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382 pages, Kindle Edition
First published January 21, 2025
“It was as if I had to relearn how to exist without him by my side, his presence not loud but constantly felt. People say that breakups feel like losing a limb. But I felt like the lost limb, discarded and useless.”
“My fingers itch to reach out, to brush his arm in some sort of acknowledgment of his flash of grief, but I think better of it. It’s not my job to comfort him anymore.”
“At first, you’re just the girl he has to tutor. Then the girl we have to do a group project with. But suddenly, he starts becoming Hayes again. Laughing, joking, being sarcastic. Playing piano. Things I thought were dead and buried with Hunter. You brought them back. You brought him back.”
“When is it going to click that he’s trying to protect you?”
“No, he’s not.”
“Of course he is. It’s the same reason he didn’t sleep the night before this trial started. He was up all night making sure whatever shit head is messing with you didn’t come back through your window during the night.”
“We sat on the piano bench in the band pit, and you played for me. For hours.”
“And what did I play?”
“Taylor Swift. I begged you to play me her songs for months, but that day you finally caved.”
“What albums?”
“Evermore. Red. Midnights.”
“Everyone loved him. Everyone needed him. I needed him. Nobody needs me.”
“That’s not true, I need you. And I—I love you.”
“I need you for other reasons, too. You make me feel like I’m someone deserving of being protected and defended. I’ve never felt that before because—I’ve never felt like I’m enough. Like i have to keep proving myself and being perfect and getting amazing grades. But with you, I never felt that pressure.”
“You’re always enough for me.”
