This is a diary of writings in the form of conversations between the author and unseen presences. No words were spoken, they were purely thoughts and memories that had been picked up and placed into her mind for her to explore and meditate upon.
Ruth Scott was an energetic clergywoman, author and broadcaster, characterised by swashbuckling courage, a mane of strawberry-blond hair and an honesty that was invariably disarming.
“Goodness would definitely not be in a description of me . . . Selfless wouldn’t figure either,” she once mused gently on Radio 2. It was Scott’s conviction that she, and most people, are too complex to be slotted into neat categories of sinner or saint. “Baying for the blood of others who have screwed up big-time is infinitely easier than addressing our own messiness,” she wrote in The Power of Imperfection (2014).
Originally from Essex, her working life began as a student nurse in St Thomas’ Hospital, London where she met her husband Chris. She went on to train as a midwife, and later became a Sister Counsellor.
She married Chris, a vicar, in 1982.
After leaving nursing in 1985, she began freelancing as a journalist, writing for national nursing journals, and local broadcaster. During this time she suffered two miscarriages and began to think about ordination.
Her daughter Freya was born in 1988, a year before she started training as a priest. She became one of the first women to be ordained in the Church of England in 1994.
From there, she became involved with interfaith dialogue and broadcasting for the BBC.
To supplement her income she performed as a clown magician at children’s parties and learning fire eating to boost her routine. Her son, Tian, was born in 1996 after three further miscarriages.
She regularly presented Pause for Thought and Good Morning Sunday on Radio 2, Prayer for the Day and The Moral Maze on Radio 4 as well as programmes on the World Service.