Solid debut
I've been hearing good things about this debut, and I can see why - it was very solid, and I'm definitely intrigued to see what the author writes next. Interestingly enough, the blurb/marketing really did it a disservice, because I had no idea that I was digging into a romance revolving around two college students getting home for Christmas. I did not get that from the blurb, lol, and the book released in July. So I had a bit of recalibrating to do when I started reading, but it didn't take long before I became invested. I loved the "he falls first" vibes and the way our hero has been hiding his crush for a long time. It's dual perspective, so we know that the hero is nothing like the grump he appears to be. He's actually SUPER sweet, such a cinnamon roll with a marshmallow heart. He's just had a lot going on in his life. The black cat/golden retriever vibes worked for the most part, though I did find the heroine to be incredibly immature. I liked them together though, and the short timeline made everything feel immersive. There were a few slow patches and I wish it was in first person POV, but I really did enjoy this overall.
The story follows Hazel, a grad student who has been summoned home for her father's wedding. While their relationship has become more and more strained over the years, Hazel feels like she has to attend - especially since it's taking place over the holidays. To make matters worse, Hazel discovers that a classmate from her hometown is in desperate need of a ride, and it's the last person she wants to spend any time with. Ash is Hazel's ex-boyfriend's former best friend, and he grumpily gave the two of them car rides back in high school. Though they've been attending the same college, Hazel has done her best to avoid Ash. At least, until recently. The years have softened the edges of Hazel's irritation with the man. As the two embark on the road trip home, they finally have a chance to clear up some old issues... and possibly pave the way for something new.
It always takes me a while to adjust to reading third person POV since I encounter it so infrequently these days, but I loved the bones of this book. Not only is Ash adorable (my favorite part), but the story isn't afraid to tackle some heavy subjects. There's an emotional undercurrent throughout, as both Hazel and Ash grapple with, well, their daddy issues. They've both got a lot going on with their families, and they find a sense of support and stability in each other. Though they've never spent any real time together, they do have a history that goes back years, and they're both familiar with their hometown and college. Once they start opening up, they just understand each other in a way that few others would. Hazel loves to run from her issues, and I appreciated how well Ash figured her out. That's where her immaturity comes in - for a woman who is in a grad program for psychology, she certainly can't see how destructive she's been to herself. That was definitely frustrating, lol. Ash steals the show here, because he is such a genuinely good guy, and his love shone throughout. Every time the story would start to lose me, he would do something absolutely swoony to win me over again. In the end, the good far outweighed the bad, and I'd definitely check out more from the author.
Audio note: The audio is great! I do think the audio experience helped me get into the story more, because both narrators were excellent. I love Zachary Webber's voice and Brittany Pressley always does a fantastic job, so the combination was perfect. No complaints there. The runtime (10-11 hours) meant that I listened over the course of a few days. There's some spice and a few heated moments sprinkled throughout, so maybe not the best choice for a workday listen, but it's certainly not overly spicy. I recommend it in the format for sure.