5/5. Releases 6/18/24.
vibes: WEAPONIZED LONGING, the perfect angst recipe, the man Lana Del Rey was singing about but much better, We Can’t Discuss Our Feelings Because My Feelings Are Hard
Heat Index: 10/10
The Basics:
Isolde Laurence is in a bind (literally, at points). She’s about to marry Mark Trevena (the cold, dangerous man who deflowered her and promptly crushed her heart) in an arrangement that will enable her to seduce him and offer his secrets to her uncle, a high-ranking cardinal. However, on her way to do so, she’s fallen in love with Mark’s romantic, pining bodyguard Tristan. And Tristan–who very much loves her back–is also in love with Mark, thanks to a preexisting whirlwind affair he put a stop to upon finding out about the engagement. Isolde is determined to, if nothing else, guard her heart against her new husband. And, for personal and practical reasons, honor the agreement they made years ago: once they exchange vows, they’ll be faithful to each other.
Easier said than done.
But Isolde herself is deadlier than she seems, and in the midst of a thorny triangle, she may end up crushing not only Tristan’s heart, but her own… and maybe even Mark’s. If he has one.
The Review:
Well, this was my most-anticipated release of the year, and BY GOD did it live up to expectations. This is an ongoing series (you must read Salt Kiss before starting this one, and in my opinion? You should ABSOLUTELY also read the prequel novella, Salt in the Wound, as it lays the groundwork for Mark and Isolde’s relationship) and of course, I don’t want to count chickens before they hatch, but… If Sierra pulls the ending off–which I totally believe she will; she’s yet to let me down–this could end up being her best series yet. And that is a LOT coming from me, someone who worships at the altar of New Camelot (and Thornchapel, for that matter).
The thing about the way Sierra writes triads–and nobody does it better–is that they all feel unique. You might think that Mark, Isolde, and Tristan would have a lot in common with New Camelot’s Ash, Greer, and Embry. They’re MMF, they’re based on Arthurian myth, these people literally know each other (Sierra: I owe you my life for that cameo). But the dynamic is completely different–and in this installment especially, quite darker. I didn’t see Mark’s darkness as much in Salt Kiss (Salt in the Wound… perhaps more so, which gives you some insight into the differences between his individual dynamics with Isolde versus Tristan) but here? Um. She portrayed the conflict within him and his ruthlessness perfectly… While also letting us even further into the vulnerability she hinted at in Salt Kiss.
Mark can be a difficult character for readers to humanize, I think, because we haven’t had his POV yet. It’s easy to sort of dismiss him as this frosty, stern alpha who doles out pain while also dealing with plenty of his own (on the inside, because Mark is clearly very uncomfortable with feeling a feeling). Where she makes it brilliant is through these moments of BOYISHNESS. We got sneak peeks of boyish Mark in Salt Kiss, but here? Oh my god. The grins, the poking at Tristan, the GOOFY HOT FACETIME SEX WITH ISOLDE??? It’s so human, and dropping those sneak peeks in makes his pain even more palatable.
And the thing is that you do get that pain. Because Sierra also doesn’t shy away from the agony of a love triangle and, yes, cheating in this book. I often find that MMF is used in a sort of like… “Why choose? Heehee it’s all okay because everyone wants each other” get out of jail free card. Sierra really doesn’t do that ever, but this is the hardest she’s gone in on “these people are cheating, and it HURTS the person they’re cheating on, and it HURTS them”. No punches are pulled here. This is one of the angstiest books I’ve read, and as an angst hound, I loved every second of it.
The ending? I am going to be in actual PAIN until Bitter Burn (out early next year, SHIT). There was a moment in the last few pages of this book that made me gasp. In part because I really didn’t think she’d go there on multiple levels. This is a book of huge swings, and for me, every single one worked.
Quick Takes:
–I have been very vocal about how much the one time Mark called Tristan “puppy” in a cut scene (Beg Me, which you should absolutely read if you can–I think it’s on Sierra’s website) has not left my head since. Guess what? It’s just a regular nickname now. He says it SEVERAL times in this book, in prime moments. And I was extremely happy.
–You can for sure read this series on its own, but I will say that this book in particular “spoils” a good bit of New Camelot. In the same way that any romance in the same universe or series of standalones sort of spoils others, but if you want to read chronologically without any giveaways, you should read that series first. And in general, read it even if you do read Lyonesse first. Because it’s gorgeous.
–I can’t emphasize enough how happy Isolde and Mark’s dirty Facetime calls made me. Like. At the end of the day, Mark is just like any other man with a hot young wife, desperately trying to get a peek over his phone. While someone else peeks, perhaps.
–Isolde’s such a fantastic heroine. Broken and devoted to God and maybe lowkey a zealot, while also craving physical and emotional pain and release and Tristan’s soft heart and Mark’s cold one all at once. She’s the kind of heroine we very rarely get to read about in romance. If I’m being honest, I was a little worried about how the dynamics would balance here, as so much of the last book was Mark and Tristan on their own, and then the remainder was Tristan and Isolde on their own. (Which is another reason why you should read Salt in the Wound first, in my opinion.) But God. The dynamic of the three, the dynamic between Mark and Isolde, just blew me away. Two black cats circling each other, Mark perhaps a little more reticent to open up to Isolde than Tristan because he recognizes something of himself in her.
While at the same time, I found that Tristan and Isolde’s relationship deepened. I always fully believed in their agonized love for Mark, and their desire to stay loyal to him. Yet I also completely believed that they couldn’t possibly stay away from each other, not permanently.
–Mark’s backstory? I foresaw some surface level stuff, but not the parts that mattered. Those kind of blew my mind.
The Sex:
I mean, it’s Sierra Simone, so it’s creative and very much a part of the character development. One of the sex scenes in this book was so… it was really one of the best she’s ever written. But also? DEVIOUS. Sierra, you did not have to do us like that. However, I’m glad you did.
There are so many different “flavors” of sex in this book–super kinky, kinda vanilla (or as vanilla as these people can get), happy, angsty, sad, passionate, light, funny.
Look, dude. Read this book if you’ve read the other books. If you haven’t read the other books, read those and then read this book. I can’t recommend it enough. This is angsty, passionate, heady romance at its best. Hot and emotionally complex and well-written. Sierra’s prose! It’s what romance should be; she sets the pace, and we all must chase it.
Thanks to Candi Kane PR for providing me with a copy of this book. All thoughts and opinions are my own.