A Thousand Tiny Promises written by Morgan Lee Miller was heart breaking, inspiring, powerful, emotional, real, raw, pure, gut wrenching, and super beautiful. When I first saw this beautiful cover and read the synopsis, I didn't expect to be this mentally unstable, I knew it was going to be an emotional story, but damn, I was not prepared to have my heart ripped right out of my chest and shredded to pieces. As many of you know by now, I love heart wrenching stories, but this book was top tier emotional and heart breaking. My heart was being held hostage and the snot bubbles were bubbling. Morgan, I will be sending you my therapy bill because you wrecked my soul with A Thousand Tiny Promises. There's absolutely nothing I would change about this book, it gave me everything I asked for and more, it gave me all of the tears and heart punching moments. One minute I was full on sobbing, the next minute I was laughing with tears streaming down my cheeks. A Thousand Tiny Promises taught me so many life lessons, hold your friends a little tighter because you never know when you will see them again, live your life to the fullest extent, and it's okay to have a sense of humor during your dark times. If you are looking for an emotional story that will make you bawl your eyes out, then mark your calendars for July 15th, 2025 because you won't want to miss out on A Thousand Tiny Promises. There's very few books that will leave a lasting impact on your heart, and I truly believe this is the type of book that will remain with people forever. Okay, I'm getting emotional and wiping away tears as I'm sitting here writing my review. I honestly don't think any amount of words will give this book the justice it deserves, but I'm going to do my best to convince everyone and their mothers to read this book like right this minute.
THANK YOU TO NETGALLEY AND BOLD STROKES BOOKS INC FOR AN ARC OF THIS BOOK IN EXCHANGE FOR AN HONEST REVIEW!!!!!!!
The Kickboxer- to mend a broken heart. Orange and strawberry vodka, raspberry, melon, and peach liqueurs, a splash of sour mix- cranberry juice and sprite.
"A forest full of fireflies is like a thousand tiny promises of hope in the darkness".
"Nothing cured the sads like a charcuterie board".
"A drunk person's words are a sober women's thoughts".
"Who sang a song about losing their best friend and then getting dumped shortly after"?
"False hope post break up isn't healthy".
"Remind yourself of all the things you have in your life and the good things that surround you".
"Anytime the stars are extra bright, I think of my mom. Sometimes, I like to think that's her in the sky. It's silly, I know-".
"Here's the thing I have learned in the last two and a half months: life is incredibly short. You don't realize how short until you are on your death bed and replay your entire life over and over again, and you realize that some of the things that you spent so much time worrying about seem so small compared to an entire lifetime".
"All of you have been my fireflies throughout this cancer journey, and God, I'm so fucking lucky, which I know is a weird thing to say since I'm literally dying of cancer. But I am. I think it has taken death approaching to fully see the brightness you all bring to my life. I hope this journey has helped the three of you become each other's fireflies".
THE ERAS BUCKET LIST
1. Route 66 road trip.
2. Get matching tattoos.
3. See synchronous fireflies in the Smoky Mountains.
4. Make a time capsule and open together as adults.
5. Go to a music festival.
6. Skinny dip.
7. Go camping the real way... in actual tents.
8. Volunteer at an animal shelter.
9. Napa Valley wine tasting.
10. Vegas, baby!
11. Go to a spa resort.
12. See Disneyland at Christmas.
13. Have dinner at a Michelin Star restaurant.
14. Finally ride in a hot air balloon over Temecula like the tourists.
15. Fly first class.
16. Celebrate someone's twenty first birthday at Magnolia Springs.
17. Stay in a log cabin.
18. Go scuba diving.
Sadie Russo wants to have a marry your college sweetheart, three kids within five years, and living in the suburbs with a golden retriever kind of life. Eleven years later at just twenty-nine years old, Sadie passed away due to terminal a cute myelogenous leukemia. Sadie spent most of her last two and half months working on a project for her three best friends- and that's to complete the bucket list they made on the night of their high school graduation, but Sadie wants them to complete it in her honor. Before she passed away, Sadie spent time writing letters for each of the bucket list items, Sadie had planned the cross country road trip with hotels, itineraries, and pit stops along the way all planned out before leaving this earth. Sadie wrote a binder full of letters for the girls , but as she was dying, she promised she would come back and haunt them as a purple sunset one day, which was also her favorite color, so of course all of her letter and bucket list was written with a purple sparkly gel pen. Before her life was taken too soon, Sadie married Jeremy after their college years, they had a dog named Charlie and she had her dreams which came true of working at a veterinary clinic because she just loved animals with her whole heart. Sadie was such a beautiful soul, she had her whole life ahead of her, she radiated so much joy and light, it was so sad to read her story. Sadie, my precious girl, I love you so much, you were so strong and such a brave angel. Fly high, sunshine.
On June 8th, 2013, the night of their high school graduation, Sadie Russo, Reid Haley, Emma Lin, and Audrey McCann made a bucket list- a little contract of promises to do when they are home from college during the summer, which mind you need to be realistic. But time stood still because Sadie passed away, but in her honor the girls are to complete the rest of the bucket list. Sadie, Audrey, Reid, and Emma have been best friends since they were fourteen years old, they have had their highs and lows. They had an ERAS group text chat, ERAS stands for all four of their initials. These women also had matching tattoos- four overlapping triangles in a line on their inner wrists. After going their separate ways for college, Reid, Audrey, and Emma are reunited at Sadie's funeral after six long years. During the funeral, Audrey "mentored" Emma through the battle that was grief because Audrey lost her mom when she was just fourteen years old due to breast cancer, so she understood grief, Reid stood in the back of the room and bolted right after the funeral was over, but nobody knows why she left without saying anything, did I also mention that Reid showed up to the funeral late? I completely understand it was a difficult time for her, but goodness, it was her best friend's funeral and she couldn't even comfort her other best friends during this unimaginable difficult time of their lives.
Audrey and Reid are now ex- best friends, they haven't spoken to each other in over six years because they had a falling out on their last Route 66 road trip when Sadie was alive. During their cross country road trip to honor Sadie and to complete the rest of their bucket list, things aren't easy, Sadie's humor and spark haunted the girls because she just wanted them to be happy. During their freshman year of high school, the girls earned the nickname- "fearsome foursome". On the first night of their trip, after being tipsy, Emma blurted out that Reid had a fifteen year old secret crush on Audrey. Audrey and Reid are both bi-sexual, they have both been through shitty breakups and situationships, so on this trip they gave each other the best advice, they both needed a queer friend, so they made a pact to at least be open to finding the Jeremy to their Sadie. On their cross country trip, Audrey and Reid both found the closure they needed after their fight six years ago, they actually communicated with each other like grown adults and voiced their resentment and feelings towards one another. Audrey, this girl was my Pisces twin, she loves sad music. I absolutely adored and loved watching this group of friends find their way back together and navigate this battle of grief as they honored their best friend's dying wish. As their cross country trip came to an end, Emma, Audrey, and Reid spent their last day in the Smoky Mountains of Tennessee to see a show of synchronous fireflies which is one of the things Sadie really wanted to do. Sadie- "I hope this journey has helped the three of you become each other's fireflies". This trip was so beautiful and memorable for these women to reconnect and find their way back together again, I loved getting snippets of Sadie's humor along the way even though she had already passed away, it truly was so beautiful and heart breaking.