I really enjoyed this, it was fresh and new. But wow, was it intense, so many moments I held my breath, anxious for what was about to unfold.
Blake is a survivor, a st@bby one lol but a survivor nonetheless.
In this book, we follow the aftermath of book one in the Deranged Series, where Blake had been abducted and tortured. I had no idea just how dark this book was going to get. Ryan has written beautifully. The attention to detail in this book really made it pull on my heart.
I loved Blake. Despite her having no voice, no self esteem, confidence, or self-worth, she channelled it into control. This was my first read that incorporated ASL, and I feel it was executed very well.
Jace had so much empathy and understanding for Blake. Yes, he was hired to protect her, but what should have been a simple task turned out to be bigger than he could have imagined. Jace is sweet, caring, and understanding, and nothing will get in the way of protecting his "Sunshine."
Ryker, he brings something completely different to the table. He's the total opposite of Jace. He pushes Blakes buttons craving a reaction. He's unhinged and unpredictable, and Blake is drawn to him, just as much as he is her. Deep down, he sees so much of himself in his "Pet," and he can't help but push her to be a better, stronger version of herself.
PLEASE take the TRIGGER WARNINGS seriously. This book covers extremely dark topics and emotions. I highly recommend this read, but I urge you to take care, Your Mental Health Matters.
Now... Cinnamon Roll, anyone?