Spoilers below
3.5 ⭐
MCs:
- Dante, 26
- Phoenix, 23
Book info;
- Second chance
- Kidnapping
- Torture
- Amnesia
- Surprise baby
- Stalking
- Hearing disability
- Separation (2 yrs, 3yrs)
- HEA
"𝑴𝒚 𝑵𝒊𝒙. 𝑴𝒚 𝒅𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒐𝒏. 𝑰’𝒅 𝒘𝒂𝒊𝒕 𝒂 𝒉𝒖𝒏𝒅𝒓𝒆𝒅 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆𝒔 𝒊𝒇 𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒂𝒔 𝒍𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒍𝒆𝒅 𝒖𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒆𝒂𝒄𝒉 𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓."
The story was good, but the flashbacks somehow didn't work for me. And this happened all throughout the story; one minute it's the present time, then next it's another flashback. I don't know how to review this, so I'm just going to list some of the things that happened in the book.
1. They met when Phoenix was 17 (a few months away from 18) and Dante was 21. Obviously, this made me a little bit uncomfortable because she was a minor. But tbf with Dante, Nix lied about her age and told him she was legal. It was a young love, and despite the fact that their families are enemies, this didn't stop them from seeing each other. They were each other's first, so being a dual virgin is a plus. 😂
2. However, her grandma was against their relationship, so she planned Dante's kidnapping. He was tortured for a month (I think? Not sure about the timeline of his captivity) And when he was rescued, he changed and became full of anger, and he also lost his memory.
3. In the same timeframe as #2, Nix found out she was pregnant, and she went through this pregnancy alone. Well, her grandma knew about it and has been with her up until she gave birth. She didn't even get to hold her daughter because her witch grandma signed the baby for adoption as soon as the baby was born. She forged Nix's signature and told her it was the best for the both of them. I swear to God, if I could get inside the book, I would rip the hair off this woman.
4. Then two years passed (20/23), they met again, and Dante still hasn't regained his memories. So when he saw Nix, he treated her like he didn't know her (because that was really the case for him). Nix got mad about his behavior. She was still heartbroken that Dante left him and that she lost their baby, but it was his indifference that hurt her even more. But on the positive side, they've never been with anyone else during their separation.
5. Maybe the heart wants what it wants after all, because after they met in #4, Dante became obsessed with Nix again. He was so intrigued by her and he cannot stop thinking about why she hates his guts. He knew she was the one for him after seeing her, and he promised that she would be his whether she likes it or not.
6. Around this time too, Nix went on a lot of dates, trying to get over Dante and to piss him off so he would stop stalking her. But it didn't work because he always crashed her dates and threatened the guys to stay away from her. Also, when these guys touch her inappropriately, Dante always beat the crap out of them after their date.
7. He stalked her for months; it was subtle at first until he wasn't anymore. 😂 Nix knew all about his stalking because she could feel him every time but she didn't care because she's so angry at him. Her pride won't let her ask him why he left her two years ago. Had she only talked to him or even lashed out, they could've resolved their issue sooner. 🤷♀️
8. Anyway, something happened with Nix's sister, and this led to another three years of separation. Again, they're celibate during this second separation, and Dante's memory is still blank.
9. Dante got engaged to Nix's sister, but he planned this all along. He wants his brother to get his head out of his ass and to claim Reina (sister) once and for all. If Reina's out of the way, he can finally have Phoenix.
10. All the while this is happening, Nix is busy searching for her daughter. She got all the information from her grandmother, and she went to track down her kid. She found her, and she abducted her. 😂 The kid is 4 yo and for some reason, she's comfortable with Nix. She has a hearing disability too that she inherited from Nix. She also talks like she's older than her age and she accepted Nix as her mommy so quickly.
11. Dante eventually found them, and he was mad at first at the idea that Nix had a kid with someone. But he's willing to accept and raise her as his daughter. When he got to them, Nix pretended not to know him, feigning she had amnesia. I guess that's the running theme here.
12. The body-betraying syndrome prevailed, and they slept together without having a proper conversation. After this, Dante confessed about what happened to him five years ago and that he lost his memory. This info sucker punched Nix, and she felt guilty for all the things she did to him and for pushing him away for the last 5 years. After admitting his secret, I don't know what happened, but his memories came back and he remembered everything (shocker!). Well, according to his therapist, he's the only one preventing himself from remembering, so I guess his admission helped him.
There's no mafia-ish related stuff in this story. This is basically Dante obsessing and stalking Phoenix all throughout the book, and her pushing him away all the time. The first half of the book was honestly dragging, and I kept losing interest, but then the second half picked up eventually. This book could've been 100 pages less, imo. But I did love all the craziness of Dante and how he got it so bad for Phoenix. This guy is freaking relentless, and he never stopped his pursuit until he got Phoenix.
Anyway, this was a good book. I enjoyed the ott jealousy, obsession, and possessiveness of Dante. I just wish the amnesia issue was revealed a little earlier rather than at 90%. It took them a long time to finally address the reason for Nix's animosity. Also, the family screen time was so short. I want to see the three of them interact with each other. But with them reuniting for around 88% of the story, I guess it's way too late to have some decent family scenes.
I would still recommend this but readers have to bear with the story before it gets better.