What do you think?
Rate this book


252 pages, Kindle Edition
First published January 1, 1987
I immediately ordered this book after coming across a pungent quote from "A Confession" on twitter:"[...] thousands of us, contradicting and abusing one another, published and wrote with the aim of teaching others. Failing to notice that we knew nothing, that we did not know the answers to the most basic question of life -- what is good and what is evil -- we all spoke at the same time, never listen to one another. At times we indulged and praised each other in order be indulged and praised in return, at other times we grew angry and shrieked at each other, just as if we were in a madhouse", which resonated with my personal experience with modern academia. The book turns out to take on a much bigger theme that is the meaning of life. Despite what the title implies, I did not expect myself, a scientist, to carefully go through a book on religion.
Note, however, Tolstoy uses the word "religion" in a rather abstract, or as what I would call philosophical, sense: "[a rational person] must establish a relation to the immediate issues of life, a relation to the entire infinite universe in time and space, conceiving of it as a whole. " (chap 2, part 2), and "true religion is that relationship, in accordance with reason and knowledge, which man establishes with the infinite world around him, and which binds his life to that infinity and guides his actions" (chap 3, part 2). This definition of religion is quite intriguing to me because it is how I think about physics. Is it not the goal of the best of physics to establish a consistent relationship between transient events one measures in his/her finite life to the immutable laws of the universe? And for that matter, science, art, poetry, music, and conversations are all means in which we establish our relationship with the infinite world. This is where I depart from Tolstoy's discourse, especially in the second half of the book.
The book consists of four writings: "A confession", "What is religion and of what does its essence consist?", "Religion and morality", and "The law of love and the law of violence".
In "A confession", Tolstoy describes his profound existential crisis -- at a time when he had all the fortune, fame, and family life one would ever want, nothing could distract him anymore from the meaninglessness of life; then he found that all religious teachings said the same: life is meaningless if it does not establish a relation with infinity. This part hits very close to home with respect to my personal crisis many years ago, which did not turn me to religion but instead, to a very different way of looking at and participating in science than my earlier naive conception. In "What is religion and of what does its essence consist?", he gave the aforementioned definition of religion and an analysis of how it endows one the meaning of life, which I found intriguing philosophically. In the latter half of the book, however, his writing became quite repetitive, occasionally making profound statements followed by a lot of wishful thinking, e.g. predicting an imminent, large-scale spiritual awakening of the people, which appears particularly naive from 100 years later. Further, in contrast to his earlier claim of universality of the pursue of the meaning of life through religious means, he argued later in the book that True Christianity is the only way to go, yet I found his description of True Christianity more in line with ancient eastern writings such as the Upanishads.
All that being said, I recommend this book to all my friends who wonder about the meaning of life religiously or non-religiously, and hope to have some discussions about it.