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The Heart to Seek Part I
Creerloshin is the finest soul who begins a journey from youth age to a self-conscious man to commiserate true love and kindness. His life gifted with the destiny of 24 fine women to contemplate true love does exist in this world. The extraordinary voyage he expedited forefront him to a soul lost and became stranded in life. The world of the absence of kindness convinces he had a hard time responding towards life and believing in true love. It was a question of his venture to discover true love. Will he perceive true love through self discovery or loses the reality in limbo? Does he have faith in true love and benevolence? It is up to him to alter the destiny or accept the fate of life. This book revolves around a true story where a persona name Creerloshin seeks a soulmate for the true love he endures or ends up in lies and deceiving by the fantasy he surmises. He espouses true love to aspiring a heart for unity. He is one of you as ordinary soul understanding life and love. His moment of truth could be an aspiration in your life to comprehend the actual valuation of love and kindness.
366 pages, Paperback
Published March 8, 2024
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About the author
Shushindren Jayasingham
2 books11 followersMy name is Shushindren, and my story proves that setbacks and challenges can awaken hidden faith and true self within us. Close ones call me Shushin. I was born in Negeri Sembilan, Malaysia, but grew up in Kuala Lumpur and Selangor. Today, I live in Singapore, working as an Aviator professional and running my successful logistics network as a businessman. My hobbies include football, badminton, athletics, and travelling, allowing me to explore different cultures and lifestyles.
Everyone deserves love and respect, and I write a story to remind those who have lost faith in true love that it still exists. I care for everyone who needs to be in a circle of love, and I am here to remind you that no matter where you are in the world, you are not alone. Follow my journey on my blog, website, Facebook, Instagram, and TikTok. Let's inspire each other to reach our inner selves. Remember, setbacks and challenges can be the catalyst to discovering your hidden faith and authentic self.
Everyone deserves love and respect, and I write a story to remind those who have lost faith in true love that it still exists. I care for everyone who needs to be in a circle of love, and I am here to remind you that no matter where you are in the world, you are not alone. Follow my journey on my blog, website, Facebook, Instagram, and TikTok. Let's inspire each other to reach our inner selves. Remember, setbacks and challenges can be the catalyst to discovering your hidden faith and authentic self.
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November 5, 2025
When I picked up Shushindren's "The Heart to Seek Part I," I wasn't expecting a typical read. This book is an invitation—an intimate, honest glimpse into the soul-searching journey of Creerloshin. It’s messy, it’s beautiful, and it resonates with anyone who's ever wondered, "Is true love even real anymore?"
This isn't just fiction; it feels like the author poured his own life and lessons onto the page. Creerloshin's quest to find meaningful love and kindness, especially in a world that seems determined to crush both, is what makes him such a wonderful character. He meets 24 women along the way, and these aren't just dates, they are crucial, sometimes painful, lessons that force him to grow and look deeper into himself.
What truly struck me was
Creerloshin's sheer willpower. We all know that feeling of wanting to just give up when heartbreak hits, but he just keeps dusting himself off and moving forward. It’s a genuine bravado ,a quiet strength that makes this book a powerful manual for navigating life's disappointments without losing hope. For any young adult (or frankly, anyone feeling a little jaded), that never-give-up spirit is the gold here.
Shushindren's writing style is a gift. It's poetic and thoughtful, wrapping you so completely in Creerloshin’s mind that you feel every struggle and small victory.
If you prefer a book full of snappy, back-and-forth dialogue, this one breaks the mold. It's more of an internal, reflective journey. You’ll be in your own head with Creerloshin for the entire ride, and honestly? It’s a journey worth taking.
I finished this book feeling inspired and reminded that the search for love is ultimately a journey of self-discovery.
This isn't just fiction; it feels like the author poured his own life and lessons onto the page. Creerloshin's quest to find meaningful love and kindness, especially in a world that seems determined to crush both, is what makes him such a wonderful character. He meets 24 women along the way, and these aren't just dates, they are crucial, sometimes painful, lessons that force him to grow and look deeper into himself.
What truly struck me was
Creerloshin's sheer willpower. We all know that feeling of wanting to just give up when heartbreak hits, but he just keeps dusting himself off and moving forward. It’s a genuine bravado ,a quiet strength that makes this book a powerful manual for navigating life's disappointments without losing hope. For any young adult (or frankly, anyone feeling a little jaded), that never-give-up spirit is the gold here.
Shushindren's writing style is a gift. It's poetic and thoughtful, wrapping you so completely in Creerloshin’s mind that you feel every struggle and small victory.
If you prefer a book full of snappy, back-and-forth dialogue, this one breaks the mold. It's more of an internal, reflective journey. You’ll be in your own head with Creerloshin for the entire ride, and honestly? It’s a journey worth taking.
I finished this book feeling inspired and reminded that the search for love is ultimately a journey of self-discovery.
March 19, 2025
In The Heart to Seek Part I, we follow Creerloshin on an emotional journey of love, self-discovery, and the quest for kindness. 💖 Creerloshin’s story is one of the most relatable tales of searching for true connection—one that’s filled with ups, downs, and self-reflection. His encounters with 24 women along the way aren’t just romantic; they’re opportunities for him to learn, grow, and ultimately understand what it means to love selflessly. ❤️
The narrative invites you to question the very meaning of true love in a world that often feels devoid of compassion. Creerloshin’s transformation from a young dreamer to a self-aware individual who believes in kindness is inspiring. Will he find the soulmate he’s longing for, or will the illusions of love mislead him? 🌌
Shushindren’s storytelling is gentle yet profound, and the emotional depth of the journey makes this book hard to put down. Creerloshin’s story is a beautiful reminder of love’s true value—perfect for anyone who’s ever been in search of something deeper. 💫
The narrative invites you to question the very meaning of true love in a world that often feels devoid of compassion. Creerloshin’s transformation from a young dreamer to a self-aware individual who believes in kindness is inspiring. Will he find the soulmate he’s longing for, or will the illusions of love mislead him? 🌌
Shushindren’s storytelling is gentle yet profound, and the emotional depth of the journey makes this book hard to put down. Creerloshin’s story is a beautiful reminder of love’s true value—perfect for anyone who’s ever been in search of something deeper. 💫
April 20, 2025
A Tender Exploration of Longing: "Sushindren's 'The Heart to Seek (Part 1)' is a beautifully written exploration of the human heart's deepest longings. Creerloshin's journey is both relatable and poignant, drawing the reader into his world of love, loss, and self-discovery. A truly touching read.
October 2, 2024
Firstly, I would like to thank the author for giving me this book as an ARC in exchange for an honest review. This is a book which is ‘like a memoir’ I guess but not exactly as its also marketed as somewhat fictional including a fictional country where the plot is set in called Dattebayo.
I gave this book 2.5|5 stars but for the functionality of GRs, I put 3|5 and I’ll give a comprehensive review as to why.
‘The Heart to Seek I’ follows a narrator known as Creerloshin from his teenage years through adulthood as he navigates his love life. With a hopeful and open heart as well as incredible luck, I would say to meet quite a number of impactful women, we go through his raw emotions, ups and downs as he falls in love, out of love, gets heart broken but never gives up. His story is with the message to never give up.
However, the book fell a little short for me and I’ll expand as to why once I talk about what I liked.
POSITIVES
1. RAW EMOTIONS: the narrator showed genuineness and wasn’t afraid to show his emotions to us as the readers, taking time to constantly reiterate his feelings. I felt the most for him after his breakup with Angel. It was so gut wrenching to see what he went through and the author showed it beautifully.
2. FAST PACED: this wasn’t a slow read where you felt like nothing was going on. Its a book thats constantly on its feet and moving which I appreciated.
NEGATIVES
1. WORLD BUILDING: This book was set in a fictional country called ‘Dattebayo’ and even has a map but besides random name drops of the capital Anbu and a couple other places on the map like Pyar, Rak, Cinta etc, the fictional country was extremely underdeveloped and hence became irrelevant. We didn’t get to learn about the culture, activities, how it looks, what they eat, how they dress, nothing. No effort whatsoever was put into the world building which made creating a fictional country irrelevant. Instead, it had so many real world elements like you mentioned English football like Liverpool, Ronaldo, Naruto, an extensive array of countries (Creerloshin studies in Australia, works in Singapore, goes to Korea amongst so many other countries), the lion king, Frozen. So i felt that all the real world references defeated the purpose of the underdeveloped fictional world and the story would have made more sense if it was set in either the USA or India instead. The fictional country was also placed in Asia where it was narrated that Asians have conservative values and it was seen in Angel’s family’s reaction to the affair. I felt at points like that, we should have better gotten the culture of the fictional country and their beliefs instead of ‘Asian culture is conservative’…again, real world interference
2. WRITING STYLE: I didn’t like the writing style. This kind of prose with zero dialogue, like diary entry style was just sooooo very hard for me to get into and it was also so rushed. Initially, the writing style just made it seem like Creerloshin was jumping from one girl to the next in his head but I think as for the prose, its just a personal preference which I frankly didn’t prefer because I felt at a point that every few pages, I was reading about a new girl without resolution to the prior one.
3. NARRATOR: I find the narrator to be unreliable. This is mostly due to the lack of dialogue forcing me to see EVERYTHING from his eyes and quite frankly, some of what he was saying, when you looked into it seemed like unnecessary criticism. He always seemed to be criticizing the women when he himself made quite questionable choices and because I wasn’t able to get the pov from the women, I couldn’t tell if some of his judgment was based on emotion or logic and I couldn’t really assume either.
4. QUESTIONABLE ACTIONS/REASONINGS: Creerloshin did some questionable things which made me raise an eyebrow and realise he wasn’t as innocent as his emotions attempted to portray. The following will be spoilers so thread carefully.
