Spoilers, etc.
This is my personal review in real time as I'm reading the book. There will be spoilers.
I very much dislike a man who brags about his prowess, demands the woman that he's with will beg for him, all the while does the bare minimum, and worse treats her like garbage. It's an overdone trope, and, quite frankly, gross at this point. He treats her as a servant. It's so typical, and yuck, tbh.
He bragged about "women" and that they liked him for his "prowess" and not who he was as a person. Proudly. And it turns out that it wasn't "women," but a woman.
And FMC is jealous over a person who disdains her and treats her like she's nothing. 😒 Are women still doing this these days? Y'all haven't grown past that already? Really, she had to hold back a "fretting" and "fluttering" over a guy that treats her like a piece of @$s that should worship at his shrine? And then he LAUGHS at her? But oF cOuRsE, all that mockery and disdain makes her "thr0b" for him? Is this for real?
Nobs on the SIDES of his package? In whose world is that appealing? And then, THEN, he justifies his taunting and absolute disdain as his "role" to show her that she should not only "trust" him, but also that that behavior would prove that she could find "joy" in him?! In what world?! Whatever world that is, I would never want a part in it. It is incomprehensible to me that ANY woman would want to be a part of that world.
Oh, his abhorrent treatment of her is now suddenly a reminder of how his mother loved his father? And, of course, he was too tired to analyze his own ill treatment of her.
And then all of a sudden, after professing "bitterness" early on that "women" (a woman) had cared more for his prowess than who he was, we learn that the woman, Avella, had been his childhood friend and sweetheart and had been heartbroken when his pendant didn't light for her. That doesn't sound like a woman who only wanted him for his prowess. He even says, "She was a good female, kind and caring." In actuality, his previous "prowess" bs sounds like boy math.
He deliberately makes his "mate," Rhoslyn, thinks that she's alone in the "mate" feelings.
It's heinous. I'm at 29% in the book. It better get real better, real quick. Immediately after I typed this, he's saying to himself that he hasn't had enough time to convince her she wants to be with him as he ORDERS her to WASH his LEG next (after everything else I mentioned). He had previously demanded that she wash his wounds more aggressively, but when he demands that she dry him... he gaslights her and tells her to be more gentle! 🤬🤬 Is the author kidding?!? WHY would she want to be with him based on HIS OWN ACTIONS??? Oh, but of course, then he tells himself that his "heart is not getting involved." How typical. A "man" finds an alternate mommy, treats her like absolute rubbish, and now he's "in love." Then, after more horrific behavior towards her, he exclaims, "I just might keep you." And on that note, at 31% completion, I'm done.
This was a nightmare read for as long as I lasted. I can't imagine him being redeemed at any point after that typical nightmarish bs. DNF.