While filling out the form to sign up for this ARC, I actually asked Briar if she had any requirements for ARC readers, such as keeping the review unposted if it was 3-stars or less because I know many publishers do. And also because, well, as some of you know, I don’t hold back on reviews and ratings even if it’s an ARC. Thankfully, and blessedly, Briar got back to me and told me she doesn’t police reviews, and for this I am extremely thankful and grateful. So that being said, yes, this is an ARC review, but it is my fully honest review and all thoughts and opinions are my own. Even if I hadn’t read an ARC, believe me, my thoughts would’ve been the same.
Anyway.
I don’t think I’ve ever been so conflicted.
Whether we think about it or not, the way we are, what we believe, and how we feel on an interconnected and personal level influences how we interpret a book. Some can easily ignore the unrealistic parts of books, being able to wind down and enjoy the book for what it’s supposed to be. Others, like me, are unfortunately not able to do that and feel like a lot of books were just not made for the audience like me. I think that’s what happened with Just a Taste. Don’t get me wrong, I still enjoyed it, but I had a couple other issues that piled up and made the story less exciting, enjoyable, and really, all the more annoying. It’s a case of conflict, where I’m quite damn unsure how I actually feel because I didn’t hate it but I also didn’t love it, and there were a lot of enjoyable parts but also a lot of parts that frustrated me to no end. I don’t think I have ever dragged my hands through my face so much until now. I’m hoping my sensitive skin doesn’t break out one of these days because of that.
Let’s start with the negatives because they’re always easier to talk about.
The marriage of convenience is extremely irrelevant to the story. There was even a point where I had forgotten the two were actually married to each other because of how useless it felt. Then I stopped and said to myself, “Wait, aren’t they married?” I think the issue isn’t so much that it’s useless and information that feels irrelevant to the story but the fact that the book was actually marketed as such. I mean, even the blurb has it, so I was out here thinking the marriage these two get involved in would’ve been more apparent to the characters. I have a big issue and it’s a pet peeve of mine when books are marketed as having a certain trope or deal with a specific theme yet that theme/trope isn’t even part of the story (or it happens later on). And Just a Taste was like that. I was expecting a marriage of convenience between two stepbrothers, two tropes I never really saw coming together but was expecting a lot for, yet you could’ve fooled me. The marriage happens early on, and suddenly we’re thrown into six months later since it happened and go from there. All you should know about the marriage of convenience is that it really is just that: a marriage of convenience. Ryker inherits the trust fund of Lake’s father and when he sees that Lake is financially struggling, he proposes they get married so Lake has money for his college tuition and Ryker doesn’t feel as bad and guilty that he has the money, even though he isn’t the biological son. This is, of course, something Ryker hides from Lake and doesn’t tell him till closer to the end, causing some conflict, but isn’t the main act of conflict.
Speaking of step brothers, this was another element of the story that was actually pretty important yet felt unrelated. Similarly to the marriage, the only times I remembered these two were step brothers was when we were, in fact, reminded that they are step brothers. Besides those moments, there was hardly any tension through that aspect. I think the author really had potential to make the story angsty in that aspect, but I also think it would’ve been difficult considering the parent who made them step brothers to begin with is, well, dead. So therefore there really wouldn’t be much…forbiddenness to it. Regardless, having read most of this author’s books before, I do think the author could’ve nailed it. Briar excels in presenting such themes in a natural and organic way, if you ask me, so I think if there was anyone who would’ve successfully written the story I was expecting (with its certain tropes), it was this author. Sadly, I am reporting disappointment, as both the marriage of convenience and the fact that Lake and Ryker are stepbrothers are mild in the story. Both factors feel irrelevant, useless, and besides the point.
On to the romance itself, which was…confusing. While some moments worked for me, others didn’t. This is actually a perfect example of why the friends with benefits/hooking up trope is super difficult for me to enjoy. And I know that part of it is because of how I am and how I am wired, but even given that, I try approaching these books with the most open mind because it’s not me, it’s the characters I’m reading about. Still, it’s just so difficult for me to root for a relationship that is usually, mostly, and only stemmed from lust and physical attraction. It’s not that it isn’t possible, it’s just difficult for me to buy into it (when I’m reading about it) if there isn’t enough proper development outside of sex. And while Ryker and Lake don’t only have physical attraction, it felt like they did for at least the first half. I mean, I was actually 34% in and I remember making note that the two didn’t have emotional chemistry. Maybe it’s just me, but I’m not gonna sit here, write down some apology, and say that it’s not the book, because, well, it was the book, at least for me, but others may interpret it differently. Now, don’t get me wrong, the sexual tension was there, but of course it was, because in my opinion, sexual tension is actually easier to write than emotional chemistry, as far as I’ve seen in a lot of romance books. The two are realistically, understandably attracted to each other, and the author doesn’t hold off on showing us how the two are feeling, the attraction oozing from the pages (literally). They’re in their 20s, and Ryker is actually experiencing these new feelings for the first time. However, their emotional intimacy, overall, was lacking. And while the two are actually not the same, they do interconnect, so you can have the sexual tension, but if that chemistry that makes me root for the two, feel a bond growing between them, and a connection being built feels off, then I will be struggling.