Firstly, Creerloshin emotionally cheats on Shallet with Angel. While in a relationship with Shallet, Creerloshin starts chatting with Angel online with whom he forms a deep connection with ALL WHILE IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH ANOTHER WOMAN. Before establishing new and deeper connections, Creerloshin, why don’t you end your relationship with your current girlfriend but no. He waits until he’s basically in love with Angel to break up with Shallet and I simply didn’t respect that.
Secondly, when Angel breaks up with Creerloshin, he didn’t take time out to grieve privately, instead, he called up his ex Shallet whom he had recently reconnected with to comfort him. That annoyed me so much because the whole book, he seemed to be jumping from woman to woman and now that the love of his life breaks his heart, he’s quick to cry on the shoulder of his ex?
Thirdly, Creerloshin invades the privacy of Angel by sharing the email she wrote to him breaking up with him and being vulnerable with his SISTER. That was just a complete breech of trust for me and Creerloshin fell in my eyes at this point.
Fourthly, Creerloshin claims to be madly in love with Angel but when she told him he needs to tell his family first, he completely refused. What? He was trembling at the thought of telling his father. With the level and depth of emotion he showed that he felt for her, including the fact they were together for four years, it completely baffled me that he wasn’t ready to take the proper step forward to move forward in their relationship. Eventually, he tells his mom and sister yes but his reluctance was the classic literary device example of ‘telling not showing’. The most mind boggling part in this was that Creerloshin was going to own a home with Angel all while his family (and hers) didn’t know about them. It was unrealistic.
Fifthly, he was always criticising the women. I will site some examples:
✨“when I realised that she was into someone else. I felt troubled. Her heart was with another man, but she allowed me to have feelings for her and we interacted as though we were romantically involved. Perhaps she enjoyed being the centre of attention? It dawned on me that being with her would only cause more pain, with increasing uncertainty about our relationship.”✨ -Here, I commented in my notes that, ‘you can’t assume this and I can’t take it at face value without her pov because she may have just assumed that you were her friend and it was platonic. You stated she rejected you and felt like you were forcing her to be in a relationship with you so you can’t hold her accountable for leading you on when she made it very clear and here, you’re just being harsh and all round presumptuous.’
✨”Kistal, though a fine woman, struggled to identify those who genuinely showed her attention and care. Genuine appreciation was often overlooked as people failed to recognise the value of their possessions.”✨ — Bashing of Kistal because she liked someone else instead of him. This is why I claim his pov is unreliable.
✨ “I remained silent as I acknowledged that I could have been more understanding, instead of being consumed by my own desires and thoughts.”✨— Here, I commented; finally, some character development because this seemed like the only time he was self-aware that he was at fault. Usually, he blames the other party.
✨ “She hesitated to confide in me, fearing my judgement on her incompetency.”✨ One of the only few insights into the female POV about the narrator.
✨ “She knew she was heartless and unfair to me,” — Another example of him blaming the women. Here, he blames Angel after she ends things because of her family but he played a role in this in that, he sends flowers to her family at a very, very, VERY, bad moment when she had already told him not to.
All in all, I end my review with the thoughts that its a heartfelt read that has some flaws but had very captivating moments.
I gave this book 2.5|5 stars but for the functionality of GRs, I put 3|5 and I’ll give a comprehensive review as to why.
‘The Heart to Seek I’ follows a narrator known as Creerloshin from his teenage years through adulthood as he navigates his love life. With a hopeful and open heart as well as incredible luck, I would say to meet quite a number of impactful women, we go through his raw emotions, ups and downs as he falls in love, out of love, gets heart broken but never gives up. His story is with the message to never give up.
However, the book fell a little short for me and I’ll expand as to why once I talk about what I liked.
POSITIVES
1. RAW EMOTIONS: the narrator showed genuineness and wasn’t afraid to show his emotions to us as the readers, taking time to constantly reiterate his feelings. I felt the most for him after his breakup with Angel. It was so gut wrenching to see what he went through and the author showed it beautifully.
2. FAST PACED: this wasn’t a slow read where you felt like nothing was going on. Its a book thats constantly on its feet and moving which I appreciated.
NEGATIVES
1. WORLD BUILDING: This book was set in a fictional country called ‘Dattebayo’ and even has a map but besides random name drops of the capital Anbu and a couple other places on the map like Pyar, Rak, Cinta etc, the fictional country was extremely underdeveloped and hence became irrelevant. We didn’t get to learn about the culture, activities, how it looks, what they eat, how they dress, nothing. No effort whatsoever was put into the world building which made creating a fictional country irrelevant. Instead, it had so many real world elements like you mentioned English football like Liverpool, Ronaldo, Naruto, an extensive array of countries (Creerloshin studies in Australia, works in Singapore, goes to Korea amongst so many other countries), the lion king, Frozen. So i felt that all the real world references defeated the purpose of the underdeveloped fictional world and the story would have made more sense if it was set in either the USA or India instead. The fictional country was also placed in Asia where it was narrated that Asians have conservative values and it was seen in Angel’s family’s reaction to the affair. I felt at points like that, we should have better gotten the culture of the fictional country and their beliefs instead of ‘Asian culture is conservative’…again, real world interference
2. WRITING STYLE: I didn’t like the writing style. This kind of prose with zero dialogue, like diary entry style was just sooooo very hard for me to get into and it was also so rushed. Initially, the writing style just made it seem like Creerloshin was jumping from one girl to the next in his head but I think as for the prose, its just a personal preference which I frankly didn’t prefer because I felt at a point that every few pages, I was reading about a new girl without resolution to the prior one.
3. NARRATOR: I find the narrator to be unreliable. This is mostly due to the lack of dialogue forcing me to see EVERYTHING from his eyes and quite frankly, some of what he was saying, when you looked into it seemed like unnecessary criticism. He always seemed to be criticizing the women when he himself made quite questionable choices and because I wasn’t able to get the pov from the women, I couldn’t tell if some of his judgment was based on emotion or logic and I couldn’t really assume either.
4. QUESTIONABLE ACTIONS/REASONINGS: Creerloshin did some questionable things which made me raise an eyebrow and realise he wasn’t as innocent as his emotions attempted to portray. The following will be spoilers so thread carefully.
Firstly, Creerloshin emotionally cheats on Shallet with Angel. While in a relationship with Shallet, Creerloshin starts chatting with Angel online with whom he forms a deep connection with ALL WHILE IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH ANOTHER WOMAN. Before establishing new and deeper connections, Creerloshin, why don’t you end your relationship with your current girlfriend but no. He waits until he’s basically in love with Angel to break up with Shallet and I simply didn’t respect that.
Secondly, when Angel breaks up with Creerloshin, he didn’t take time out to grieve privately, instead, he called up his ex Shallet whom he had recently reconnected with to comfort him. That annoyed me so much because the whole book, he seemed to be jumping from woman to woman and now that the love of his life breaks his heart, he’s quick to cry on the shoulder of his ex?
Thirdly, Creerloshin invades the privacy of Angel by sharing the email she wrote to him breaking up with him and being vulnerable with his SISTER. That was just a complete breech of trust for me and Creerloshin fell in my eyes at this point.
Fourthly, Creerloshin claims to be madly in love with Angel but when she told him he needs to tell his family first, he completely refused. What? He was trembling at the thought of telling his father. With the level and depth of emotion he showed that he felt for her, including the fact they were together for four years, it completely baffled me that he wasn’t ready to take the proper step forward to move forward in their relationship. Eventually, he tells his mom and sister yes but his reluctance was the classic literary device example of ‘telling not showing’. The most mind boggling part in this was that Creerloshin was going to own a home with Angel all while his family (and hers) didn’t know about them. It was unrealistic.
Fifthly, he was always criticising the women. I will site some examples:
✨“when I realised that she was into someone else. I felt troubled. Her heart was with another man, but she allowed me to have feelings for her and we interacted as though we were romantically involved. Perhaps she enjoyed being the centre of attention? It dawned on me that being with her would only cause more pain, with increasing uncertainty about our relationship.”✨ -Here, I commented in my notes that, ‘you can’t assume this and I can’t take it at face value without her pov because she may have just assumed that you were her friend and it was platonic. You stated she rejected you and felt like you were forcing her to be in a relationship with you so you can’t hold her accountable for leading you on when she made it very clear and here, you’re just being harsh and all round presumptuous.’
✨”Kistal, though a fine woman, struggled to identify those who genuinely showed her attention and care. Genuine appreciation was often overlooked as people failed to recognise the value of their possessions.”✨ — Bashing of Kistal because she liked someone else instead of him. This is why I claim his pov is unreliable.
✨ “I remained silent as I acknowledged that I could have been more understanding, instead of being consumed by my own desires and thoughts.”✨— Here, I commented; finally, some character development because this seemed like the only time he was self-aware that he was at fault. Usually, he blames the other party.
✨ “She hesitated to confide in me, fearing my judgement on her incompetency.”✨ One of the only few insights into the female POV about the narrator.
✨ “She knew she was heartless and unfair to me,” — Another example of him blaming the women. Here, he blames Angel after she ends things because of her family but he played a role in this in that, he sends flowers to her family at a very, very, VERY, bad moment when she had already told him not to.
All in all, I end my review with the thoughts that its a heartfelt read that has some flaws but had very captivating moments.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
July 2, 2024
The Heart to Seek
Part 1
Arc Review
Written by Shushindren
Genre - Nonfiction/Memoir
Rating - 4/5
Ever thought searching for true love is a journey?
Searching for meaningful love can be a precious journey for someone. A sincere journey that covers thoughtfulness and introspective takeout that makes you perplexed, and you learn, you try and try again, but when you fail every time the confidence gets shaken, and sometimes people make drastic changes in their minds. The Heart to Seek written by Shushindren is a literary journey that reflects his own experience of love that is carved like his personal journal.
