5 stars
So, while I was reading all of my notes on this book I decided to give it five stars. I was going to give it four but after all of my notes and highlights I remembered I enjoyed this book very much and had zero complains about it other than Casia making poor life choices every other page –but now that my frustration is down I can understand that she made those decision because she was trying to give other people second chances or because she obviously doesn’t have the experience to lead at the moment- so yeah, that was my reason for four stars but I can smile now and give the book the five it deserves.
I have so many highlights in this book that I just want to share them and let you see a glimpse of how amazing this book is. One of the things that I noticed in the first book but didn’t really made me stop and think was the anxiety Casia constantly has. I took it as part of her and I LOVED how it was presented and how the people around her knew about it and didn’t treat her differently and how Elander helped and accepted that part of her but in this book it made me stop and think “I don’t remember another book that has a character with this level of anxiety or anxiety as a part of their daily life” like yes, we sometimes get characters that are anxious for something but not like Casia and that was a surprise, then I proceeded to love it because this is a real thing affecting people and in Casia we have a real and vulnerable heroin.
She was not a warrior. Not a queen.
Why was she even here?
Her head dipped toward her chest, unbearably heavy all of a sudden. No, she was none of those things. What she was…was heavy. And tired.
But she was also a survivor.
She had walked through countless storms before, and she would walk through this one, too.
“So much of what I did was about her surviving, and it was a relatively small thing that I could focus on. Now we have bigger problems. And I feel like every tiny decision I make will have much bigger consequences, for far more people, and my mind won’t stop cycling through all of those people, through all of the horrible things that might happen to them. It never quiets.”
There are some books that have a great plot, an amazing world, perfect magic system, perfect villains, incredible pace, but the upmost highlight of the books or book are the characters. This is one of those books, it has all of the previous mentioned things but the best it has are the characters and by them being perfect everything else seems to be even better. I could go on and on with how amazing this group is, even the villains, and of course the new characters are not the exception, things just keep getting better with the new characters. So yes, ALL perfect. And the writing style here is amazing as well because it allowed me to connect the dots, it allowed me to understand everything –I love it when I have to figure things out- and it didn’t pull me out of the story, everything here is just effortless.
I suppose I’ve never told this to you either. So listen very closely, now: Pain is not a competition. Everyone has their own battles. Their different hells. Different demons. And you don’t have to apologize for the things that hurt you, as I said, or for what you have to do to survive these things—not to me or to anyone else.”
The five of them hesitated, until Nessa finally took a deep breath and trudged after him. “Afraid?” she muttered as she marched. “Who’s afraid?”
Zev raised his hand.
“Put your hand down, idiot,” said Laurent.
“What? She asked.”
So, that being said, one of the things that also helps this book and makes it perfect is the pace and the clever way the author wrote every event in it. I’m not going to spoil but Casia ended up in a bad spot -and a hurtful one- at the end of the first book so this one begins with all of the feelings and it just keeps giving you all the feelings. Usually we have a “normal” and easy start to a book and by the middle of it things begin to escalate and by the end we have the big climax that makes us eat our nails, this book doesn’t have that because things begin to escalate from the very beginning. Casia and her friends face situation after situation and the eating the nails is there pretty much the entire time and that was awesome. So I was at ease with some events and worried in others but there was always something happening –I think the Aurora cycle also does this in all three books- and that made me happy –sort of xD-
“It wasn’t all lies, was it? Everything that happened between us?”
He stared at her. Hesitated so long that the waiting caused an actual, physical pain in her chest. Then he finally said: “No, Thorn. It wasn’t.”
So, as I said, the focus here are the characters and I remember at some point thinking, “what is the “plot” of this book specifically?” because I hadn’t read the synopsis of the book and then realized there wasn’t like this mayor big plot like “defeat this enemy” that is what we usually encounter in a fantasy book but instead it gave us character growth, necessary information, world building and situations that placed the characters in the places they needed to be to move forward. In a way the book works as a liaison between where the characters begin and where they are going and because the journey of their growth is so amazing I didn’t really care they didn’t have a big enemy to defeat in this book because as I said, so many small things happen in the entire book that a big one was not necessary, and still, a big one was delivered at the end –which had me suffering but not at the same time because I have the third book with me-
So, to finish my review, I love this book and can’t wait to see where our characters are going.
P.s Elander and Casia are PERFECT here. I don’t want to make this review any longer but if I thought they were amazing in the first book they were perfect here, I love them they are definitely in my list of favorite couples.
She edged closer to him. His arm slipped around her waist without comment or hesitation, and she felt herself sinking into him, her eyes closing as she buried her face in the folds of his coat, his scent, his strength.
Why?
Why did it still feel as if she fit so perfectly against him?
He laughed again, and he pulled her to a stop, took hold of both of her hands and drew her close. She thought he was going to kiss her. Her heart fluttered hopefully at the thought. But he stopped as their noses just barely bumped one another’s, and he simply held her there, breathing in the same air for a moment before taking a step back.
“In this lifetime and in every other.” The words left her in a whisper as she realized what he’d been trying to say yesterday, before they’d been swept up into battle.
His voice was soft but certain: “And even beyond that.”
She moved to elbow him in the side, even though she couldn’t help grinning back. He caught her and held off her attack by wrapping her up in his arms. She put up a pretend struggle that lasted only a few seconds before she gave in and let her forehead rest against his chest.