With this having two characters hooking up, it’s bound that there will be a lot of sex. And that’s fine, but personally I got tired of it. Lots of moments to help with emotional intimacy but they were used on sex. It’s not of bad quality, if I’m being honest, but the quantity gets tiring. One after another after another, especially after a moment of potential vulnerability, makes it a little aggravating for me. I can’t really say I was a fan of the amount of action there is, not because they were bad but because some of them could’ve been replaced with more intimacy outside the bedroom.
Lastly, I had a really big issue with chapter 44. I won’t go too into detail for now because this is an ARC, but I hated Lake so much. I loved his character but I hated him completely in this scene. He was a piece of shit and absolutely disgusting. The audacity for him to act the way he did and do what he did. No forgiveness for him. And the fact that Ryker just took it, didn’t bring it up, and didn’t have Lake ask for forgiveness? It was such spineless, doormat behavior.
And now the good, cause I promise, this had some.
That said, the romance did work for me in other areas. Just like the friends with benefits trope doesn’t exactly work for me, parts of it are what make me come back to it and not avoid it entirely. I am a big fan of the two characters starting to see each other differently, more romantically, than just people they use for pleasure and benefit. There are a lot of moments between the two that make the relationship stand out, as well as an addition of a few domestic moments, which makes me root for the relationship to an extent. There is a lot of action and variety, but also intimacy that shows the relationship growing. I think what makes this trope work for me in areas is when the two characters are practically together but don’t really see it that way. They’re unconsciously a couple. Lake and Ryker have a lot of those moments, and it fits their personalities so well. One of my favorite scenes is where Lake is studying and when Ryker comes in (to his home), he sees him wearing [his] sweatshirt, completely in the zone, and Ryker just admires him. It’s moments like these that do show me why and how the trope has so much potential to be good, because there are so many unconscious moments where the characters admire each other in a certain way that is more than just “hooking up,” but they don’t want to acknowledge it. It shows the growing fondness, the emotional connection slowly being built. There are moments—the ice rink, the impulsive trip to New York, cuddling, the hockey games, ordering food, dinner, riding together, Ryker not giving up on Lake, Lake opening up to Ryker, Lake lowering down his walls for Ryker. It’s all through friendship but it grows to be much more, too.
Briar Prescott is awesome at writing banter. I don’t think I haven’t found myself at least chuckling to what her characters say, and the banter between the two is always so natural. There are never occasions where it feels forced or where the characters come off as younger than they are. Personally, for two young men in their 20s, the dialogue felt spot on. There’s some push and pull, which I think is actually quite necessary in these types of stories, as it does provide angst and not on a forced way, in my opinion. It shows rejection but also that need and want from them. Their inner monologues are balanced well, never steering over venturing into too much, but also providing enough thought process as well as dialogue that makes the characters stand out. If there’s ever anything I can count on the author to give, it’s excellent banter. It’s fun, entertaining, and awesome to follow. There aren’t scenes where I find myself bored out of it, wishing for something to happen because of meaningless dialogue or monologue.
The characters are great. Realistically flawed, accurately portrayed, and entirely fun to follow, both men have their own pros and cons. Lake, unsurprisingly, is my favorite. Untrustworthy of anyone, suffering from daddy issues, closes off, grumpy, scared, and feeling like he isn’t worth anyone’s love and time, Lake’s projection turns into his own feelings. He reacts and acts without thinking first, causing him to make damage and stupid decisions, facing the consequences after. Moments of that did annoy me, and other times the author made me sympathize with him. He’s at fault for a lot of things but also loyal and kind hearted. I gotta say, while I loved Ryker as well, I found him to be a little more boring. He seemed less complex, more in tune with his emotions and feelings, that reading his perspective had less of a grip on me. Not that it’s really his fault, and it’s not that it was unrealistic, I just couldn’t find myself interested in him as much as Lake. Yet, I loved his sunshine attitude, his willingness to help, his passion for hockey but also math, his strive for doing something big, his care for Lake.
I was a big fan of the bi-awakening, if I do say so myself. The confusion, anger, curiosity, interest, rejection, and need to have an answer is realistically portrayed. The questioning is valid, heartedly formed, and realistically developed. Ryker isn’t repulsed, but he’s also confused. His need to figure himself out, questioning how he feels and why, trying to understand where it all came from makes his characterization much stronger. It’s easily imaginable, too, with enough detail provided to get an understanding of how Ryker is feeling. Everything felt adept. The awakening itself did happen somewhat fast, considering it was because of the kiss they shared when they got married, but everything after that felt heartfelt.
I think with the more right audience, this story would be more appreciated. Unfortunately, me being me, I’m unable to form an attachment to the characters like I was hoping I would. I think this story will be loved by many, but I wasn’t able to get behind every ingredient used to get the story going. There’s the fact that the relationship development felt more prominent in the second part and so therefore unbalanced; the two tropes that were used to market this had no relevance; Lake’s ‘I act before thinking’ attitude got annoying; all the sexsexsex in the beginning that made the rest a struggle. Once again, though, I am excited to see what else this author writes in the future! Considering the (for now) at ‘The End,’ I’m assuming Kelly will get a book, maybe? Or there will be a continuation for these two.
Thank you to Briar Prescott for providing me with an ARC.