This book is a heartfelt journey of the author's life, heartbreaking equally inspiring, sincerely written, and came out as a question, how much you are willing to explore true love?
Shushindren's life is an Odessy of seeking meaningful love, an urge to fulfill his dream which is encouraging and relatable. His book tells us that we should not compromise when it comes to life and love, we must not negotiate and wait for what our heart is seeking.
I love how he keeps up his spirit in those down moments of his life, an excellent bravado he showed us and for the young people, it reflects his vulnerability yet so firm his desire to get true meaningful life.
His never giving up soul power is commendable and an inspiration for many who thought to leave everything when they were heartbroken.
What I liked about him is his never-give-up attitude. In his life path, he meets with a lot of women but his dignity and respectful soul remain unchanged unharmed, which is the best thing. His world revolves around pain, betrayal, and insulting ambiance but he continues to seek what his heart wishes for without letting his heart succumb to the darkness, now that is the true urge that a lot of people are lacking now.
His search for purpose and meaningful love makes me agitated and his unblocked mind and strong willpower kept me reading this book until I finished it.
He comes out with a candid narrative and opens his heart to telling us about his sorrow and his vulnerability. This is a powerful, intense memoir that unveiled Sushindren's journey like a gripping tale. His words are simple, and his lucid storytelling style gives the book a well-crafted gait. You will instantly feel involved in his journey.
The book aims to encourage people who are heartbroken or thinking of compromising on life, the reflection of Shushindren 's life infusing aspiration paved the way for young adult people to hold their heads high in any circumstances and nurture hope that life is not a short-term movie, it's a long and great journey to explore new people in the future.
The life journey Shushindren reminisces is a universal theme and has deeper aspects that bring out insights on life's most vulnerable moments, this memoir will inspire many of later young hearts who dealt with similar topics and it remains relevant not only for the young adults but for all even for the parents too.
Part 1
Arc Review
Written by Shushindren
Genre - Nonfiction/Memoir
Rating - 4/5
Ever thought searching for true love is a journey?
Searching for meaningful love can be a precious journey for someone. A sincere journey that covers thoughtfulness and introspective takeout that makes you perplexed, and you learn, you try and try again, but when you fail every time the confidence gets shaken, and sometimes people make drastic changes in their minds. The Heart to Seek written by Shushindren is a literary journey that reflects his own experience of love that is carved like his personal journal.
This book is a heartfelt journey of the author's life, heartbreaking equally inspiring, sincerely written, and came out as a question, how much you are willing to explore true love?
Shushindren's life is an Odessy of seeking meaningful love, an urge to fulfill his dream which is encouraging and relatable. His book tells us that we should not compromise when it comes to life and love, we must not negotiate and wait for what our heart is seeking.
I love how he keeps up his spirit in those down moments of his life, an excellent bravado he showed us and for the young people, it reflects his vulnerability yet so firm his desire to get true meaningful life.
His never giving up soul power is commendable and an inspiration for many who thought to leave everything when they were heartbroken.
What I liked about him is his never-give-up attitude. In his life path, he meets with a lot of women but his dignity and respectful soul remain unchanged unharmed, which is the best thing. His world revolves around pain, betrayal, and insulting ambiance but he continues to seek what his heart wishes for without letting his heart succumb to the darkness, now that is the true urge that a lot of people are lacking now.
His search for purpose and meaningful love makes me agitated and his unblocked mind and strong willpower kept me reading this book until I finished it.
He comes out with a candid narrative and opens his heart to telling us about his sorrow and his vulnerability. This is a powerful, intense memoir that unveiled Sushindren's journey like a gripping tale. His words are simple, and his lucid storytelling style gives the book a well-crafted gait. You will instantly feel involved in his journey.
The book aims to encourage people who are heartbroken or thinking of compromising on life, the reflection of Shushindren 's life infusing aspiration paved the way for young adult people to hold their heads high in any circumstances and nurture hope that life is not a short-term movie, it's a long and great journey to explore new people in the future.
The life journey Shushindren reminisces is a universal theme and has deeper aspects that bring out insights on life's most vulnerable moments, this memoir will inspire many of later young hearts who dealt with similar topics and it remains relevant not only for the young adults but for all even for the parents too.
June 7, 2025
The Heart to Seek: Part I is an unfiltered, emotionally saturated memoir chronicling a young man's arduous, at times painful, yet profoundly human journey in pursuit of love, identity and self-worth. What makes this book impactful is not its literary polish — which is lacking — but its raw honesty, emotional vulnerability and authentic voice.
The narrative begins with the protagonist’s adolescence in the fictional nation of Dattebayo, where his awkward yet deeply felt crushes unfold with disarming sincerity. As the book progresses, it becomes a flow of formative moments: fleeting romantic encounters, miscommunications, unrequited love and quiet heartbreaks. The structure is more stream-of-consciousness than strictly narrative, giving it the feel of a personal diary rather than a traditional novel.
At its core, this is a book about yearning — not just for romantic love, but for connection, purpose and meaning. The protagonist’s efforts to connect with various women are punctuated by deep introspection, internal conflict and philosophical musings about fate and self-discovery. These themes become even more poignant as the story shifts from his youth in Dattebayo to his time studying and working abroad, where cultural dissonance and isolation challenge his understanding of identity and companionship.
Stylistically, the book struggles with coherence and clarity. The language is riddled with typographical and grammatical errors, often making it difficult to follow. However, this technical weakness paradoxically enhances the book's sense of authenticity — it feels less like something crafted for readers and more like a soul baring itself, unfiltered.
What redeems The Heart to Seek most is its emotional courage. It does not shy away from embarrassing missteps, quiet devastations or naïve longings. It is a story many might relate to but are too guarded to tell — especially men, for whom emotional vulnerability is often discouraged.
This is not a perfect book, but it is a genuine one. For readers seeking refined prose or tight plot structures, this may not satisfy. But for those who value emotional honesty, this book offers a deep, sincere and stirring account of one person’s pursuit of love and self-understanding in a noisy, uncertain world.
Highlights:
💫 Real, emotional and relatable
🧠 Deep thoughts on love & self-worth
👶 Coming-of-age honesty
Heads up:
📝 Some grammar issues
🔁 A bit repetitive
📚 Not a polished novel
Overall:
This is a flawed, but heartfelt and resonant work. Not for everyone, but invaluable for those who see beauty in emotional transparency.
Still, it is a brave, touching and unforgettable read. 💖
The narrative begins with the protagonist’s adolescence in the fictional nation of Dattebayo, where his awkward yet deeply felt crushes unfold with disarming sincerity. As the book progresses, it becomes a flow of formative moments: fleeting romantic encounters, miscommunications, unrequited love and quiet heartbreaks. The structure is more stream-of-consciousness than strictly narrative, giving it the feel of a personal diary rather than a traditional novel.
At its core, this is a book about yearning — not just for romantic love, but for connection, purpose and meaning. The protagonist’s efforts to connect with various women are punctuated by deep introspection, internal conflict and philosophical musings about fate and self-discovery. These themes become even more poignant as the story shifts from his youth in Dattebayo to his time studying and working abroad, where cultural dissonance and isolation challenge his understanding of identity and companionship.
Stylistically, the book struggles with coherence and clarity. The language is riddled with typographical and grammatical errors, often making it difficult to follow. However, this technical weakness paradoxically enhances the book's sense of authenticity — it feels less like something crafted for readers and more like a soul baring itself, unfiltered.
What redeems The Heart to Seek most is its emotional courage. It does not shy away from embarrassing missteps, quiet devastations or naïve longings. It is a story many might relate to but are too guarded to tell — especially men, for whom emotional vulnerability is often discouraged.
This is not a perfect book, but it is a genuine one. For readers seeking refined prose or tight plot structures, this may not satisfy. But for those who value emotional honesty, this book offers a deep, sincere and stirring account of one person’s pursuit of love and self-understanding in a noisy, uncertain world.
Highlights:
💫 Real, emotional and relatable
🧠 Deep thoughts on love & self-worth
👶 Coming-of-age honesty
Heads up:
📝 Some grammar issues
🔁 A bit repetitive
📚 Not a polished novel
Overall:
This is a flawed, but heartfelt and resonant work. Not for everyone, but invaluable for those who see beauty in emotional transparency.
Still, it is a brave, touching and unforgettable read. 💖
November 9, 2024
The Heart to Seek (Part 1) by Sushindren is a book that explores into the raw and tender parts of the heart, especially in those moments of longing and searching. Reading Creerloshin’s journey is like reading a part of oneself—a deep, universal desire to understand love, kindness and the connections we share.
What I loved most is how unfiltered Creerloshin’s experiences feel. There’s something striking about his vulnerability, which makes each chapter feel like you're living his journey with him. His stories with Jaciy, Weiny and Amanque touched me on so many levels, especially because it isn’t just about romance; it’s about that innocent, sometimes clumsy, yet beautifully sincere way he learns to trust, open up, and be himself. I felt for him as he struggled with his own shyness, not knowing how to start conversations or express his feelings—something so many of us can relate to. That authenticity in his story is what made the book hit home for me.
The little details Creerloshin clings to—like collecting straws to remember Jaciy—gave me a sense of nostalgia, a reminder of the simple, almost magical gestures we hold onto when we experience love for the first time. The way he builds connections, especially with Amanque, who he meets through an accidental email mix-up, made me appreciate how fate often has its own mysterious, roundabout way of bringing people together. It reminds us that love sometimes sneaks up on us in unexpected ways.
Another aspect that stands out is Creerloshin’s belief in true love, even when he faces rejection or heartbreak. His mother's advice about how love can’t be forced felt like a beautiful truth. Her words and Creerloshin’s quiet resilience made me think about the ways we hold onto hope, even when it’s tough. It’s his persistence, his unshakable faith, that makes his journey so inspiring and relatable.
