'I'm afraid I'll start liking him in a way a person doesnt like their friend.'
I'm gonna need some time to recover from this one.
Reserved by Bridget L. Rose is a dual POV Formula One romance, focuisng on Adrian Romana, and Nevaeh Fuchs. Adrian Romana is a Formula One driver at the top of his game, the only thing missing is a World Championship trophy. At least that's what he thinks, until Nevaeh Fuchs enters his life. Nevaeh has landed a job that should have been the job of her dreams, apart from instead of writing about tennis, the sport she loves, shes asked to write about Formula One, the sport she has a complicated history with. Over the course of the season, Nevaeh grows closer to the sport, to the people, and especially to Adrian. Making it as a woman in sports journalism is hard enough, but can she risk everything to follow where her heart is leading her?
When I say I love Adrian and Nevaeh, I mean it in a way that they fully have my heart. I'm not quite sure how I'm going to move on from them if I'm being honest. Everything about them, from their chance meeting to the friendship, to the 'I know I'm in toruble because I can't stop thinking about them', to I'm all in was just perfect. It never felt as though their relationship was rushed, and I really liked how they really got to know each other, and actually became friends in spite of how they felt about each other, before acting on their feelings.
One of my favourite things about them together was when Adrian flirted with Nevaeh, she flirted right back. A lot of the time when the guy flirts with the girl she's very shy about it, which don't get me wrong, I love it, but Nevaeh was so confident in flirting back that it made me love her all the more. They had me giggling, blushing, kicking my feet. There were times when I had to stop reading in public, because basically every interaction they had was so perfect I could have started screeching. (Not a pretty sight, and when I'm at work, less than ideal). The tenderness they had with each other was so heartwarming, and the spice was spicy enough that I'm pretty sure my face started burning.
Nevaehs experience with anxiety really made me feel seen, and I felt like I could relate to it so much, that it's almost like it was taken straight out of my head. (I'm well aware that it's different for everyone). But along with that, Adrian's description of grief had my heart in my throat, and had me ready to cry. As someone who had to learn about grief and how to live with it at a very young age, it felt so validating to have someone else see grief as something you live with, not just something you feel.
As much as I love the side charactres, (I will happily have Val as my best friend any day of the week), it takes so much talent to write a character that makes me want to reach into the pages and punch, (if you know who it is you know), and it was done so well, that as much as the character angered me more than I thought possible, just made me realise how well written he is.
The plot was never rushed, and had me hooked from the first page, to the point I couldnt tell if I wanted to race through it (no pun intended) or savour it. I never wanted to put it down, even if it did mean being late back down to work whilst I was reading on break. And that ending!!! When I turned the page, and found out that it was the end of the book, I let out a very audible NO! I'm actually a bit sad that I've finsihed it.
Such an easy 5 stars for me, and one of favourites that I've read this year.