If you are a long time Roy Grace fan, then, in all probability, They Thought I Was Dead, Sandy's story, is a long overdue addition to the series for you. It answers all the questions, some of which you may not have known you had, about what happened way back before the start of the series, when Roy's wife disappeared without trace on his birthday. Now Roy may have faced suspicion and accusation over the years, but devotees nand fans of Brighton's favourite Detective, know that there is just no way he would have had any hand in the mystery. What they might not be prepared for is just how dark, and twisted, Sandy's story really is.
The book does serve as a kind of origin story for how Sandy came to meet, and marry, Roy in the first place. I came to the series late, and much of my knowledge about the earlier days of Roy's literary life comes from the TV series rather than the books, but even just a few short chapters into this book I really had to wonder just how they came to be a pair, even as it was spelled out to me. What is clear is that Sandy is absolutely not the person that Roy thought she was, and there are many things about her which go against everything that he stands for. And it is that contrast between the straight and morally driven Roy and the slightly less virtuous Sandy that really jarred and grabbed my attention.
Sandy is a very complex character. I had some sympathy for her in those earlier days, as the life as the wife of a serving police officer has to be fraught with not only concern that your spouse may end up in a situation they cannot return from, but also the knowledge that your marriage will take second place to a case every single time. Case in point is Roy's own disappearance on the night of their anniversary, starting a chain of events that put Sandy in a very dubious and vulnerable position. There are many decisions that she makes that had my eyebrows lifting, knowing without question, that escalation was inevitable. There are many familiar characters in this book - not just Roy, Cleo and Sandy - which helps to keep it tied to the series. But this is, first and foremost, a tale of a very broken woman whose lack of good judgment sets her on a path of self destruction.
There is something within Sandy, although seemingly well hidden, that did elicit some sympathy. Some of her decisions are driven not only by a sense of self preservation, but also by the need not to drag Roy into a mess of her making. There are many very relevant and contemporary themes explored in the book, from addiction to abuse and coercive control, but as Sandy moves from one poor decision to the next, it is hard to always maintain that sympathy. Pete James has kept the balance just right, keeping me entirely invested in her story, even though there are times her actions proved beyond frustrating. Even so, the final scenes were hard to read, the ending more emotional than I may have been expecting fora. character we had only just really met. Her absence cast a long shadow over Roy's life. It's odd to think how a single different decision in those early days might have changed everything for them all.
A round of applause for Gemma Whelan who narrated the audiobook. She truly captured Sandy's spirit, playing the nuances of her character with pitch perfect style. I felt for her as much as I felt frustrated by her, and, somehow, she convinced me that Sandy really did care about Roy and about her son, more so perhaps than she ever cared about herself. Definitely recommended for fans of the series who just want to know the truth a luxury that will never properly be afforded to our fictional hero, Roy.