This book is a journey of learning to value love, no matter how long it takes or how painful the experiences might be. It’s one of those stories that reminds you that the pursuit of love, kindness, and understanding isn’t just about finding someone else—it’s about discovering and nurturing these qualities within yourself. This book left me with so much to think about and a deep appreciation for the kindness and love we all seek. It’s more than a story; it’s an experience that lingers long after the last page.
What I loved most is how unfiltered Creerloshin’s experiences feel. There’s something striking about his vulnerability, which makes each chapter feel like you're living his journey with him. His stories with Jaciy, Weiny and Amanque touched me on so many levels, especially because it isn’t just about romance; it’s about that innocent, sometimes clumsy, yet beautifully sincere way he learns to trust, open up, and be himself. I felt for him as he struggled with his own shyness, not knowing how to start conversations or express his feelings—something so many of us can relate to. That authenticity in his story is what made the book hit home for me.
The little details Creerloshin clings to—like collecting straws to remember Jaciy—gave me a sense of nostalgia, a reminder of the simple, almost magical gestures we hold onto when we experience love for the first time. The way he builds connections, especially with Amanque, who he meets through an accidental email mix-up, made me appreciate how fate often has its own mysterious, roundabout way of bringing people together. It reminds us that love sometimes sneaks up on us in unexpected ways.
Another aspect that stands out is Creerloshin’s belief in true love, even when he faces rejection or heartbreak. His mother's advice about how love can’t be forced felt like a beautiful truth. Her words and Creerloshin’s quiet resilience made me think about the ways we hold onto hope, even when it’s tough. It’s his persistence, his unshakable faith, that makes his journey so inspiring and relatable.
This book is a journey of learning to value love, no matter how long it takes or how painful the experiences might be. It’s one of those stories that reminds you that the pursuit of love, kindness, and understanding isn’t just about finding someone else—it’s about discovering and nurturing these qualities within yourself. This book left me with so much to think about and a deep appreciation for the kindness and love we all seek. It’s more than a story; it’s an experience that lingers long after the last page.
April 22, 2025
"The Heart to Seek (Part 1)" by Sushindren dives right into those tender spots in our hearts, especially when we're really wanting and searching for something more. Following Creerloshin's journey feels incredibly personal, like recognizing your own deep-down longing to understand love, kindness, and the connections we make with others.
What struck me most was how real Creerloshin's experiences felt. There's something powerful about his openness, making each chapter feel like you're right there with him. His stories with Jaciy, Weiny, and Amanque really resonated with me because it wasn't just about romance. It was about that innocent, sometimes awkward, but genuinely heartfelt way he learns to trust, open up, and just be himself. I really felt for him when he struggled with being shy, not knowing how to start talking to people or say how he felt – something so many of us have been through. That honesty in his story is what made the book really connect with me.
The little things Creerloshin held onto – like keeping straws to remember Jaciy – brought back a sense of nostalgia, reminding me of those simple, almost magical things we cherish when we first experience love. The way he built connections, especially with Amanque, who he met through a total email mix-up, made me appreciate how life sometimes has its own funny way of bringing people together. It reminds you that love can sometimes just sneak up on you when you least expect it.
Another thing that stood out was Creerloshin's belief in true love, even when he faced rejection or got his heart broken. His mother's advice about how you can't force love felt like such a true and beautiful thought. Her words and Creerloshin's quiet strength made me think about how we all hold onto hope, even when things are tough. It's his persistence, his unwavering faith, that makes his journey so inspiring and easy to relate to.
This book is really about learning to value love, no matter how long it takes or how much it might hurt along the way. It's one of those stories that reminds you that searching for love, kindness, and understanding isn't just about finding someone else – it's about finding and growing those things within yourself. This book really gave me a lot to think about and a deeper appreciation for the kindness and love we all look for. It's more than just a story; it's an experience that stays with you long after you've finished reading.
What struck me most was how real Creerloshin's experiences felt. There's something powerful about his openness, making each chapter feel like you're right there with him. His stories with Jaciy, Weiny, and Amanque really resonated with me because it wasn't just about romance. It was about that innocent, sometimes awkward, but genuinely heartfelt way he learns to trust, open up, and just be himself. I really felt for him when he struggled with being shy, not knowing how to start talking to people or say how he felt – something so many of us have been through. That honesty in his story is what made the book really connect with me.
The little things Creerloshin held onto – like keeping straws to remember Jaciy – brought back a sense of nostalgia, reminding me of those simple, almost magical things we cherish when we first experience love. The way he built connections, especially with Amanque, who he met through a total email mix-up, made me appreciate how life sometimes has its own funny way of bringing people together. It reminds you that love can sometimes just sneak up on you when you least expect it.
Another thing that stood out was Creerloshin's belief in true love, even when he faced rejection or got his heart broken. His mother's advice about how you can't force love felt like such a true and beautiful thought. Her words and Creerloshin's quiet strength made me think about how we all hold onto hope, even when things are tough. It's his persistence, his unwavering faith, that makes his journey so inspiring and easy to relate to.
This book is really about learning to value love, no matter how long it takes or how much it might hurt along the way. It's one of those stories that reminds you that searching for love, kindness, and understanding isn't just about finding someone else – it's about finding and growing those things within yourself. This book really gave me a lot to think about and a deeper appreciation for the kindness and love we all look for. It's more than just a story; it's an experience that stays with you long after you've finished reading.
December 25, 2024
This book is a deeply moving exploration of love, kindness, and self-discovery, following the journey of Creerloshin, an ordinary soul with extraordinary aspirations. From his youth to moments of profound self-reflection, the book captures his quest for true love and understanding in a world often devoid of compassion.
What sets this story apart is its raw and heartfelt portrayal of Creerloshin's experiences. His encounters with the 24 women who influence his understanding of love offer a tapestry of emotions, from innocence and hope to heartbreak and resilience. Each connection he forms feels genuine, showcasing not just romance but also the vulnerability and courage it takes to trust others and, more importantly, oneself.
Creerloshin’s struggles with shyness and his quest for true love resonate deeply, making his story relatable and inspiring. The author’s ability to weave moments of nostalgia, such as Creerloshin’s symbolic gestures like collecting straws to remember Jaciy, adds layers of charm and emotional depth to the narrative. His accidental connection with Amanque through an email mix-up is a delightful reminder of how love often finds us in the most unexpected ways.
The philosophical undertones of the story—particularly the emphasis on faith, resilience, and the importance of kindness—give the book a timeless appeal. The advice from Creerloshin's mother about the nature of love provides wisdom that lingers, reminding readers of the value of patience and self-discovery in relationships.
The writing style, though occasionally reflective, is engaging, making the reader feel like a companion in Creerloshin’s journey. The blend of everyday struggles with the universal quest for love makes this book a meaningful read that stays with you long after the last page.
Overall, it is more than just a romantic tale; it is an emotional experience about discovering love and kindness within oneself before finding it in others. It’s a story that will resonate with anyone who has ever sought meaning in love and relationships, leaving you inspired and contemplative.
What sets this story apart is its raw and heartfelt portrayal of Creerloshin's experiences. His encounters with the 24 women who influence his understanding of love offer a tapestry of emotions, from innocence and hope to heartbreak and resilience. Each connection he forms feels genuine, showcasing not just romance but also the vulnerability and courage it takes to trust others and, more importantly, oneself.
Creerloshin’s struggles with shyness and his quest for true love resonate deeply, making his story relatable and inspiring. The author’s ability to weave moments of nostalgia, such as Creerloshin’s symbolic gestures like collecting straws to remember Jaciy, adds layers of charm and emotional depth to the narrative. His accidental connection with Amanque through an email mix-up is a delightful reminder of how love often finds us in the most unexpected ways.
The philosophical undertones of the story—particularly the emphasis on faith, resilience, and the importance of kindness—give the book a timeless appeal. The advice from Creerloshin's mother about the nature of love provides wisdom that lingers, reminding readers of the value of patience and self-discovery in relationships.
The writing style, though occasionally reflective, is engaging, making the reader feel like a companion in Creerloshin’s journey. The blend of everyday struggles with the universal quest for love makes this book a meaningful read that stays with you long after the last page.
Overall, it is more than just a romantic tale; it is an emotional experience about discovering love and kindness within oneself before finding it in others. It’s a story that will resonate with anyone who has ever sought meaning in love and relationships, leaving you inspired and contemplative.
April 22, 2024
"The Heart to Seek" invites readers into a world where emotions flow like ink on parchment. Jayasingham's writing style is poetic and thoughtful, creating an intimate space where the narrator reflects on the loves that have shaped their life.
1. Poetic Prose:
The first thing that struck me about this story is the very poetic and thoughtful writing style. It felt like the narrator was wistfully sitting down to have a chat about how the loves in their life have unfolded so far. Each sentence is carefully crafted, like a delicate brushstroke on a canvas.
2. Intimate Reflections:
The book reads like a personal diary, capturing moments of vulnerability, longing, and introspection. The narrator shares their innermost thoughts, allowing readers to glimpse the raw emotions that swirl within their heart.
3. Absence of Dialogues:
there are zero dialogues in the book. This absence creates a unique reading experience—one that relies solely on the narrator's inner monologue. While this approach can be challenging, it also draws readers into the narrator's world, making it feel like an intimate conversation.
4. Character Dynamics:
One recurring theme is the main character's tendency to seek a potential love interest in every female they interact with. It seemed as though he was constantly seeking companionship, which felt repetitive and somewhat detracted from the depth of the narrative.
