DE PROFUNDIS
What a thing to be reading during a lockdown. I read most of this on my birthday yesterday, and comforted myself greatly by repeating 'With freedom, books, flowers and the moon, who could not be happy?'
It's simply a remarkable document to have written in such a place, at such a time, in such a disjointed fashion. Undoubtedly some editing was done afterwards to make it flow more smoothly, but even so it's possible to trace the distillation of Wilde's deep bitterness into a state of semi-divine grace. The only question, really, is why with such clear-sightedness regarding Bosie's failings, he bothered to write to him at all. Maybe it was never intended to reach him; maybe it was just a way of sucking the poison out of his own skin.
"One half-hour with Art was always more to me than a cycle with you. Nothing really at any period of my life was ever of the smallest importance to me compared with Art. But in the case of an artist, weakness is nothing less than a crime, when it is a weakness that paralyses the imagination."
It's true that for the world, the balance was tipped in favour of Wilde's work.
"Ultimately the bond of all companionship, whether in marriage or in friendship, is conversation, and conversation must have a common basis, and between two people of widely different culture the only common basis possible is the lowest level."
Harsh but true.
"Hate granted you every single thing you wished for. It was an indulgent master to you. It is so, indeed, to all who serve it."
Oof.
"But Love does not traffic in the marketplace, nor use a huckster's scales. Its joy, like the joy of the intellect, is to feel itself alive. [...] For my own sake there was nothing for me to do but love you. I knew, if I allowed myself to hate you, that in the dry desert of existence over which I had to travel, and am travelling still, every rock would lose its shadow, every palm tree be withered, every well of water poisoned at its source."
A stunning explanation.
The Creed:
"But while I see that there is nothing wrong in what one does, I see that there is something wrong in what one becomes."
"My gods dwell in temples made with hands; and within the circle of actual experience is my creed made perfect and complete; too complete, it may be, for like many or all who have placed their heaven in this earth, I have found in it not merely the beauty, but the horror of hell also."
"[...] for the Soul has its nutritive functions also, and can transform into noble moods of thought, and passions of high import, what in itself is base, cruel and degrading; nay more, may find in these its most august modes of assertion, and can often reveal itself most perfectly through what was intended to desecrate and destroy."
Shades of Marcus Aurelius...
"There is still something to me almost incredible in the idea of a young Galilean peasant imagining that he could bear on his own shoulders the burden of the entire world: all that had already been done and suffered, and all that was yet to be done and suffered: the sins of Nero, of Caesar Borgia, of Alexander IV, and of him who was the Emperor of Rome and Priest of the Sun: the sufferings of those whose name is Legion and whose dwelling is among the tombs, oppressed nationalities, factory children, thieves, people in prison, those who are dumb under oppression and whose silence is heard only of God"
When you put it like that: yes.
"I saw then that the only thing for me was to accept everything. Since then - curious as it will no doubt seem to you - I have been happier."
MA again.
THE BALLAD OF READING GAOL
"He did not wring his hands, as do
Those witless men who dare
To try to rear the changeling Hope
In the cave of black Despair:"
"For he who lives more lives than one
More deaths than one must die."
THE DECAY OF LYING
"Life and nature may sometimes be used as part of art's rough material, but before they are of any real service to art they must be translated into artistic conventions. The moment art surrenders its imaginative medium it surrenders everything."
Obviously Wilde was being Wilde, which is to say deliberately provocative, by using the word 'Lying', when what he meant was 'Imagination'. However, otherwise from that I support the premise entirely.
THE CRITIC AS ARTIST
"I dislike modern memoirs. They are generally written by people who have either entirely lost their memories, or have never done anything worth remembering; which, however, is, no doubt, the true explanation of their popularity, as the English public always feels perfectly at its ease when a mediocrity is talking to it."
AS THEN, SO NOW.
"To give an accurate description of what has never occurred is not merely the proper occupation of the historian, but the inalienable privilege of any man of parts and culture."
This made me think of Hilary Mantel (I am slowly working my way through 'The Mirror and the Light', because I'm afraid of the ending) and also Baz Luhrmann. I watched 'Strictly Ballroom' as a birthday treat and remembered LOVING the dresses as a child. No one dresses like that now; likely, no one dressed like that then; the point was that it's a somewhat parodic, entirely comedic portrayal of early 90s fashion. Now the 90s are nearly three decades in the past, and the only record we have is 'Strictly Ballroom', so it's become more true than the truth.
"[...] the beauty, that gives to creation its universal and aesthetic element, makes the critic a creator in his turn, and whispers of a thousand different things which were not present in the mind of him who carved the statue or painted the panel or graved the gem."
So. True.
"[...] whereas it is only such theories that have any true intellectual value. An idea that is not dangerous is unworthy of being called an idea at all."
Also this.
"I regret it because there is much to be said in favour of modern journalism. By giving us the opinions of the uneducated, it keeps us in touch with the ignorance of the community. By carefully chronicling current events of contemporary life, it shows us of what very little importance such events really are. By invariably discussing the unnecessary, it makes us understand what things are requisite for culture, and what are not."
Sick burn.
"But a truly great artist cannot conceive of life being shown, or beauty fashioned, under any conditions other than those that he has selected."
Can definitely buy that.
THE SOUL OF THE MAN UNDER SOCIALISM
"[...] but the best amongst the poor are never grateful. They are ungrateful, discontented, disobedient and rebellious. They are quite right to be so. Charity they feel to be a ridiculously inadequate mode of partial restitution, or a sentimental dole, usually accompanied by some impertinent attempt on the part of the sentimentalist to tyrannise over their private lives. [...] Disobedience, in the eyes of anyone who has read history, is man's original virtue. It is through disobedience that progress has been made, through disobedience and through rebellion."
Yup.
"With the abolition of private property, we shall have true, beautiful, healthy individualism. Nobody will waste his life in accumulating things and the symbols for things. One will life. To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people exist, that is all."
Definitely a time in the world when people may be realising this...
"But it must be remembered that while sympathy with joy increases the sum of joy in the world, sympathy with pain does not really diminish the amount of pain."
A truly edifying volume on many, many levels. LOVE.