There were recently some bad-tempered local elections where I live. As usual, the upshot was an argument with my work colleagues the following day, of those ill-advised, passions-running-high kinds that you regret the next day. I may have finished with shouting at everyone “and I’m so glad my sister is visiting me this week so I can talk politics with someone with a bit of sense!”
Put another way, it was not my finest hour.
But that addendum, that I needed to talk to my sister, is telling in the context of Brigitte Reimann’s book, which I had recently finished. It’s a slim volume about Elisabeth (Lise, or Betsy), who is a young painter in East Germany in 1960. Her eldest brother Konrad has defected to the West, and now her beloved middle brother Uli has now told her he will do so too.
Semi-autobiographical, it’s a story of family and politics. The two things turn out to be inseparable. Although Elisabeth’s family was quite bourgeois and lost property under the new GDR, they are (minus the defector brother) in favour of the republic: her father retrained as an economist, the mother escaped the hearth and works for a district committee, the two boys are shipbuilders and Elisabeth is a painter placed in a project at a factory, where she teaches the workers to paint or at least exposes them to art. All the children have nonetheless run up against Party bureaucracy and single-mindedness: Konrad deflected immediately, Elisabeth remains an idealist, and Uli is in the moment of crisis. If he leaves, Elisabeth will have lost the brother who has best understood her, her best friend through childhood, the young man who approves or disapproves her boyfriends, the boy who she clung to when the Soviets rolled in so that they could die together. Though the scenario may seem removed to many of us now, living in an undivided country without a border, it is of tragic immediacy to her. When I think of having to argue with my work colleagues, without the (sometimes metaphorical) support of a sister, I feel it keenly.
This is a slim and beautiful book. I could argue with some of the structure, the choices of what is included and what not, but I would rather dwell on the extreme beauty of its central relationship. [Reading some other reviews, most people seem to think it's just borderline creepy, but I stick to my guns] We meet Uli spoiling for a fight: he’s a slim, dark, angry young man. He an Elisabeth call each other by elaborate pet names and her descriptions of his beauty are almost incestuous, until you remember this is just the gaze of a girl about to lose her best friend:
When I looked into his eyes, I forgot what I wanted to say: I saw only his thick eyelashes that drew a black crescent on his cheek when he lowered his eyes; his exquisitely coloured irises that I couldn’t reproduce on canvas, light brown with rust specks, their colour, texture and moisture, quickened by feeling—
Uli is leaving the day after tomorrow and Elisabeth brings her boyfriend in to argue with him. She can hear their voices from the kitchen and waits on tenterhooks. While she waits, we get flashbacks of other moments of their lives, and are relayed their own arguments. Uli and Elisabeth have talked about everything in their lives, but we hear them argue most about politics.
Uli says:
”I’m just going… from one Germany to another.”
His hand slid from my shoulder, as gently as a tired brown leaf. “From one Germany to another,” he repeated astonishedly, as if it had occurred to him for the first time. He was only swapping landscapes – the Baltic Sea for the North Sea, Rostock for Hamburg, nothing else – and Germany was his justification.
But he couldn’t say that treasured name from long, long ago, without a painful twinge of mistrust. For us, Germany still included “Raise the Flag” and “The Watch on the Rhine” and “Deutschland über alles.” We were once bitten, twice shy.
There is no simplistic depiction of East vs. West (although of course Reimann was writing in the East and her loyalties are there). Nonetheless, she visits West Berlin (this is before the Wall goes up), both to see a boyfriend who tries to get her to stay, and to see her eldest brother and ask him how his Traitor Complex is coming along.
There is complexity too in the depiction of shifting ideals and beliefs in the East:
”Konrad,” Uli said contemptuously. “I hope you’re not seriously comparing me to Konrad. If there was ever a man cut out to be a West German citizen, it’s Konrad. I’m giving up on our people, but not our cause. I’ve never doubted, even in my darkest moments, that the future will be communist. No one who’s understood history’s lessons can think differently.”
“Incredible,” I said, stunned, “and you’re going to march over the border to your capitalist boss with that mission…”
“Exactly,” Uli said. “Before I’m ground to pieces here, he added.”
And Elisabeth is not pure idealism either. She knows there’s a tension to their position:
”Are we in favour of our state? Yes. Would we fight for it? If we had to, yes – although God knows I’d rather hold a palette than a rifle…. That’s one side of it. You know the other as well as I do: our innocent, silly jokes about things that people take deadly seriously. Our knowing smiles when we hear a functionary giving a well-meaning speech in poor German. Our malicious emphasis when we say: they[Party people] made a mistake. How proud we are of our good upbringing but we won’t admit it. The fact that we go to the theatre, read the classics, are familiar with Beethoven’s symphonies… They way we stand discreetly apart form the others, observing that freak show…”
This is a wonderful book about how the world is complex, how a person needs their family, how brain-drain affects a society, how politics can pull rock-solid relationships apart. It is both a historical document and a thought-provoking contemporary read.