Reason for 2-Star Rating:
The lack of dialogues and the repetitive focus on romantic interests made the reading experience less engaging for me. While the poetic language was beautiful, I missed the dynamic interactions that dialogues can bring to a story. The main reason was my personal preference. It plays a significant role in how a book resonates with a reader. The unqiue style of this book did not align with my reading tastes.
In summary, "The Heart to Seek" is a book that invites readers to slow down, savor each word, and explore the intricacies of the human heart. It may not follow conventional storytelling norms, but its poetic language and intimate reflections make it a unique and thought-provoking read
1. Poetic Prose:
The first thing that struck me about this story is the very poetic and thoughtful writing style. It felt like the narrator was wistfully sitting down to have a chat about how the loves in their life have unfolded so far. Each sentence is carefully crafted, like a delicate brushstroke on a canvas.
2. Intimate Reflections:
The book reads like a personal diary, capturing moments of vulnerability, longing, and introspection. The narrator shares their innermost thoughts, allowing readers to glimpse the raw emotions that swirl within their heart.
3. Absence of Dialogues:
there are zero dialogues in the book. This absence creates a unique reading experience—one that relies solely on the narrator's inner monologue. While this approach can be challenging, it also draws readers into the narrator's world, making it feel like an intimate conversation.
4. Character Dynamics:
One recurring theme is the main character's tendency to seek a potential love interest in every female they interact with. It seemed as though he was constantly seeking companionship, which felt repetitive and somewhat detracted from the depth of the narrative.
Reason for 2-Star Rating:
The lack of dialogues and the repetitive focus on romantic interests made the reading experience less engaging for me. While the poetic language was beautiful, I missed the dynamic interactions that dialogues can bring to a story. The main reason was my personal preference. It plays a significant role in how a book resonates with a reader. The unqiue style of this book did not align with my reading tastes.
In summary, "The Heart to Seek" is a book that invites readers to slow down, savor each word, and explore the intricacies of the human heart. It may not follow conventional storytelling norms, but its poetic language and intimate reflections make it a unique and thought-provoking read
March 15, 2025
Book Review: The Heart to Seek by Shushindren
The Heart to Seek is a thought-provoking novel that delves deep into the journey of love, self-discovery, and the search for true connection. Through the eyes of Creerloshin, the protagonist, the reader is taken on an emotional expedition, spanning his youth to a stage of self-awareness, as he encounters 24 women in his quest to comprehend the essence of true love.
The novel’s premise is intriguing—Creerloshin, a man gifted (or perhaps burdened) with fate’s peculiar plan, must navigate through relationships that test his belief in love and kindness. The story effectively portrays his inner turmoil as he confronts the harsh realities of a world often devoid of compassion. Shushindren’s writing style invites readers to reflect on the authenticity of love and the importance of faith in benevolence.
One of the book’s strengths is its exploration of Creerloshin’s emotional depth. As he oscillates between hope and despair, the novel poses significant philosophical questions: Is love an illusion? Can one find a soulmate in a world filled with deception? These themes resonate with anyone who has ever questioned the nature of relationships and human connections.
However, the novel might feel abstract at times, as the protagonist’s internal struggles sometimes overshadow plot progression. Readers who prefer a structured storyline with clear resolutions may find the narrative wandering into deep contemplation. That being said, for those who appreciate philosophical fiction and introspective storytelling, The Heart to Seek offers a rewarding experience.
In conclusion, The Heart to Seek is a novel that challenges readers to think about love beyond its surface level. Creerloshin’s quest is not just about finding a soulmate but about understanding the meaning of love itself. It is a book that will appeal to those who enjoy reflective and soulful narratives.
Rating : 5/5
The Heart to Seek is a thought-provoking novel that delves deep into the journey of love, self-discovery, and the search for true connection. Through the eyes of Creerloshin, the protagonist, the reader is taken on an emotional expedition, spanning his youth to a stage of self-awareness, as he encounters 24 women in his quest to comprehend the essence of true love.
The novel’s premise is intriguing—Creerloshin, a man gifted (or perhaps burdened) with fate’s peculiar plan, must navigate through relationships that test his belief in love and kindness. The story effectively portrays his inner turmoil as he confronts the harsh realities of a world often devoid of compassion. Shushindren’s writing style invites readers to reflect on the authenticity of love and the importance of faith in benevolence.
One of the book’s strengths is its exploration of Creerloshin’s emotional depth. As he oscillates between hope and despair, the novel poses significant philosophical questions: Is love an illusion? Can one find a soulmate in a world filled with deception? These themes resonate with anyone who has ever questioned the nature of relationships and human connections.
However, the novel might feel abstract at times, as the protagonist’s internal struggles sometimes overshadow plot progression. Readers who prefer a structured storyline with clear resolutions may find the narrative wandering into deep contemplation. That being said, for those who appreciate philosophical fiction and introspective storytelling, The Heart to Seek offers a rewarding experience.
In conclusion, The Heart to Seek is a novel that challenges readers to think about love beyond its surface level. Creerloshin’s quest is not just about finding a soulmate but about understanding the meaning of love itself. It is a book that will appeal to those who enjoy reflective and soulful narratives.
Rating : 5/5
July 16, 2024
4.3⭐/5
Not gonna lie, I wasn't expecting much from the book because it was not a typical romance and it was inclined more towards nonfiction and memoir (which are not my kinds of genres much), but it turned out to be pretty good, especially after I got to know that it was the author's true story. I found myself more connected to the story after that. It was a totally unique read because I have never read about a man gifted with 24 fine women to contemplate true love.
The Heart to Seek is the journey of the author's life, which is heartbreaking, inspiring, relatable, and thought-provoking. It's a journey of self-discovery and true love.
What I love in the book:
●The character of Creerloshin is a beautiful man who is on a journey from a young man to a self-conscious man. Creerloshin is on a journey to find true love and also understand himself and the world. On his journey, he faces many harsh realities of life.
●The writing style of Shushindren. His writing style is poetic, thoughtful, and engaging. It was my first time reading his book, and I didn't face any problems with the writing; instead, I got accustomed to it.
●His will to never give up, even in hard times. Usually we try to leave everything when we are heartbroken, but that was not the case with him, and I liked his attitude. Even in the darkness of life and reality, he didn't let his heart succumb to negativity and continued to seek what his heart wanted.
●There are many thoughts and lessons present in the book that humans need to know and understand.
The only reason I gave this book 4.3⭐ is because I'm used to reading dialogue in books, and without dialogue, it feels weird to me. Otherwise, the book is great, and it ends on a cliffhanger. So, if you like my review and find yourself in a position to know more about it, then go and read it.
Not gonna lie, I wasn't expecting much from the book because it was not a typical romance and it was inclined more towards nonfiction and memoir (which are not my kinds of genres much), but it turned out to be pretty good, especially after I got to know that it was the author's true story. I found myself more connected to the story after that. It was a totally unique read because I have never read about a man gifted with 24 fine women to contemplate true love.
The Heart to Seek is the journey of the author's life, which is heartbreaking, inspiring, relatable, and thought-provoking. It's a journey of self-discovery and true love.
What I love in the book:
●The character of Creerloshin is a beautiful man who is on a journey from a young man to a self-conscious man. Creerloshin is on a journey to find true love and also understand himself and the world. On his journey, he faces many harsh realities of life.
●The writing style of Shushindren. His writing style is poetic, thoughtful, and engaging. It was my first time reading his book, and I didn't face any problems with the writing; instead, I got accustomed to it.
●His will to never give up, even in hard times. Usually we try to leave everything when we are heartbroken, but that was not the case with him, and I liked his attitude. Even in the darkness of life and reality, he didn't let his heart succumb to negativity and continued to seek what his heart wanted.
●There are many thoughts and lessons present in the book that humans need to know and understand.
The only reason I gave this book 4.3⭐ is because I'm used to reading dialogue in books, and without dialogue, it feels weird to me. Otherwise, the book is great, and it ends on a cliffhanger. So, if you like my review and find yourself in a position to know more about it, then go and read it.
June 21, 2025
The novel follows Creerloshin, whose name means "heart’s desire," on a deeply personal journey—starting from adolescence, maturing into adulthood, and meeting 24 pivotal women along the way. He’s on a quest to grasp the nature of true love, kindness, and self-discovery
While presented as fiction, the story draws heavily from the author’s real-life experiences, offering a rich emotional authenticity .
What sets this story apart is its raw and heartfelt portrayal of Creerloshin's experiences. His encounters with the 24 women who influence his understanding of love offer a tapestry of emotions, from innocence and hope to heartbreak and resilience. Each connection he forms feels genuine, showcasing not just romance but also the vulnerability and courage it takes to trust others and, more importantly, oneself.
Creerloshin’s struggles with shyness and his quest for true love resonate deeply, making his story relatable and inspiring. The author’s ability to weave moments of nostalgia, such as Creerloshin’s symbolic gestures like collecting straws to remember Jaciy, adds layers of charm and emotional depth to the narrative. His accidental connection with Amanque through an email mix-up is a delightful reminder of how love often finds us in the most unexpected ways.
The writing style, though occasionally reflective, is engaging, making the reader feel like a companion in Creerloshin’s journey. The blend of everyday struggles with the universal quest for love makes this book a meaningful read that stays with you long after the last page.
The Heart to Seek – Part 1 is a promising start to a soulful fantasy series. It is not just an adventure story, but a reflection on what it means to seek truth in a world of illusions. With lyrical prose and a thought-provoking narrative.
While presented as fiction, the story draws heavily from the author’s real-life experiences, offering a rich emotional authenticity .
What sets this story apart is its raw and heartfelt portrayal of Creerloshin's experiences. His encounters with the 24 women who influence his understanding of love offer a tapestry of emotions, from innocence and hope to heartbreak and resilience. Each connection he forms feels genuine, showcasing not just romance but also the vulnerability and courage it takes to trust others and, more importantly, oneself.
