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Everything is falling into place. A new life in a new state, living up to my name ‘The King of Chaos’. This is our new Bratva empire where we take what we want. And what a perfect way to leave behind my old life, by sleeping with my brother's new wife … on the night of their wedding. The only problem is, I may have left my heart with her. Even if she is the one woman I could never have, that didn’t stop me getting a taste. When fate puts her on my lap for a second time, I’m determined to make her mine. But my sweet Sofia is keeping a secret, one big enough to turn my world upside down. Will our love survive the truth that is waiting to explode?
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Published April 10, 2024
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April 17, 2024
There's no way that this was a Luna Mason book...
I've been reading all her books for a while now and this book just wasn't it.
With so many plot holes and bloody hell where was the chemistry?
I don't believe all these 5 star reviews. It's like y'all read a different book...
I've been reading all her books for a while now and this book just wasn't it.
With so many plot holes and bloody hell where was the chemistry?
I don't believe all these 5 star reviews. It's like y'all read a different book...
April 17, 2024
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️.5 (ARC Review)
''Maybe this is all a dream''
Safety warnings:
- Cheating (not between MC's)
- Perceived cheating
- OM/OW drama
- Loss of loved ones
- Depression/Battle with mental health
- Attempted su*cide/Su*cidal thoughts
- Graphic violence/d*ath
- Attempted kidnapping
- HEA
It's really hard to review this book without spoiling anything that can give the whole plot away.
This is a heavy book to get through. Jax is such a complex character who is struggling after the events from Detained where he lost his best friend and ''brother''. That loss is still felt everyday by Jax, and the impact will never truly go away for him. When you read his POV and see how much Kai meant to him, you understand his feelings about being lost.
At the end of Detained we see Jax reveal that he slept with his brother’s wife and that in itself was an insane declaration but who would have thought the story behind it all was even crazier?
Sofia is set to marry Jax's brother, but things do not go as planned and things are forever changed that day. She meets Jax and they spend the night together both knowing it cannot be anything more. All that I will say is that do not feel bad for the brother.
Things are never as they seem and that night haunts both of them for different reasons. One lucky (or unlucky) chance brings them back together, but the past is never far behind for either of them.
There is one particular character (not the obvious villain) I had so much hatred for. Their behavior and constant belittling or resentment was unjustified, and I felt NO sympathy for them when it all was revealed.
The banter between the new characters (Nikolai, Alexei, Lara, Mikhail) was a lot of fun and I cannot wait for their books within this series.
The love and chemistry between our MC's were off the charts. You just know they were meant to be together. I loved their moments and even when things were not sunny and rainbows, they made sense. There was a balance they each brought to the other.
Jax's struggles in this book are a hard pill to swallow and I advise everyone to take the SW/TW's seriously and check our Luna's note in the beginning of the book.
Just remember that not all that happens in this book is what it seems and Jax deserves the benefit of the doubt because without Luna's comment about a particular moment, I would have thrown this book (well my kindle) out the window.
''Maybe this is all a dream''
Safety warnings:
- Cheating (not between MC's)
- Perceived cheating
- OM/OW drama
- Loss of loved ones
- Depression/Battle with mental health
- Attempted su*cide/Su*cidal thoughts
- Graphic violence/d*ath
- Attempted kidnapping
- HEA
It's really hard to review this book without spoiling anything that can give the whole plot away.
This is a heavy book to get through. Jax is such a complex character who is struggling after the events from Detained where he lost his best friend and ''brother''. That loss is still felt everyday by Jax, and the impact will never truly go away for him. When you read his POV and see how much Kai meant to him, you understand his feelings about being lost.
At the end of Detained we see Jax reveal that he slept with his brother’s wife and that in itself was an insane declaration but who would have thought the story behind it all was even crazier?
Sofia is set to marry Jax's brother, but things do not go as planned and things are forever changed that day. She meets Jax and they spend the night together both knowing it cannot be anything more. All that I will say is that do not feel bad for the brother.
Things are never as they seem and that night haunts both of them for different reasons. One lucky (or unlucky) chance brings them back together, but the past is never far behind for either of them.
