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First published March 19, 2026
“He’s really sweet, and you’re…”
“A bitch?” I supply.
Cillian’s appearance throws me. He looks nothing like the man in the tux I met last night, or the easygoing teacher in sweatpants from this morning. How many faces can one person wear?
“You’re relentless.” Her murmur ghosts across my Adam’s apple.
The darkest smile spreads over his lips as though he were a monster about to devour me whole.
Not all of us are meant to blaze in the sun. Some of us are built to blend with the dark.
My spirit animal is definitely the moth.
I can’t risk Cillian getting attached. Even if I can erase his memories, I can’t erase mine.
I turn on my side and brace my head on my fist. “I just wasn’t expecting… you.”
My girl…
Electra isn’t my girl; she’s only my way in.
As my conscience goes to war with my gut, I grip her hip and flip her front to back.
I’ve lost control— of myself, of this mission, of her.
I drop my voice to a whisper. “Wanting you was never one of my lies.”
I close my eyes, shame and grief gnawing on my insides.
I was too late.
Too late.
Too late.
My ears buzz.