Creerloshin’s struggles with shyness and his quest for true love resonate deeply, making his story relatable and inspiring. The author’s ability to weave moments of nostalgia, such as Creerloshin’s symbolic gestures like collecting straws to remember Jaciy, adds layers of charm and emotional depth to the narrative. His accidental connection with Amanque through an email mix-up is a delightful reminder of how love often finds us in the most unexpected ways.
The writing style, though occasionally reflective, is engaging, making the reader feel like a companion in Creerloshin’s journey. The blend of everyday struggles with the universal quest for love makes this book a meaningful read that stays with you long after the last page.
The Heart to Seek – Part 1 is a promising start to a soulful fantasy series. It is not just an adventure story, but a reflection on what it means to seek truth in a world of illusions. With lyrical prose and a thought-provoking narrative.
April 11, 2024
I read A Heart To Seek by Shushindren and I must say that I had mixed feelings about it. On the positive side, the writing style was quite good and I found the author's use of language to be evocative and engaging. The descriptions were vivid and the pacing was well-balanced, making for a smooth and enjoyable reading experience.
However, I must admit that the basic plot of the story left me feeling uneasy. Without giving away any spoilers, I found the actions and motivations of certain characters to be questionable and at times, downright disturbing. While I understand that the author was trying to create a sense of tension and conflict, I felt that the plot crossed a line at times and left me feeling uncomfortable.
Additionally, I found some of the characters to be a little one-dimensional and at times, their actions and dialogue felt forced and desperate. While I understand that all characters have flaws and weaknesses, I felt that some of the characters in this book were overly exaggerated and lacked depth.
Finally, I felt that the author refused to see the other point of view in certain situations. While I understand that every author has their own perspective and vision for their story, I felt that the author's refusal to consider alternative viewpoints limited the potential for growth and development within the story.
Overall, I give A Heart To Seek by Shushindren two stars. While the writing style was good, the basic plot and some of the characters left me feeling uneasy and disappointed. I would recommend this book to readers who enjoy dark and twisted stories, but caution that it may not be suitable for all audiences.
However, I must admit that the basic plot of the story left me feeling uneasy. Without giving away any spoilers, I found the actions and motivations of certain characters to be questionable and at times, downright disturbing. While I understand that the author was trying to create a sense of tension and conflict, I felt that the plot crossed a line at times and left me feeling uncomfortable.
Additionally, I found some of the characters to be a little one-dimensional and at times, their actions and dialogue felt forced and desperate. While I understand that all characters have flaws and weaknesses, I felt that some of the characters in this book were overly exaggerated and lacked depth.
Finally, I felt that the author refused to see the other point of view in certain situations. While I understand that every author has their own perspective and vision for their story, I felt that the author's refusal to consider alternative viewpoints limited the potential for growth and development within the story.
Overall, I give A Heart To Seek by Shushindren two stars. While the writing style was good, the basic plot and some of the characters left me feeling uneasy and disappointed. I would recommend this book to readers who enjoy dark and twisted stories, but caution that it may not be suitable for all audiences.
July 17, 2024
The Heart to Seek (Part 1)
Arc Review
Written by Shushindren
Rating - 4/5
"The Heart to Seek," explores the journey of searching for true love. This book reads like a personal journal, capturing the author's heartfelt experiences and reflections on love. As he navigates the ups and downs of his romantic endeavors, Shushindren provides an honest and introspective account of how he faced numerous challenges and heartbreaks. His story serves as a reminder that the pursuit of meaningful love is a complex and emotional journey, often requiring perseverance and self-reflection.
One of the most compelling aspects of this book is the unwavering determination to find true love despite facing repeated setbacks. His resilience and steadfast belief in his worth and dreams make his story both relatable and inspiring. Throughout his encounters with various women, Shushindren maintains his dignity and respect for others, showcasing the strength of his character. His ability to keep going, even when confronted with betrayal and pain, is a powerful message for anyone who has felt disheartened by love.
"The Heart to Seek" is more than just a tale of romantic pursuit; it is a reflection on life's broader journey and the importance of staying true to yourself. This memoir is a source of encouragement for those who are heartbroken or struggling, reminding them that life is a long and worthwhile journey. It offers hope and inspiration, not only for young adults but for anyone seeking purpose and love in their lives.
I GAVE THIS BOOK 4 STARS BECAUSE IM NOT USED TO LONG CHAPTERS😭 OVERALL I REALLY ENJOYED IT AND LOVED IT.
Arc Review
Written by Shushindren
Rating - 4/5
"The Heart to Seek," explores the journey of searching for true love. This book reads like a personal journal, capturing the author's heartfelt experiences and reflections on love. As he navigates the ups and downs of his romantic endeavors, Shushindren provides an honest and introspective account of how he faced numerous challenges and heartbreaks. His story serves as a reminder that the pursuit of meaningful love is a complex and emotional journey, often requiring perseverance and self-reflection.
One of the most compelling aspects of this book is the unwavering determination to find true love despite facing repeated setbacks. His resilience and steadfast belief in his worth and dreams make his story both relatable and inspiring. Throughout his encounters with various women, Shushindren maintains his dignity and respect for others, showcasing the strength of his character. His ability to keep going, even when confronted with betrayal and pain, is a powerful message for anyone who has felt disheartened by love.
"The Heart to Seek" is more than just a tale of romantic pursuit; it is a reflection on life's broader journey and the importance of staying true to yourself. This memoir is a source of encouragement for those who are heartbroken or struggling, reminding them that life is a long and worthwhile journey. It offers hope and inspiration, not only for young adults but for anyone seeking purpose and love in their lives.
I GAVE THIS BOOK 4 STARS BECAUSE IM NOT USED TO LONG CHAPTERS😭 OVERALL I REALLY ENJOYED IT AND LOVED IT.
June 15, 2024
The Heart to Seek" by Shushindren is a captivating novel that takes us on a profound journey of self-discovery and love. Through the poetic prose and intimate reflections, the author creates a beautifully crafted narrative that explores the depths of human emotion.
The book reads like a personal diary, allowing readers to glimpse the narrator's innermost thoughts and vulnerabilities. Moments of longing, introspection, and raw emotions are beautifully captured, creating a strong connection between the reader and the narrator. It's as if the reader is being invited into the narrator's inner world, experiencing their joys and sorrows firsthand.
A unique aspect is the absence of dialogues. While this may initially seem challenging, it actually enhances the reading experience. It forces readers to rely solely on the narrator's inner monologue, creating an intimate and introspective atmosphere. It's like having a deep and meaningful conversation with the narrator, where their thoughts and emotions become the focal point.
Throughout the story, the main character's tendency to seek love in every female they encounter is a recurring theme. While this may feel repetitive at times, it adds depth to the narrative by exploring the complexities of human relationships and the universal desire for companionship.
Overall, this is a beautifully written novel that explores the depths of human emotion and the quest for true love. While some aspects may of had me feeling uneasy, the poetic prose, intimate reflections, and soulful journey of self-discovery make it a worthwhile read.
The book reads like a personal diary, allowing readers to glimpse the narrator's innermost thoughts and vulnerabilities. Moments of longing, introspection, and raw emotions are beautifully captured, creating a strong connection between the reader and the narrator. It's as if the reader is being invited into the narrator's inner world, experiencing their joys and sorrows firsthand.
A unique aspect is the absence of dialogues. While this may initially seem challenging, it actually enhances the reading experience. It forces readers to rely solely on the narrator's inner monologue, creating an intimate and introspective atmosphere. It's like having a deep and meaningful conversation with the narrator, where their thoughts and emotions become the focal point.
Throughout the story, the main character's tendency to seek love in every female they encounter is a recurring theme. While this may feel repetitive at times, it adds depth to the narrative by exploring the complexities of human relationships and the universal desire for companionship.
Overall, this is a beautifully written novel that explores the depths of human emotion and the quest for true love. While some aspects may of had me feeling uneasy, the poetic prose, intimate reflections, and soulful journey of self-discovery make it a worthwhile read.
October 29, 2025
Creerloshin’s story felt like reading someone’s soul slowly learning how to love again 💭 The book takes you through his journey from a curious youth to a man searching for meaning, love, and kindness. Each chapter of this book literally feels like a step closer to understanding what the heart truly seeks (tbh I think maybe we all are on that same search in our own ways)
His encounters with the women who came across his life are one of the major highlights of this book and it is not just mere love stories but emotional lessons. Some bring warmth, some bring ache, and some leave a quiet echo that lingers long after the page is turned 💔 (I could feel how each person shaped him, how every goodbye carried a small piece of growth).
What makes this book so beautiful is how real it feels. You can sense that the author poured his own truth into Creerloshin’s voice. There’s nostalgia in every gesture, like when he keeps tiny mementos of love or accidentally connects with Amanque through a simple email that changes everything 💌 (funny how life finds us when we stop looking).
The writing flows gently, almost like a beautiful conversation with your own heart. This book will remind you that love isn’t about perfection but it is about discovering yourself through every connection you make 💗.
Heart to Seek Part 1 isn’t just a story about finding love, but infact it is about rediscovering faith in it (and maybe, in yourself too).
So in short this book is a quiet, tender, and soulful read that is going to stay with you long after you reach the last page.
His encounters with the women who came across his life are one of the major highlights of this book and it is not just mere love stories but emotional lessons. Some bring warmth, some bring ache, and some leave a quiet echo that lingers long after the page is turned 💔 (I could feel how each person shaped him, how every goodbye carried a small piece of growth).
What makes this book so beautiful is how real it feels. You can sense that the author poured his own truth into Creerloshin’s voice. There’s nostalgia in every gesture, like when he keeps tiny mementos of love or accidentally connects with Amanque through a simple email that changes everything 💌 (funny how life finds us when we stop looking).
