MC romance-------check
Second chance -----Check
Plus size h-------- Check
grovel (supposedly)--Check
and written by Sam.--Check
by all accounts this should have worked, I've been waiting for this book ever since I fell in love with Smokey (the book that is, not the character cause what he did is still a big NO NO)
I loved the first three books and novella, so this should have been a no brainer
but I don't know what happened
The book felt rushed, unplanned, diluted and catered.
It felt as though it wanted to avoid all the shit, that I personally loved but others had problems with, in Smokey
SO here is your Spoiler warning
we first meet Hunter and Harlow (I accepted the first letter initials untel Hailey who will be matched with Kinkey... [image error]
anyway, we first meet H&H in Smokey. He is the womanizer older VB, she is the virgin vegan who happens to be the younger sister of a MC brother. Three books in and it is obvious they are attracted to each.
In this book, Hunter cant resist anymore so he propositions her. She wants to lose her V-card so she agrees.
AND HERE IS THE BIG ISSUE AND THE REASON I DO NOT SEE IT AS A HURT BOOK AND NO REASON TO GROVEL.
They both set the term to their fling.
JUST SEX
nobody knows
SHE AGREED
she literally told him "I'm not looking for love. I'm not looking for forever. All I'm looking for is now. I do not want to marry you, Hunter. I don't want to spend the rest of my life with you, but for now, I would like to have a little fun with you..
and here is the other thing, we get nothing after that showing that their relationship blossomed or something. they did not talk, they did not share, she knows nothing about him, he knows nothing about her. Add to that, he always reminded her that this is temporarly.
so, I blame her for being a drama queen when he ended it. And then she expected him to prove that he is sorry???? what? she is allowed to change her mind about the "no feelings" rule in their relationship but he is not allowed to change his mind that he wants her????
the double standards in this book!
Then something terrible happens to her and for over six chapters we do not get his POV, we do not see his torment or regret but we are expected to believe that he suddenly loves her!
and get this! how did he say he is sorry? he sent her flowers and waited all day for her to send a "Thank you" message. When she didn't he barged into her shop asking why she didn't say thank you [image error]
I love this author because she writes about a plus-size woman getting their man. And sometimes these women are vegan. but sometimes even this becomes too much. like the word vegan was mentioned 25 times! We got it the first time, we don't need to know that the fries are vegan and the salad is vegan and the hot chocolate is vegan!
and you need to tell me that there are 10 MC men who each would get a book and everyone is a heterosexual who will fall for plus-sized, shy, body-conscious women?????
maybe I am over dramatic and still looking for that feeling Smokey gave me