There is one particular character (not the obvious villain) I had so much hatred for. Their behavior and constant belittling or resentment was unjustified, and I felt NO sympathy for them when it all was revealed.
The banter between the new characters (Nikolai, Alexei, Lara, Mikhail) was a lot of fun and I cannot wait for their books within this series.
The love and chemistry between our MC's were off the charts. You just know they were meant to be together. I loved their moments and even when things were not sunny and rainbows, they made sense. There was a balance they each brought to the other.
Jax's struggles in this book are a hard pill to swallow and I advise everyone to take the SW/TW's seriously and check our Luna's note in the beginning of the book.
Just remember that not all that happens in this book is what it seems and Jax deserves the benefit of the doubt because without Luna's comment about a particular moment, I would have thrown this book (well my kindle) out the window.
May 21, 2024
4.5 ⭐️
Excuse me!!! This was so good, I couldn’t put it down. This is my first Luna Mason book and definitely not my last. I was hooked right from the beginning and Jax is legit *perfection*
This was a rollercoaster of a book but I was honestly so engaged and interested about what was going to happen next! The ending chapters legit crushed my soul 😭😭 def check trigger warnings!
The spice in this HOLY EFFIN SHIT 🥵🥵🥵 I was not expecting that but phew I absolutely loved it.
I’m obsessed - I think this is my favorite mafia read yet.
Quotes:
“Use me, Sofia. Claim me”
“Are you an ass or boobs man?” “I’m a Sofia man. I want to see all of you.”
“She’s a perfect everything”
- mafia
- forbidden
- brothers wife
- surprise pregnancy
- suspense
- touch her & die
- possessive mmc
- “good boy” 🫠
- “crawl to me” 🥵
🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️
Excuse me!!! This was so good, I couldn’t put it down. This is my first Luna Mason book and definitely not my last. I was hooked right from the beginning and Jax is legit *perfection*
This was a rollercoaster of a book but I was honestly so engaged and interested about what was going to happen next! The ending chapters legit crushed my soul 😭😭 def check trigger warnings!
The spice in this HOLY EFFIN SHIT 🥵🥵🥵 I was not expecting that but phew I absolutely loved it.
I’m obsessed - I think this is my favorite mafia read yet.
Quotes:
“Use me, Sofia. Claim me”
“Are you an ass or boobs man?” “I’m a Sofia man. I want to see all of you.”
“She’s a perfect everything”
- mafia
- forbidden
- brothers wife
- surprise pregnancy
- suspense
- touch her & die
- possessive mmc
- “good boy” 🫠
- “crawl to me” 🥵
🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️
May 1, 2024
Wtf is this? I’m only on page 23 and some guy just shows up outta nowhere claiming to be a long lost half brother, hands over a wedding invite and the MMC is like “yeah that’s my brother, guess I’ll go to the wedding”
Be so fucking for real right now. DNF
Be so fucking for real right now. DNF
August 13, 2024
DNF @ 45%
God I really was enjoying this in the beginning, the plot was spicy and fast paced, then suddenly it was babies and baby mommas, car seats and cocaine, diapers and drug lords.
& it got boring real quick for me.
God I really was enjoying this in the beginning, the plot was spicy and fast paced, then suddenly it was babies and baby mommas, car seats and cocaine, diapers and drug lords.
& it got boring real quick for me.
September 1, 2024
2.5
It started off as good trash. Then it stopped being fun…
Full RTC.
It started off as good trash. Then it stopped being fun…
Full RTC.
May 17, 2024
⭐️4,5/5
WOW. I‘m in love with Sofia and Jax.
Storyline: 〰️
I did not expect the way this book went in the beginning. Sofias little “secret“ suprised me in a good way and made this storyline so wholesome since it was the perfect setting to show the character of both protagonists. Also really liked that we get a dual POV and that the chapters aren’t too long, so it feels like flying through the book.
