What in the world did I just read? Like actually. WHAT.
I saw this book floating around booktok and bookstagram and was like, dark romance, why choose, and cowboys? Like sign me up! I actually have not dived into cowboy romances yet, but have wanted to. But as an avid dark romance and why choose romance reader? I figured this would be a perfect way to jump in. But omg was I wrong.
First, the basis of the plot isn't bad. Cheating stealing ex, gets into debt with the mob. Tries to scare her into paying and then threatens to sell her to the mob for his debts. It was a little far fetched how badly the mob wanted her in my opinion, and how far and the resources they used to go after her. But again, I could look past and it wasn't bad.
We have a ton of stereotypes going on here. City girl, she can't possibly work on a ranch. Ooooo girl who wears black and has blue in her hair? Must be a witchy goth girl. Blah blah.
The guys are all pretty hot and I will say I was into them for the majority of the perk. Per most why chooses, we have the friendly flirty golden retriever, the moody broken grump with a traumatic past, and the stoic protective leader. I liked them all. And add in the cowboy aspect? All the "ma'ams" and "darlin's" and cowboy hat tips had me swooning. But I did get the ick with the grump called the FMC a b-tch during sex, and said he was gonna "mark his territory like a b-tch in heat." Why. WHY. I hate the b word used in books and then comparing her to a dog was just gross. But I was able to overlook cause it only happened once.
The spice was fine. It definitely was more rough, but surprisingly for a why choose, we didn't get as much as I expected. Also, sorry, but my thought so many times that they're just doing it out in the fields was, they're probably so covered in dirt and grim... the UTIs. Especially with no cleanup after 🤣 I get these books aren't realistic, but still.
But it's the ending that got to me. Omg. That ending. WHAT WAS THAT! Levi all of a sudden riding the mean nasty bull that almost killed him. All the animals "fighting" the mob. The "yee haw". I couldn't. I was cackling and just flabbergasted at what I was reading. Like. Wow.
I really wanted to like this book, but I just couldn't. It was too ridiculous, too stereotyped, and just, weird.