The writing flows gently, almost like a beautiful conversation with your own heart. This book will remind you that love isn’t about perfection but it is about discovering yourself through every connection you make 💗.
Heart to Seek Part 1 isn’t just a story about finding love, but infact it is about rediscovering faith in it (and maybe, in yourself too).
So in short this book is a quiet, tender, and soulful read that is going to stay with you long after you reach the last page.
January 6, 2025
Plot that tugs at the soul:
This book takes you on an introspective journey with Creerloshin, a soul navigating the fine lines of love and life. He meets 24 women, each encounter leading him closer—or perhaps further—from his quest for true love. The philosophical undertone of this story will make you reflect on your beliefs about love and kindness.
Themes of love and self-discovery:
Creerloshin’s search for love isn’t just about finding someone; it’s about understanding himself. The absence of kindness in the world around him creates a powerful struggle—does true love even exist, or is it a mere fantasy? This question keeps the reader hooked till the end.
Relatable and deep:
What makes this story special is how relatable Creerloshin feels. His journey mirrors the confusion we all face in life, making his quest for love feel personal and profound. The narrative challenges us to ponder: are we ready to alter our destinies for love?
Writing that touches the heart:
Shushindren’s writing style is poetic and thought-provoking. Every word feels carefully chosen, evoking deep emotions and making you pause to appreciate the depth of the message. If you enjoy stories with a philosophical bent, this book is a must-read!
Final thoughts:
The Heart to Seek Part I: 1 is more than just a book; it’s an experience. It makes you question, dream, and believe in the power of love and kindness. Highly recommended for anyone looking for a story that goes beyond romance.
This book takes you on an introspective journey with Creerloshin, a soul navigating the fine lines of love and life. He meets 24 women, each encounter leading him closer—or perhaps further—from his quest for true love. The philosophical undertone of this story will make you reflect on your beliefs about love and kindness.
Themes of love and self-discovery:
Creerloshin’s search for love isn’t just about finding someone; it’s about understanding himself. The absence of kindness in the world around him creates a powerful struggle—does true love even exist, or is it a mere fantasy? This question keeps the reader hooked till the end.
Relatable and deep:
What makes this story special is how relatable Creerloshin feels. His journey mirrors the confusion we all face in life, making his quest for love feel personal and profound. The narrative challenges us to ponder: are we ready to alter our destinies for love?
Writing that touches the heart:
Shushindren’s writing style is poetic and thought-provoking. Every word feels carefully chosen, evoking deep emotions and making you pause to appreciate the depth of the message. If you enjoy stories with a philosophical bent, this book is a must-read!
Final thoughts:
The Heart to Seek Part I: 1 is more than just a book; it’s an experience. It makes you question, dream, and believe in the power of love and kindness. Highly recommended for anyone looking for a story that goes beyond romance.
June 7, 2024
🌸 Firstly, I would like to express my gratitude to the author for the opportunity to be an ARC reader for this book.
🌸 The story explores a man's quest for love as he seeks to overcome the dark trauma of his past. It is inspired by true events from the author's life.
🌸 This autobiography and love story revolves around Creerloshin, who seeks his soulmate.
🌸 The book starts with Creerloshin's youth, where he harbors a crush on a girl at school but is too shy to confess due to his self-consciousness.
🌸 After numerous searches, Creerloshin finally finds love, but it tragically ends after a few years, leaving him heartbroken.
🌸 Creerloshin encounters supportive individuals on his journey, drawing inspiration from each.
🌸 After experiencing several failed relationships, Creerloshin finally meets Angel. Their relationship blossoms as we witness their journey together, navigating both joyous moments and challenging obstacles.
🌸 I was lucky to review 'The Heart to Seek', the author's debut novel, a contemporary romance based on true events.
🌸 The book leaves us hanging on a cliff, eagerly anticipating what comes next in their story.
🌸 If you want a heartwarming story of self-discovery and true love, this book is a must-read.
🌸 The story explores a man's quest for love as he seeks to overcome the dark trauma of his past. It is inspired by true events from the author's life.
🌸 This autobiography and love story revolves around Creerloshin, who seeks his soulmate.
🌸 The book starts with Creerloshin's youth, where he harbors a crush on a girl at school but is too shy to confess due to his self-consciousness.
🌸 After numerous searches, Creerloshin finally finds love, but it tragically ends after a few years, leaving him heartbroken.
🌸 Creerloshin encounters supportive individuals on his journey, drawing inspiration from each.
🌸 After experiencing several failed relationships, Creerloshin finally meets Angel. Their relationship blossoms as we witness their journey together, navigating both joyous moments and challenging obstacles.
🌸 I was lucky to review 'The Heart to Seek', the author's debut novel, a contemporary romance based on true events.
🌸 The book leaves us hanging on a cliff, eagerly anticipating what comes next in their story.
🌸 If you want a heartwarming story of self-discovery and true love, this book is a must-read.
April 21, 2024
"The Heart to Seek" by Shushindren is a poignant and heartfelt exploration of love, self-discovery, and resilience. The story follows the protagonist, Creerloshin, on a journey of emotional growth and personal challenges as he navigates the complexities of relationships and career aspirations.
The book excels in capturing the tender moments shared between Creerloshin and his partner, Angel, painting vivid scenes that allow readers to immerse themselves in the characters' experiences. The author's descriptive storytelling creates a sense of intimacy and nostalgia, making the reader feel connected to the characters' journey.
One of the strengths of the book lies in its emphasis on resilience and the importance of cherishing relationships. Through Creerloshin's experiences, readers are reminded of the value of supporting loved ones through difficult times and cherishing the moments shared with them.
"The Heart to Seek" is a touching tale that beautifully captures the essence of love, personal growth, and the enduring power of human connections. Readers who enjoy heartfelt stories of love and self-discovery will find this book to be a compelling and emotional read.
The book excels in capturing the tender moments shared between Creerloshin and his partner, Angel, painting vivid scenes that allow readers to immerse themselves in the characters' experiences. The author's descriptive storytelling creates a sense of intimacy and nostalgia, making the reader feel connected to the characters' journey.
One of the strengths of the book lies in its emphasis on resilience and the importance of cherishing relationships. Through Creerloshin's experiences, readers are reminded of the value of supporting loved ones through difficult times and cherishing the moments shared with them.
"The Heart to Seek" is a touching tale that beautifully captures the essence of love, personal growth, and the enduring power of human connections. Readers who enjoy heartfelt stories of love and self-discovery will find this book to be a compelling and emotional read.
October 6, 2024
This story is a magical journey through the life of one man and he searches for true love. The story begins in his youth and progresses through the relationships that change him until, ultimately, he discovers what true love means.
Cheerloshin is introduced early in his life as he struggles to make his first real connections. As a boy, he discovers how to engage the girls his age, and has some successes and setbacks. But as he grows into a man, he builds on this foundation, always learning from the women who touch his life. Throughout his life, 24 women make a big impact as he never gives up his search for love. Cheerloshin’s search, like all of ours, is met with heartbreak, joy, and, of course, love, as he continues on his path.
The prose in this story has a beautiful and melodic quality. The flow of phrasing is both engaging and dramatic, as Cheerloshin’s life journey unfolds. The story arc works very well, as Cheerloshin never gives up on his pursuit of love, despite the challenges he faces.
This inspiring story is for anyone looking for the chronicles of a person with a pure heart and a pure goal, seeking something that deep down, we all hope for.
Cheerloshin is introduced early in his life as he struggles to make his first real connections. As a boy, he discovers how to engage the girls his age, and has some successes and setbacks. But as he grows into a man, he builds on this foundation, always learning from the women who touch his life. Throughout his life, 24 women make a big impact as he never gives up his search for love. Cheerloshin’s search, like all of ours, is met with heartbreak, joy, and, of course, love, as he continues on his path.
The prose in this story has a beautiful and melodic quality. The flow of phrasing is both engaging and dramatic, as Cheerloshin’s life journey unfolds. The story arc works very well, as Cheerloshin never gives up on his pursuit of love, despite the challenges he faces.
This inspiring story is for anyone looking for the chronicles of a person with a pure heart and a pure goal, seeking something that deep down, we all hope for.
June 7, 2024
✨ I received this book as an ARC for my honest review✨
Rate: ⭐️⭐️⭐️
This book took a unique approach by omitting all dialogue, an intended choice by the author to preserve the privacy of conversations. I, unfortunately, was not a fan of this as it felt less engaging.
However, despite the lack of dialogue, the book isn't short on feelings. It dives deep into the highs and lows of love and relationships, especially when Ceerloshin hits those rough patches. From the highs of falling head over heels to the gut-wrenching lows of heartbreak, it covers it all.
With that being said, though, I wish that Ceerloshin did not overanalyze every relationship and view every woman primarily as a potential partner. There's a notable absence of acknowledgment of the importance of platonic love and friendship, which I would have liked to see addressed more prominently.
If you're into exploring matters of the heart, this book is worth checking out. Just be mindful of certain perspectives toward relationships that might not match well with you as they did not match for me.
Rate: ⭐️⭐️⭐️
This book took a unique approach by omitting all dialogue, an intended choice by the author to preserve the privacy of conversations. I, unfortunately, was not a fan of this as it felt less engaging.
However, despite the lack of dialogue, the book isn't short on feelings. It dives deep into the highs and lows of love and relationships, especially when Ceerloshin hits those rough patches. From the highs of falling head over heels to the gut-wrenching lows of heartbreak, it covers it all.
With that being said, though, I wish that Ceerloshin did not overanalyze every relationship and view every woman primarily as a potential partner. There's a notable absence of acknowledgment of the importance of platonic love and friendship, which I would have liked to see addressed more prominently.
