Tropes: age gap, failed one night stand, grumpy/sunshine, professor/student, forbidden relationship
Feels: 3.5/5
Steam*: 3/5
Kinks: sex in inappropriate places
Angst: low
HEA: yes
Pairing: MM
Triggers/potential icks/content warnings: foster system
3.75 stars
JJ is 20, gay and he is attending college for dance while working at a strip club as a dancer. He has a one night stand with an older guy at work one night, no names exchanged. 3 months later he meets the same guy again and finds out that he's his roommates hated grumpy business professor, Killian Wilder.
Killian is 30, bi. He is a former foster kid who's been on his own since 17 and he has a complex about proving himself and being someone worthwhile. So that has made him very career driven and he wants to be head of his department, it's part of his 2-year plan. He doesn't take time for anything but work, he's horrible at socializing, he doesn't even break for lunch often.
They are super attracted to each other and they give in again and again. As they spend more time together, feelings start to creep in, they like who the other person is and they have a positive influence on each other. But Killian is up for head of department and a relationship with the student would be horrible for his career and if he accepted the promotion he wouldn't have as much time for a relationship.
This was a pleasant story. I'm a fan of a prickly grump. There was a nice dynamic between Killian and JJ. They had a lot of sexual tension between them, and they genuinely liked who the other person was and had more than just a sexual connection between them. It was nice to see them be soft with each other and domestic. I also liked that they just could not quit each other. They half-heartedly tried a third act break up but they just couldn't stay away from each other. The reaction their friends had to their relationship was funny. Especially the roommates that were students of his, they couldn't see past Killian the a****** to see him as being hot. It was like JJ and the roommates saw two completely different people when they looked at Killian. JJ's relationship with his grandma was nice. I love a grandma like her, her rivalry with Barbara added humor too.
There were a couple things I wasn't a huge fan of, but they were relatively minor:
- After Killian saw JJ teaching a youth dance class at the youth center, as soon as the kids were out the door they were hard and ready to hook up. Little icky timing, maybe don't place a sexual scene so close to children, ew.
- over the top outburst, page 161
- Them having sex in his office on the regular. Of course they were going to get caught! And yeah it's unprofessional.
- In my opinion Killian wasn't really a good professor! He didn't teach people well because he was so grumpy and a hard ass, he intimidated and wasn't welcoming or nurturing or humanly decent. And then once he was going through drama with JJ, he took it out on his students whenever he was going through a rough time. Thankfully once they were happy together and settled, Killian did become a better person and teacher.
Some notable moments:
"Rising onto the balls of his feet, he leaned right in, his lips almost brushing mine. “Are you here to tell me you’ve changed your mind? You want a repeat of the night in the club? Because I’d be verrry interested if so.” At his words, something ignited between us. A hot spark, setting my nerve endings alight. All my objections went out of the window. “Yes,” I growled, my self-control fraying and snapping as I closed the distance between us, our lips connecting."
I love the range of friend reactions to Killian and JJ. "When he nodded, I stepped back from him. Spinning on my heel, I turned to face my three friends. Ander wore a look of resignation, Elliot seemed like he was still in shock, and Nic was grinning at me."
*FYI about steam: I rate steam based on a combination of quality & quantity. I note kink separate from steam because I don't want to underrate steamy reads that don't have much kink.
**Note about spoilers: I like to comment on the plot of a book in reviews, so I almost always mark my reviews as containing spoilers. But I try to avoid spoiling the big dramatic moments! As a reader, I personally like to know what I'm getting into before I read a book so I know more about the content and if it's to my taste/mood, so I try to give that information in my reviews for myself when I'm considering rereading and also for other readers.