tell you how well-written this book is, so I’m just going to show you with a few of my favorite quotes.
“Creepy is just an uncreative word that uncreative people use for things they cannot understand.”
“Or maybe it was the way the flames at Professor Cane’s back framed his broad shoulders, his stark face, like a depiction of a saint in a stained-glass window.”
“Not if it meant there was a chance, she could create without the incessant buzzing of the real world always at her ear. If that was the prize, she would win. At any cost.”
“Art is existence. It is persistence. It is hope in the midst of pain. Art is the greatest enemy of suffering.”
My only problem with this book is I wish it was longer! I could have stayed in this story with these characters forever and never grown tired. I honestly can’t wait to see what Hemstreet does next!