This isn't going to be all that coherent or well organized lol it's also going to be FILLED with spoilers but first will be a short little spoiler free paragraph about the trilogy in general. I'll put a spoiler warning before I start!
If you haven't read this story, I am BEGGING you to change that. Brigid Kemmerer's ability to make me feel so deeply about every character, every relationship, every arc, should be studied in a lab. This series was written as if Kemmerer knew every beat, every trope, every type of angst, everything in general that I love about story telling down to a tee and created characters and a story I'll never forget.
SPOILER WARNING FOR EVERYTHING BELOW
I feel like I should break this down as much as I can in some sort of attempt at organization so let me begin with relationships.
Harristan and Quint
WHEN I TELL YOU I HAVE BEEN SCREAMING ABOUT THESE TWO SINCE THE END OF DEFY THE NIGHT OH MY GOOODDDD. PLEASE!!!!!!!! I am a SIMP for Tessa and Corrick but despite that, I didn't even care that they didn't reunite until WELL into page 400 something because I was so fucking SMITTEN with Harristan and Quint. The tension between these two men I CANNOT. I was desperate for Harristan's POV, longing for any interaction between the two of them. Quint has my ENTIRE heart. I absolutely adore the way Quint is able to support and care for Harristan in a way that nobody else has been able to due to titles and circumstances.
For example, Harristan and Corrick have always had one another but with the trauma they experienced together and the way they were forced to lead a country in disarray, the way Corrick felt that he had to be cruel and unyielding in order to protect his brother despite it destroying him, etc. made it difficult for them to really emotionally support one another until finally everyting came out into the open toward the end of the first book. Even so it was QUINT who told Harristan the Corrick didn't want to be King's Justice because not only does Quint love Harristan but he cares deeply about Corrick. GOD, okay hold on I'm off track.
Watching Harristan realize in real time that he's always found Quint's presence comforting, that he's come to rely on Quint and his ability to defuse certain situations, was so touching. Quint admitting to keeping track of the dates on which Harristan SMILED was almost enough to fucking kill me. These two were EVERYTHING to me and their ending was beautiful, but I'll talk more about that in another section.
Tessa and Corrick
For as interesting and dynamic as these two were in Defy the Night, their relationship really takes a back seat in this finale but that was absolutely FINE with me. Tessa's grief hurt my heart and Corrick's determination to find her was beautiful and that tension made their reunion so, so good. That scene was great. Then we have Tessa supporting Corrick in any way she can during that horrific time when he thought Harristan and Quint were dead. I'm of the opinion that if she hadn't been by his side during that Corrick either would've ended it all or become an even worse version of himself that we've never seen before.
Corrick and Lochlan
CARRIED the Ostriary storyline let me tell you THAT for free. Not to say I didn't enjoy Tessa's POV, I did! In fact I loved her relationship with Erik, their relationship with Olive, and Erik's hilarious beef with Ellmo. HOWEVER, the relationship growth between Lochlan and Corrick was one of the most phenomenal things about this book. I fucking LOVED it. That first chapter remains one of my favorite of Destroy the Day. Watching Corrick come to terms with Lochlan and realize how much there is to him that Corrick never knew or understood was so much fun. Conversely, watching Lochlan warm up to Corrick was almost even better. Every time Lochlan opened up to Corrick I nearly cried. Corrick teaching Lochlan how to read was so fucking cute. Lochlan comforting Corrick through his grief was such a beautiful scene and I love that Corrick named him King's Justice. That shit came full circle and it was just perfect.
PLOT
Let's move on to what I actually think is the weakest part of the whole trilogy and that, honestly, is the Moonflower plot. I love the politics. I love the revolution plotline and I love watching Harristan and Corrick struggle to figure out what is the right way to run their kingdom and care for their people despite the horrible conditions they're under. The whole Moonflower poison plot really fell flat, as did the plot with Rian and Oren Crane. HOWEVER, I literally did not care LMAO. Do you know why? Because I was so invested in the characters and their own personal conflicts/plights that the Moonflower poison/Oren Crane conflicts mattered so little to me. I didn't care they were wrapped up quickly because I cared way more about how our characters were going to make it out of all this happy and together.
The ENDING
Since the end of Defy the Night, I believed whole heartedly that Harristan would abdicate at the end of everything. I actually thought that if he did, but Corrick didn't want the crown, that they might even leave the kingdom to Arella Cherry. I probably would've PREFERRED this emotionally speaking because what we got instead ripped my heart into pieces before stitching them back together again, but Harristan was technically going to die regardless since Allisander would've executed him (I guess Allisander wouldn't have agreed to just WAIT a gd second for Corrick to return before doing so), so his plan to blow the palace up and take out Corrick's main opposition was pretty smart. Even with Allisander and Huxley out of the picture, could Harristan and Quint have ever actually lived safely and in peace even if Harristan wasn't the king? Also, it seeming as though Harristan sacrificed himself for the good of the country after everyone started to think he had POISONED them probably really helped Corrick in the long run deal with much less dissent, anyway. But it still fucking HURT.