Protagonists:👥
My fav thing about this book were definitely the characters. I love strong FMCs and Sofia is the definition of a baddie. Everything she’s been through in life, how she acts and how she’s showing her dominant side with Jax…ufff. And Jax definitely made me delulu for all real-life men. The words he says, how he treats Sofia and also once he found out about Sofias “secret” secret: LOVE HIM. Luna Mason outdid herself with writing these characters. 🙌🏼
Spice:🌶️
The spice was phenomenal. At first I’ve been scared that there might be too many pointless spicy scenes but that definitely wasn’t the case. And what I loved the most is that both protagonist are equals when it comes to the spice. So it’s not the typical: the MMC dominates the FMC.
This was my first book by Luna Mason and I can’t wait to read the other books from the series.
WOW. I‘m in love with Sofia and Jax.
Storyline: 〰️
I did not expect the way this book went in the beginning. Sofias little “secret“ suprised me in a good way and made this storyline so wholesome since it was the perfect setting to show the character of both protagonists. Also really liked that we get a dual POV and that the chapters aren’t too long, so it feels like flying through the book.
Protagonists:👥
My fav thing about this book were definitely the characters. I love strong FMCs and Sofia is the definition of a baddie. Everything she’s been through in life, how she acts and how she’s showing her dominant side with Jax…ufff. And Jax definitely made me delulu for all real-life men. The words he says, how he treats Sofia and also once he found out about Sofias “secret” secret: LOVE HIM. Luna Mason outdid herself with writing these characters. 🙌🏼
Spice:🌶️
The spice was phenomenal. At first I’ve been scared that there might be too many pointless spicy scenes but that definitely wasn’t the case. And what I loved the most is that both protagonist are equals when it comes to the spice. So it’s not the typical: the MMC dominates the FMC.
This was my first book by Luna Mason and I can’t wait to read the other books from the series.
April 15, 2024
What the f was that.
I know a lot of people like her books but I don’t know how .. the writing wasn’t good .. the plot was decent if I am being generous .. the plot holes? Moderate.
What was that with her daughter and being sick and needing meds? Not mentioned again once? Confused
I know a lot of people like her books but I don’t know how .. the writing wasn’t good .. the plot was decent if I am being generous .. the plot holes? Moderate.
What was that with her daughter and being sick and needing meds? Not mentioned again once? Confused
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
April 19, 2024
ain’t no way y’all were crying over this
April 17, 2024
I knew I wouldn’t like this book but I still went and gave it a go. This man was a walking, talking ick.
April 19, 2024
★5 “there is always beauty in chaos” THIS BOOK. I loved everything about this book Jax and Sofia have all my heart
August 28, 2024
Really struggled with the writing - DNF
August 28, 2024
ʚ❤︎ɞ ᶫᵒᵛᵉ 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐲 𝐢𝐧 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐨𝐬. ᵧₒᵤ ʚ❤︎ɞ
୨୧ 𝐓𝐫𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐬 ୨୧
↝ accidental pregnancy
↝ brother's "wife"
↝ primal kink
↝ second chance
↝ tattooed biker
↝ possessive mmc
↝ mental health rep
↻ ◁ 𝐒𝐩𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐟𝐲 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 ▷ ↺
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/19k...
꒰ঌ 𝐃𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 ໒꒱
This is for all my dark romance girls who dream of being chased, choked, and eaten out by a tattooed biker with a vibrating tongue piercing.
Jax is waiting to show you the five ways to ride a biker…
⊹ ⪩⪨ 𝐓𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬 ⪩⪨ ⊹
⬤ This book was an absolute standout, especially for how it tackles men's mental health—a topic that's often overlooked in today's society. Now that I have read this I have a whole new perspective on how important these conversations are. Reading this felt like a breath of fresh air.
⬤ The dedication alone had me hooked, and I absolutely loved the dynamic between Jax and Sofia. Sofia stepping up when she knew something was wrong really resonated with me. The banter and relationships between Niki, Alexei, and Jax were so well done; I found myself laughing out loud more than once.
⬤ Also the spicy scenes were a highlight too—Luna knows how to write some seriously captivating moments. The vibrating tongue ring and motorcycle sex scenes? Yes, please!
⬤ I really enjoyed this (even though I cried) I still can't wait for the next book!
