Gleeful Goblin Review: As someone who grew up fundie and personally knows how challenging but necessary and rewarding it is to unlearn prejudice and bias from childhood I LOVED THIS BOOK SO MUCH. The author nails the feeling of shame/apprehension/guilt/desire to be better NOW that is all tangled up, especially when you're first trying to figure out your own core values. "Avery wondered what it was like to be so carefree when surrounded by so many mons—no. Inhumans. Back home, in Harrisburg, it wasn’t exactly rare to see them, but just as Director Murray said, she had grown up in an affluent area, surrounded by people who looked, spoke, and existed like her: human, white, and Christian. Elkwater Music Camp was the furthest from home Avery had ever been, not in terms of distance but in lifestyle and culture. Messiah wasn’t an integrated campus, and whenever she traveled to Philly or New York with her family, they were ushered from their car to the hotel, paraded about like a Christian Right Von Trapp Family, and ushered out of sight. The most diversity Avery had ever experienced was from playing softball as a teenager. Even then, the team was entirely human, as were those of the other private schools they played against. Sure, she had seen inhumans. She wasn’t a flower in the attic or anything weird like that. It was just that people like her didn’t associate with inhumans like them … until now. “I want to be here,” she said. “I want this job, I want to teach these kids, but I—” “There’s those buts again,” Director Murray smiled. “The campers have only been here for two weeks, and you did great during onboarding with the counselors and staff. Take it each day at a time, pick a different kid in each class, and give them some special attention. Learn how the unique qualities they each bring can help them excel in music, and you’ll have done your job.” Avery exhaled, blowing a stream of air at a curling wisp of her hair. “Okay.” “And maybe sit with the other counselors at dinner?” Director Murray added. Avery straightened, a tendon in her neck pinching. “It hasn’t gone unnoticed …” “They don’t want to sit with me.” “Says who?” “I—no one.” She dropped back in her chair, arms crossed. “But—” “No more buts, Avery, Jesus.” Avery flinched, and Director Murray dropped her head back, groaning. “Ugh, sorry. Look.” she rose and stepped around the desk, cuffing Avery on the shoulder with a loose fist. “I know this is a lot, and I respect how you addressed this in your interview, but don’t give up after two weeks. A lot of these kids and counselors have grown up in this camp. I marched at OSU with Nurse Almaden, and your roommate has been a counselor here for as long as I can remember. We’ve got you at a disadvantage, but it’s not one you can’t overcome. You’re here, and you’re coming to me when you need to talk it through. Keep doing that, and next summer this’ll be as common as a chord progression in C.”
This is such a wonderful scene and sets up Avery as a character beautifully. Having Cricket as Avery's not quite enemy but not friend either and having both of them learn and adjust to each other gradually was a delight for me and that journey was kick your heels in the air and squeal levels of sapphic joy. The blend of real world issues, politics, beliefs, and capitalistic greed set to a slightly fantastic backdrop was sheer perfection. 5/5 Stars.
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