I got this book for Christmas today and read it in one sitting, thoroughly enjoying every page. It is a memoir written by Vinnie Stigma (with the help of Howard Abrams), the legendary founding member and guitarist of the likewise legendary hardcore band from New York City: Agnostic Front. I've been a massive fan of Agnostic Front for as long as I can remember. Their music has really encouraged me in some difficult times. And not only have I been a fan of AF, I have been of Vinnie Stigma as well. I like his solo project, and I've watched a pile of interviews with him. I've also watched the outstanding documentary on Agnostic Front by Drew Stone called "The Godfathers of New York Hardcore." And so I feel like I have a sense of who he, and singer Roger Miret, are like -- really good guys. I read Roger's memoir, My Riot, a couple of years ago and likewise really enjoyed it. Both books tell the story of the beginnings of the New York hardcore scene in the early 80s with bands like Murphy's Law, Warzone, AF, and the Cro-Mags. Indeed, I read Harley Flanagan of the Cro-Mag's memoir, Hard-Core, a couple of years ago, too. It's a mind-bending book, written in an almost stream-of-consciousness style, but another that I really appreciated and enjoyed. In fact, Vinnie's book is like a half-way point between Roger's and Harley's. Roger's almost feels like it's written by an historian who has catalogued and interpreted his life as part of a bigger story. Vinnie's is also very unique from the other two memoirs. In some senses it reads like a real Little Italy kind of mobster story, at other points cook book (he even has recipes for his favourite Italian dishes, which I'm totally going to try), and even like a fanzine with the way pictures are inserted and the kind of pictures in it. The book even has a Vinnie Stigma crossword puzzle! Amazing!
I've come away from reading this with two big thoughts: 1) Vinnie Stigma is a remarkably good human being. For all the aggressive music, the petty crime early in life, the intense tattoos, you can tell that he really likes people and wants to treat humans as humans. Over and over again he described himself as loving to make friends and wanting to help people. It's quite remarkable actually. He has this strange ethic of Old World Italian Catholicism--he talks about church almost immediately, and saints, including his own. It somehow informs his ethic and I think really shaped his humble personality. And 2), relatedly, Vinnie Stigma and Roger Miret have quite a wonderful friendship. These guys love each other like brothers and it's quite touching. To read these two men -- tattooed, crazy looking, etc. -- describe the genuine love they have for each other was really great. I love seeing those kinds of thick-and-thin friendships that have lasted a lifetime.
There's so much more that could be said about this book and about Stigma -- the WWF-style wrestling he did in NYC, his tattoo parlour, his culinary interests. While the title may oversell it a little, he's nevertheless quite interesting. I came away from this book surprisingly really encouraged.