Once broken and never healed. Taylor and Gabby meet again. Trigger warning: this story contains a lot of explicit sex and kinks.
I received an advance copy for free and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
It’s been four years. Four years since Taylor walked out on Gabriella and broke them both in the process. Even though time has passed, they can’t seem to rid their minds and hearts of each other. When Gabby’s friend Chastity invites Taylor to her weeklong birthday bash at her hotel BED in Vegas, Taylor is determined not to go. After multiple declinations, she decides at the last moment to go anyway. Taylor has been at the conception of this hotel. A place where people can live out their sexual kinks and fantasies in a safe place. Taylor has never visited though, but she realizes this party week might be exactly what she needs to discover once and for all who she is and what she wants without the ghost of Gabriella looming over her. What Taylor didn’t know is that Gabby has accepted a manager’s position at BED. She is determined to not let that hold her back to experience her own journey to find herself.
Gabby is not ready to see Taylor again, but her wicked friend and boss Chastity forces her to deal with it now for once and for all. As the manager of theatre productions at the hotel, she knows what Taylor will be drawn too. Since working at BED, Gabby built several parts of it to cater especially to Taylor’s desires. While the hotel is the actual place where guests can live out their desires with each other, Gabby makes sure everyone stays away from Taylor. During her stay Taylor gets more and more risky, getting herself into several situations that stoke Gabby’s fire. Taylor deliberately taunts her only to end up with Gabby anyway. This is it. Will Gabby win Taylor back once and for all, or is this the point when the goodbye will be forever?
The second story about Taylor and Gabby rivals the first one in strange power dynamics and explicit desires. It’s all about sex and many different forms of kinks. All of which hotel BED caters to. The strong connection between Taylor and Gabby drips off the pages. As many times Taylor tries to break free of the memories of Gabby, she can’t seem to outrun their bond. Gabby makes sure of that, but Taylor’s resolve crumbles more with every interaction. It takes a lot of trying for her to realize what she instinctively knew to be true. Gabby never left her fantasies, her mind nor her heart.
Gabby has spent the last four years apart to work on herself but mostly to create a space for Taylor to come home. Come home to herself and to Gabby. Although Chasity moves up the timeline, she grabs onto the opportunity with both hands. This is her shot and it will be the only one she’ll get. What was both impressive and irksome was the way Gabby seems to control every one of Taylor’s transgressions to free herself of Gabby. She continuously puts herself between Taylor and her experiences. The more the story continues you start to see that subconsciously, Taylor wouldn’t have it any other way.
While Taylor’s and Gabby’s relationship dynamic is hard to understand as an outsider, it’s easy to see they belong together. The way they get there is sometimes mind boggling and seems counterproductive, but that is the way their push and pull works. It’s also evidence of their intimate knowledge of the other.
This duology is enticing, very sexual and kinky. I can believe it can be validating if you yourself have these kinds of desires that are considered to be outside the norm. It’s nothing like the usual sapphic romances that are written by the dozens, but that makes these stories even more compelling.