I mean…she was definitely living in denial…
It was really quite annoying actually…
I loved Dimitri through the whole book, but if I was him, I would have left her after ten minutes.
I don’t know how many times he told her he wanted her for real, and how many times he tried to show her that he loved her. But she had dementia or something. Because she would go on and on about how he would see other women when he traveled for work, and she would tell herself he didn’t want someone like her five minutes after he gave her a long monologue about how she was perfect, and made for him.
And she was so contradicting in what she would say and do, and think and feel.
She wanted to have physical relations to not think about her ex. She wanted to do them with Dimitri. But then she had to tell herself that the first, the second, the third, the fourth etc time was the last, because they couldn’t have sex.
Then she would tell him that she wasn’t ready to date him because of her ex. But she needed to talk to guys on dating apps and go on dates with them.
Then when she was sort of in a relationship with him, and he wanted them to be exclusive, she needed it to be casual, and keep talking to guys on dating apps. And she said he should meet women when traveling. But then she would cry if Melly threw herself at him.
And she was so jealous whenever Melly threw herself at him. But when Jameson was staring at her, or kissing her on the cheek, Dimitri was just overreacting when he was jealous.
She needs to go touch some grass, then become a nun, cause no one will EVER keep up with that shit.
And I will be honest. Dimitri could come off as completely controlling, and kept telling her he wanted to go all in when she kept telling him she wasn’t ready.
But I am still pissed at her because she told him it was all fake, and she didn’t want to be with him. But then her body would just betray her every time she saw him, and she would be fully engaged in their sexual activities, and then turn around and make him feel worthless after by talking about dating others.
How does the saying go? Either shit, or get off the pot. She can’t have both. If you insist on drawing a line in the sand, then stop crossing it and blaming the other person for putting too much commitment on to you!
I have to admit I didn’t really understand the plot.
Like where did this secret society even come from. Why was there no backstory to Olive’s life there so this place actually felt like a natural part of the story. Why didn’t the story have an actual climax, and why was the drama at the end written the way it was.
I mean I didn’t understand anything. I thought she was getting kidnapped in that airport, but then she wasn’t because she went by her own free will, but for some reason she couldn’t just go to the same location with Dimitri.
And I don’t know if I missed something in that airport scene, but it looked like Olive was being threatened, didn’t it? I didn’t really understand what her friend was trying to say, or how it gave Olive this revelation, and suddenly it was all badass bitch girl power shit.
And suddenly all the other guys are showing up, because apparently all the women had set everything up? I mean what did they really have to do with anything??
I have no fucking clue. It was written so weirdly, and it came out of nowhere.
I honestly hated Paradise Grove. Was that its name? It didn’t feel like a welcoming place to live at all. Just a place full of judgy people who stuck their noses in everyone’s business, and hated outsiders.
I wanted them to get the hell away from there and live near one of the other Hardy couples. But suddenly Olive felt a moral obligation to stay, and of course Dimitri had to stay as well. And it was suddenly “their place”, and now they will build a family there, and god I wanted them to leave.
I gave this two stars instead of one because it had sweet little moments, and I always love when the rest of the family is included, both in group chats, and in person.
The second book has been the only one I have truly loved. For some reason I keep reading these. The covers are pretty.