If you're into exploring matters of the heart, this book is worth checking out. Just be mindful of certain perspectives toward relationships that might not match well with you as they did not match for me.
October 30, 2024
Plot -
The Heart to Seek, Part 1 follows Creerloshin’s journey to find true love. His search begins at 13, when he first feels drawn to a classmate. As he grows, he encounters many women, each bringing new experiences and emotions but ultimately leaving him confused. The hope of meeting his soulmate never fades, lingering in his mind.
In 2017, Creerloshin meets Angel through social media. They connect deeply, sharing everything from job updates to travel stories. Angel becomes an important figure in his life, and by December 2018, they decide to meet in person. But the question remains: will Creerloshin finally find true love with Angel? Can he find the solace he seeks?
Review:
The story speaks to the universal desire for a deep, comforting connection. Seeking true love isn’t easy; we often feel close to someone only to feel distant the next moment. The author shares relatable moments from school to college, exploring the challenges of modern love. While the story is engaging and honest, it occasionally lacks momentum. A crisper ending could have given it more impact.
June 11, 2024
Creerloshin, a young man, is the most beautiful soul who sets out on a trip from a young man to a self-conscious man in order to commiserate genuine love and kindness. The novel does a fantastic job of depicting the sensitive moments that Creerloshin and his companion, Angel, have, creating vivid settings that envelop readers in the lives of the characters. In addition to telling us the story and revealing to us his deep, personal thoughts and emotions, Creerloshin also exposes us to a number of fascinating and captivating women.
24 exquisite women were given the opportunity to reflect on the possibility of true love in this world as a present to Creerloshin's life. The incredible journey he took led him to a lost soul who became stuck in life. Regretfully, before to meeting Angel, he had a string of failed relationships. We see their relationship develop, share in their happiness, and witness the challenges they encounter.
24 exquisite women were given the opportunity to reflect on the possibility of true love in this world as a present to Creerloshin's life. The incredible journey he took led him to a lost soul who became stuck in life. Regretfully, before to meeting Angel, he had a string of failed relationships. We see their relationship develop, share in their happiness, and witness the challenges they encounter.
October 30, 2024
The Heart to Seek Part 1 by Shushindren feels like stepping into a deeply intimate journey where love, longing, and the subtle layers of the human heart unfold. The narrative draws you into its embrace, with characters that feel so raw, they almost become reflections of our own desires and fears. Shushindren’s writing is both delicate and piercing; every word seems to carry weight, as if the story itself is aching to be told.
But while the emotions run deep, the pacing occasionally lags, making certain parts feel drawn out. It’s a read that demands patience and a willingness to sit with complex emotions. The poetic prose shines, though, pulling you back into the world Shushindren has created, even when the plot slows.
For anyone seeking a heartfelt exploration of love’s complications, this book offers a tender, albeit slightly uneven, experience. It’s the kind of story that will linger, especially for those who don’t mind the gentle, lingering pace.
But while the emotions run deep, the pacing occasionally lags, making certain parts feel drawn out. It’s a read that demands patience and a willingness to sit with complex emotions. The poetic prose shines, though, pulling you back into the world Shushindren has created, even when the plot slows.
For anyone seeking a heartfelt exploration of love’s complications, this book offers a tender, albeit slightly uneven, experience. It’s the kind of story that will linger, especially for those who don’t mind the gentle, lingering pace.
October 30, 2024
The Heart to Seek Part I is a heartfelt exploration of Creerloshin's journey in seeking love, diving deep into his romantic experiences, from early crushes to the emotional challenges of unreciprocated love. The protagonist’s vulnerability and reflections on love are presented with sincerity, giving an intimate look into his inner world.
However, the focus on repeated romantic disappointments makes the story feel somewhat repetitive, and certain emotional moments may come across as prolonged, adding a sense of heaviness to the narrative. For a reader like me who prefers more variety or faster development, the constant cycle of heartache feels overwhelming and the emotional focus a little too intense.
Overall, the book offers a genuine portrayal of perseverance in the pursuit of love. If you enjoy introspective stories about personal growth, this one is for you.
I would like to thank the author for the opportunity to be an ARC reviewer for this book.
However, the focus on repeated romantic disappointments makes the story feel somewhat repetitive, and certain emotional moments may come across as prolonged, adding a sense of heaviness to the narrative. For a reader like me who prefers more variety or faster development, the constant cycle of heartache feels overwhelming and the emotional focus a little too intense.
Overall, the book offers a genuine portrayal of perseverance in the pursuit of love. If you enjoy introspective stories about personal growth, this one is for you.
I would like to thank the author for the opportunity to be an ARC reviewer for this book.
April 22, 2025
I went into this thinking it was just another romance, but nope this book grabbed my heart, squeezed it, and left me in deep feels. It’s not just about finding love; it’s about understanding it, losing it, and realizing that every person we meet leaves a mark on us🙃
Creerloshin’s journey is raw, messy, and painfully real. Through 24 different connections, he learns, grows, and unlearns what love really means. Some moments made me smile, others made my heart ache, and a few had me just sitting there, rethinking everything I knew about relationships.
The best part? It’s the little things 🥹the nostalgia, the symbols, the way memories stick with him. It’s emotional but not over-the-top dramatic, making it feel so real. The writing flows effortlessly, pulling you in and making you a silent observer of his life.
If you’ve ever loved, lost, or questioned what love really is, this book will hit different(trust me)
Creerloshin’s journey is raw, messy, and painfully real. Through 24 different connections, he learns, grows, and unlearns what love really means. Some moments made me smile, others made my heart ache, and a few had me just sitting there, rethinking everything I knew about relationships.
The best part? It’s the little things 🥹the nostalgia, the symbols, the way memories stick with him. It’s emotional but not over-the-top dramatic, making it feel so real. The writing flows effortlessly, pulling you in and making you a silent observer of his life.
If you’ve ever loved, lost, or questioned what love really is, this book will hit different(trust me)
June 2, 2025
Sushindren's book, "The Heart to Seek," is about exploring love and connection. The main character, Creerloshin, shares his personal journey of finding love and kindness. Through his experiences with Jaciy, Weiny, and Amanque, he learns to be true to himself and believe in true love, even when things get tough.
What stands out in this book is how real and honest Creerloshin's story feels. The small things he cherishes, like collecting straws from special moments, show how love can be found in simple gestures. His encounters with Amanque, through a mix-up, highlight how love can come when you least expect it.
Overall, the book is about learning to appreciate love and connection, both with others and within ourselves. It's a story of hope and resilience in the face of challenges, leaving readers with a deep understanding of the importance of love and kindness. "The Heart to Seek" is more than just a book; it's a heartfelt journey that stays with you long after you finish reading.
What stands out in this book is how real and honest Creerloshin's story feels. The small things he cherishes, like collecting straws from special moments, show how love can be found in simple gestures. His encounters with Amanque, through a mix-up, highlight how love can come when you least expect it.
Overall, the book is about learning to appreciate love and connection, both with others and within ourselves. It's a story of hope and resilience in the face of challenges, leaving readers with a deep understanding of the importance of love and kindness. "The Heart to Seek" is more than just a book; it's a heartfelt journey that stays with you long after you finish reading.
January 27, 2026
Some people don’t chase love. They keep questioning it—again and again—until it either proves itself… or breaks them.
The Heart to Seek – Part 1 by Shushindren traces the life of Creerloshin, a man shaped by love, loss, and belief. From youth to self-awareness, his path crosses 24 women, each encounter pushing him closer to one question: does true love exist, or is it just something we convince ourselves to believe in?
What makes this book work is its honesty. Creerloshin doesn’t move through love with certainty, he hesitates, misreads, hopes, and holds on longer than he should. The story leans into small moments—memories tied to habits, bonds formed by chance, advice that quietly changes how he sees love. There’s no promise of easy answers here. Instead, the book asks whether love is found through people, or through understanding oneself.
The story makes you introspect whether your kindness can endure everything you thought you were prepared for.
The Heart to Seek – Part 1 by Shushindren traces the life of Creerloshin, a man shaped by love, loss, and belief. From youth to self-awareness, his path crosses 24 women, each encounter pushing him closer to one question: does true love exist, or is it just something we convince ourselves to believe in?
What makes this book work is its honesty. Creerloshin doesn’t move through love with certainty, he hesitates, misreads, hopes, and holds on longer than he should. The story leans into small moments—memories tied to habits, bonds formed by chance, advice that quietly changes how he sees love. There’s no promise of easy answers here. Instead, the book asks whether love is found through people, or through understanding oneself.
The story makes you introspect whether your kindness can endure everything you thought you were prepared for.
April 21, 2024
The Heart to Seek" by Shushindren is a poignant and heartfelt exploration of love, self-discovery, and resilience
From early teens to adulthood, we follow our main character as he encounters different women who help shape, inspire, and enourage him as he navigates his way through life in search of love
This book is a touching tale that beautifully captures the essence of love, personal growth, and the enduring power of human connections.
Unfortunately, there were many failed relationships until he met Angel. We follow the progression of their relationship, experience the joy they feel, and the obstacles they face.
Readers who enjoy nostalgic heartfelt stories of love emotion and self-discovery will find this book to be a compelling and emotional read.
The book does end on a cliffhanger
Cannot wait to find out what happens next.
From early teens to adulthood, we follow our main character as he encounters different women who help shape, inspire, and enourage him as he navigates his way through life in search of love
This book is a touching tale that beautifully captures the essence of love, personal growth, and the enduring power of human connections.
Unfortunately, there were many failed relationships until he met Angel. We follow the progression of their relationship, experience the joy they feel, and the obstacles they face.
Readers who enjoy nostalgic heartfelt stories of love emotion and self-discovery will find this book to be a compelling and emotional read.
The book does end on a cliffhanger
Cannot wait to find out what happens next.
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