2023/108
Have you ever felt as if you just finished reading 'The Book of Your Life'? Because that's what happened to me with Martin Eden, probably my favorite read this year (2023). Thus, and since this is an important book for me, let's make this 'review' special too.
My rating on a scale of 1 to 5:
Quality of writing [5/5]
October 14, 2018. Midnight.
My friends and I just arrived in Córdoba (Argentina) after a two-day stay in a town nearby. Diego promised that we could stay at a friend's apartment, that was cozy(?), spacious, and close to the center of the city. Well, he lied. We were a group of eight, the apartment only had one spare room, the shower didn't have hot water, and on top of that, we had to walk around 45 minutes from the bus station to our place because—you are right—it was freaking far away from downtown. We were tired, everyone was upset (I guess they had every right to be), and we just couldn't decide where each of us would sleep. Reflecting back on it, I think 'upset' is not the most accurate way to describe how I was feeling, but rather 'disappointed.' No, I wasn't angry, not even the smell of weed bothered me, considering that I have never smoked a cigarette in my life, let alone weed. Certainly, I never thought I would be in a situation like that the same day I was turning 23. One of my friends, Paulo, hugged me while I was seated, quiet and without saying a word, and said 'Feliz cumpleaños, amigo.' It made me smile, made me see my surroundings differently, that despite the ups and downs you will learn to always look on the bright side of life. So did Jack London's prose.
Pace [5/5]
July, 2019. A hike to The Tepozteco.
'It's been 30 minutes, I know, but I need to rest.'
'Seriously? But it is nothing, Sergio, c'mon, let's keep walking!'
'Oh, I know it's no big deal, man. Here's the thing, I fell two, or three days ago while going to see my sister. I was on my bike, look, I even have a scab on my elbow; yep, right there, and my knee hurts every time we go faster. I know you are excited, it's your first time hiking El Tepozteco, no? I get it, I've been coming here so many times that I can't even recollect the last time I was here. Six months ago? Maybe five, man, I don't know. I grew up in Cuernavaca, so every time we could, my family and I came to Tepoztlán. It's dope when you are a child, now it's just like a normal day.'
'Sorry to hear about your fall, Serg. It's just, that we were together in Patagonia with Arturo and his sister, those days we walked around 25 km a day, almost a week. This feels like nothing compared to what we had to do there. Plus, they said the view from The Tepozteco is spectacular and magical. You know, the more we walk, the more eager I am to see it.'
'I know, but let's just enjoy the walk at the right pace so that we are not tired when...'
Plot development [5/5]
December 18, 2018. Around 10 PM.
Two men are seated on a bench in a public park, one next to the other. It is very dark outside, just a lamppost nearby that makes the place gloomier than it is. They don't seem to be talking to each other, as a matter of fact, there has been dead silence for a while. One of the men, the tallest one, stands up, and the other does the same afterward. It looks like he is trying to say something to the other man but just stays quiet. Then, as if in hesitation, he bends forward a little and hugs him. It doesn't look like a simple hug, though. It is a very, very long hug. They keep hugging each other for around one minute. The man who bent first seems to be crying, not conspicuously, but rather just a few tears running down his face. They stop hugging each other. The scene makes anyone believe that the end, whatever it is, is near, and that saying goodbye is inevitable. The tallest man seems to say 'You will always be...' or something like that, but it is almost inaudible. After a moment, he is walking away. He is going north, and the other one stays a little longer until he sees how his friend(?) disappears in the darkness. He goes west, walking slowly but steadily. Someone might think that, if this was the end, it was surely a sad ending. Ultimately nobody really will know what the two men were thinking in the first place before they both faded away just like memories in the vast ocean.
Characters [5/5]
February 24, 2020. School of Engineering.
What would Martin Eden say to me the day I got my final diploma in oil engineering, symbolically speaking? He might have asked whether that was the degree I always longed to have in the first place or not. If that was my ultimate goal that made me feel complete in the end. The truth is that I don't even know if I felt that way that day. You see, Martin Eden is a very tenacious man, he never gives up, he knows what he wants and when he wants it—that's why he is one of my all-time favorite characters—and the thing is that he never changes his mind as to what he wants to be, no matter what. Well, maybe he is not that apprehensive, but as soon as he finds his path, he believes in it, so to speak. He never lets go, which is why he ends up being the man he is. Was it good? Was it bad? Maybe it's up to the reader to find out Eden's beliefs and dreams and see if, eventually, he made the right decision. As of today, I can't even answer that question myself: did I make the right decision in college? Am I prepared for this or do I need to change something, however small it may be? What would you say, Martin Eden? That's what I'd like to know.
Enjoyability [5/5]
2014-2019. Life in Mexico City.
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Favorite food: Pastitsio, especially the one I tried at Anny's house, my Greek professor, back in the day.
