1.5 stars rounded down
Basically, this book should have been a 30 minute podcast, tops. I don't see how this really slipped through editors in order to be published as a full length book. I get that Wells is a pro athlete, so I wasn't really expecting a great literary work and I haven't taken the pretty poor writing into consideration.
Issues:
Repetition - There are only so many times I can hear Wells talk about the same platitudes involving 'never giving up' over and over again. Once you get through the first few chapters, its just the same thoughts going around in her head.
Contradiction - Wells goes between 'as long as I tried my best' to 'must win at all costs' so fast and so regularly that I got whiplash. She doesn't really address this too much as an inner conflict, so I feel she just may be unaware that her thought processes come across as confused and contradictory.
Privilege - Wells complains a lot through this book. I don't think she fully understands how privileged she was to be able to travel the country for the sole purpose of picking out the surgeon, let alone getting the procedure done within days of injury taking place. On top of that, she is able to stay in Malibu for recovery through her connections. She has teams of people (her 'tribe') doing work for her every step of the way to make sure she recovers as fast as possible. Yes, she has to 'do the work' in terms of rehab...but that was all she had to do...and she complains about it non-stop. Wells also has the arrogance to go against what doctors and professionals are telling her.
I found it very hard to feel sorry for someone who so willingly goes against common sense and injury prevention. By her own admission, Wells states that she had massive elbow pain for a long time prior to the catastrophic dislocation. She ignores advice on recovery times, and even knocks back a surgeon who suggests waiting for the swelling to go down before operating. I get wanting to be able to compete, but there is a difference between resilience and recklessness and Wells hasn't worked it out yet. I'm not sure if it is that common in cross-fit, but Wells appears to be perpetually injured. She mentions early in the book that she has been plagued by injury throughout her career, and since the book came out she has suffered a shoulder labrum tear, and a plantar rupture. If she has no off switch, and cannot imagine taking time to recover even though she is in immense (bad) pain, I would argue that she does not really understand true resilience holistically, and is only truly familiar with compulsion or obsession. I wish Wells the best in her post competitive career because she may well be completely crippled by 35.
All in all, although admittedly physically tough and extremely fit, I just found Wells to be a fairly one-dimensional character, and her story was not that engaging, unique, or interesting. Yes, she had a bad injury during an event, and that sucks...but hundreds, if not thousands of professional athletes across many sporting codes have ankle/knee/shoulder/elbow reconstructions every year and return to top flight competition. There wasn't really anything that made her story any different, other than the cross-fit angle. Perhaps I didn't understand because I don't follow cross-fit, but a good story shouldn't really require the reader being extremely familiar with the subject.
Would not recommend