All that said, I SPOILED mySELF by accident when I flipped through the book to see who's POVs we were getting. I SAW Sullivan as the last chapter's POV. DESPITE THIS, I sobbed harder during the last Tessa POV and last few Corrick POVs than I ever have in my LIFE at a book. From the MOMENT Corrick stepped off that ship, I was WRECKED. That scene is so horrifically heartbreaking I couldn't see the pages through my tears. What follows is some of the most emotional shit I've ever read. Being in Corrick's head as he tries to process what has happened, watching him break down when Lochlan calls him Cory, watching him visit Saeth and his wife because Harristan had promised the King would visit then watching this be the first time Corrick or his brother had been viewed as kind was literally too much for me I stared at the wall for like ten minutes idk it's the mental illness, your honor. I genuinely don't know if I would've got through these chapters if I hadn't known Harristan was still alive since I'd seen the Sullivan POV at the end lol
SPEAKING OF!!!! That last chapter was so FUCKING CUTE. Corrick and Harristan reuniting was exactly what I needed to feel WHOLE AGAIN. Harristan and Quint living in a fucking cottage with a stable out in the countryside where neither ever has to feel the pressure of court life ever again but also Corrick and Tessa can visit whenever they want?? COME ON. It couldn't have ended better for those two.
I know some people saw it as Harristan leaving the kingdom and duties on Corrick's shoulders but I would argue that those duties have ALWAYS been on Corrick's shoulders and that Corrick has always been more inclined to do the work as a king than Harristan who was constantly wishing he could be Sullivan again in the Wilds. The first time we meet the brothers, Corrick has done the King's job of looking over the bridge funding request, hands it to Harristan, and thinks that Harristan is just making a show of reading it because he has to look kingly but really Corrick could put a "summons for Harristan's own execution" in front of him and he'd sign it no questions asked. Corrick and Harristan both talk about how they want better for their people and how they want to do what's best for the kingdom, but I'd argue it's Corrick (with Tessa by his side) who takes that extremely to heart after everything he has done as King's Justice and will now be the face of change for his country, which we see when he visits Saeth and Leah, letting Leah hug him and then holding and snuggling their kid in front of everyone, showing how this time around, his leadership will be different.
My ONLY gripe with the ending, really, is the amount of TIME it took for Harristan to reach out (and the implication that Quint advised him not to...Quint and Corrick's relationship is very strong and this is restated many times in this book so I feel like Quint also would've really wanted to see Corrick again BUT I also know that Quint has been self-sacrificing for the brothers for years and was probably very worried about the letter putting Harristan at risk). BUT STILL SIX FUCKING MONTHS!!!!!! SIX!!!!!!!! It shouldn't have been that long lol Harristan and Corrick love each other so much I just feel like he would've reached out earlier HOWEVER the dedication to royal duty and sacrifice dies hard I bet so fine.
I also wish this reunion had been longer. I would've loved to see a private conversation between Corrick and Harristan and even the brothers and Quint but I do really like the scene we got. and REGARDLESS I am just so FUCKING GRATEFUL we got that last chapter and a reunion at ALL because if this book ended without it, I genuinely don't think I would've ever been able to reread them again and that would've sucked MAJORLY.
I actually think that's everything. There's other stuff I loved like Olive and Erik's relationship, Ellmo and Erik's hilarious bickering, and how we got to know Saeth and Thorin way more. But honestly, I'm just so glad this ending was so happy despite the PAIN it took to get there. This trilogy is one of my favorites of all time, genuinely. Thank you, Brigid.
I'd now like to request a 50 page novella beginning immediately where this book left off so we can see more of the reunion between Corrick, Harristan, Quint, Tessa, Saeth, and Thorin.
Just kidding. But only a little;)
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EDIT: 5/6 - LMAO WHEN DID WE GET A COVER?????? JFC IT'S BEAUTIFUL AND I JUST FELL TO MY KNEES IN A STARBUCKS
EDIT: 2/14 - WE GOT A TITLE BUT AT WHAT COST??? A JAN 2024 RELEASE MY GOD. I WILL HAPPILY WAIT FOR YOU BUT I WILL ALSO WITHER AWAY IN PAIN
1/9 - this book isn't out yet but it already ripped my soul into pieces