This is a free ebook download I received from the Fussy Librarian for my Kindle app. It has been my experience that such downloads are a hit-and- miss proposition. But this book proved to be a real gem.
Aaron Vanko is a high school senior in 1943 who gets caught up in the wartime enlistment enthusiasm of youth. However, his parents are refugees from World War 1 Ukraine and Jewish to boot. They want to protect Aaron from their experiences and they even hide this information from him. Aaron grows up with no real religious orientation of any kind until the day before he is to be shipped off to the European Theater of Operations. In the meantime he meets, falls in love with, and marries a staunch Catholic girl named Mary, to the disapproval of both sets of parents.
The war in Europe traumatizes Aaron, especially one particular incident wherein a German soldier has gotten the best of him in hand-to-hand combat in an isolated farmhouse and is just about to thrust his knife into Aaron’s chest against steadily failing arms and into his heart when the German notices his dog tags and his Jewish identity. He stops and identifies himself as Jewish also (hiding in plain sight, as it were) and saves his life. This confusing turn of events, and other actions he sees and does, makes Aaron’s life grow darker.
Aaron’s war is actually two wars. One physical and one emotional. Once he returns home from Europe he then struggles, unsuccessfully it seems, with the war raging inside him. Known today as PTSD, men then were expected to hold it inside them, to man up, deal with it. And so often they did so with a bottle. And it manifested itself through nightmares, alcoholism, and failed marriages. And this book deals with these issues in a gripping, even haunting manner that will leave the reader deeply involved.
“The war made some people stronger, and others simply died, fast or slow, but for Aaron, dying came in the slow merciless cuts of shame and regret, in memories that played inside his head over and over,” (p. 225).
The story is filled with surprising plot twists and redemption from an unforeseen and remarkable source. Extremely well written produces an excellent read! If you like this genre you’ll like this book.