Favorite spot: I can't make up my mind, so I will say both Diego Rivera Mural Museum and Vasconcelos Library. I could be there for hours just admiring one of the greatest murals I've ever seen in my life. As for the library, I guess it needs no explanation.
Favorite activity: A random walk, fully living the experience of moving to a much bigger city than mine. To be more specific, visiting museums, and theaters, going to concerts, and so on (fun fact: I visited more than 50 museums during those six years I lived there).
Favorite people: My friends Julio and Marina, we walked together every other day, Monday, Wednesday, and Friday, for almost two years, from our classroom (Greek class) to the nearest subway station. Those talks will never go away.
Favorite moment: Every call (or video call) I had with my parents, usually every night, once I arrived home and said 'I'm here, everything is fine' to them. Just hearing their voices and seeing they were doing well made my day.
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Needless to say, this list might give anyone an idea of how much I did enjoy Martin Eden.
Insightfulness [5/5]
January 07, 2019. About 15:30. Ezeiza International Airport.
Home. It is time to be home again. We are leaving in around two hours. Again, what is home? Home: someone's or something's place of origin, or the place where a person feels they belong, according to Cambridge Dictionary. 'The place where a person feels they belong.' I like that. No, please, don't get me wrong. I have a home that I have always loved, a place where I wish I could be right now. It's been seven months, right? Six months and a half, to be more precise. My mistake. Actually, I did the maths yesterday, it's just, I don't know, sometimes I just lose track of time. What was I saying? Oh, yes, home. A place where I belong. My parents' house, for sure. I've wanted to see them again. Last year I only saw them for three weeks, in July. June? No, no, I'm completely sure it was in July. Yes, I'm pretty excited to see them again, as you can tell. If so, why am I sad? Is that what you are asking? Let me ask you this first, then. Is it possible to have more than one home? Because I feel as though I was leaving home at the same time. I'm leaving behind people I love, who I will miss quite a bit; people I might not see again soon. People who are also home, in short. Jon, and Perrine, who are also leaving. Valeria, and Gero, who are staying. I know this is what life is all about, you don't need to tell me that. I've been there before, remember? I didn't want to leave home, to begin with. I guess I was afraid of losing my place, the place where I belonged. Now I get it, I belong here too. 'Cause this is also home.
October 18, 2023. 11:18 PM.
Martin Eden also knows what home means. He knew where he belonged and where he was just an extra character in his own story. That's one of the reasons why he does what he does. Why does he keep trying? Why is he not losing faith? I guess faith is the only thing we rely on so that we are not losing our minds too. Without faith, without hope, we might not be able to find our home again. That's why I wholeheartedly hope you always find your way home and never give up. Remember, there's always one place where you belong, where you will always be loved and taken care of.
Easy of reading [5/5]
September, 2022. A nice visit to Mexico City.
It had been almost two and a half years since the last time I was here. Things looked differently and yet they had not changed almost at all. The lockdown was over, but people were still wearing masks. I couldn't believe I had to come back so soon, despite being so scared of the pandemic in the first place. But here I was, about to get my final diploma (this time literally). The day before I had just visited a favorite place of mine, a nice cafe in the middle of the city, that also happened to be near my Airbnb. Every time I went there by the end of my semester I used to have a matcha latte and a raspberry Mille-feuille, which never disappointed me. This time I had to order the same, for Auld Lang Syne. The place was crowded, one had to wait around thirty minutes to get in. Once I was inside it was pretty much as I remembered: its rustic tables, its lofty ceiling, and its walls, decorated with those classical paintings that I always loved. Undoubtedly being there again made me reminisce about the old days when, having finished my semester in college, I was enjoying a good cup of 'whatever I was up for' in that same place. This time I was nervous, though. The pandemic affected me so much that I started having panic attacks that had become a nightmare one year before. One day at midnight, while going to the bathroom I fainted, and the next thing I knew I was in a clinic, left with a scar on my left temple that was a reminder of what had just happened. I touched my scar. 'That can't happen again,' I thought. 'You are brave, Axl, you can do this. Everything will be ok, everything will be fine,' I said to myself, immediately after I realized a tall, good-looking waiter had just left my latte on the table. 'Breathe in, breathe out, breathe in, breathe...' 'Would it be everything, sir?' said the waiter smiling, who had just come back with the pastry. 'Yeah, many thanks!' No sooner had I taken the first mouthful than my memories of living in Mexico City were brought back to mind again. Regardless of my fears, for the first time there I was enjoying myself very much. I felt alive again as if I had woken up from a nightmare, and everything was normal again.
'Easy, man, easy. Everything will turn out alright.'
Photos/Illustrations [N/A]
Is it too much to ask for an illustrated edition of Martin Eden?
Total [35/7] = 5