დ 𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝 დ (short version)
- the proposal idea (..It reads: Mommy, will you marry my daddy? )
- the tatto that he made for her her and their daughter >>>
- the motorsycle scene ahhh;
(“I’ve heard there’s three ways to ride a biker?”
“There’s five ways to ride a biker, sweetheart. I’m going to show you all of them.”)
- they're gonna be parent againn!!
ʚ♡ɞ 𝐅𝐚𝐯 𝐪𝐮𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐬/𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐬 ʚ♡ɞ
↬ “I love you, Sofia. You complete me in ways I never even realized I was missing. You are everything. I live for you. I will die for you. You are, and always will be, the perfect in the midst of my chaos.”
↬ “I can show you your life is worth living.”
↬ “I’ve got you, Jax. Always. You are my person in this life, the other half of my soul. I love you for exactly who you are and all of your chaos, no matter what.”
↬ “You deserve the whole world, Jax.”
↬ “You’ve just made me the happiest man to walk on this earth, sweetheart. I promise I’ll love you for the rest of my life.”
❝𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐨𝐬 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐰𝐚𝐢𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐝𝐚𝐲, 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐧𝐨𝐰, 𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐞𝐱𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 ���� 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞. 𝐇𝐨𝐦𝐞.❞
╰►𝐩𝐫𝐞-𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝;
when her husband cheats on her, so she spends her wedding night with his brother >>
- damnn😮, nice😝,*starts reading this rn*.
April 29, 2024
keep the pregnancy trope/kids out of my romance books ffs 🙄
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
August 8, 2025
This is a long review and has Spoilers. This was such a beautiful book that I wanted to take all the time to share why you should read this book!
❤️🔥 please read the author’s trigger warnings and content warnings.
this book was a beautiful portrait of a tortured mind and heart, and the journey he goes through to come up on the other side of the darkness he experiences. The MMC Jax, the King of Chaos, battles with his mental health . He is a successful boxer in the professional and underground arena. He is also in the Russian Mafia. His story is about the pain and grief he is riddled with after losing his best friend Kai.
Jax feels guilty for Kai's death, he feels responsible, because he was not able to save him. he believes it should have been him, as though Kai deserved to live, and he didn't.
"It hurst so fucking bad, Kai. I don't want to leave you here". My knees land in the soft mud, soaking through my pants. "See you on the other side, Kai. I hope i make you proud".
Jax is tortured by all the loses in his life, his mother for abandoning him, his father's death.... he channels his pain and sadness into his boxing
"It's been hard not to hold back in the fights. Channeling the pain and emptiness in my chest into every punch seems to help for a little while"
He is approached by a man who tells him he's his brother , Brody- they share a mother - and invites him to his wedding, hoping to build a relationship with him. Jax is skeptical, however at the last minute decides to go.
Sofia is Brody's fiancé and is anxious about their wedding. she feels Brody has been distant lately and he's been working late nights.....
At the reception, the best man drops a bomb - Brody has been sleeping with his fiancé, essentially, cheating on Sofia for the last several months.
Sofia is enraged and runs out of the reception, out the door and down the road.... just as Jax arrives on his motorcycle.
He is instantly taken by her beauty and is curious what her story is. he assumes correctly that this is his new sister-in-law but does not tell her.
They go back to his penthouse and have an explosive steamy night (and morning) together.
Jax is scheduled to leave for his new job in las Vegas the next day and Sofia will start a new life without her new husband.
2 years later.....
Sofia is a mother to an adorable 1-year old, Maeve, who has the cutest curly hair, and according to Sofia, looks just like her daddy - Jax.
Jax is working in Las Vegas of Mikhail, the leader of the Russian Mafia faction in Las Vegas. He works alongside his friends, Nikolai and Alexei.
Brody reappears in Jax's life, inviting him to his bachelor party - he's getting married again to a new woman.
Against Jax's better judgement he agrees to go.
Sofia moves to Las Vegas with her (very toxic) best friend, Anna and begins to work as a stripper to help make ends meet.
Jax cannot believe that he's finally reunited with Sofia hi s Trigrista.... he has not stopped thinking about her, hasn't been with another woman since her, and she's here. dancing for men dancing for Brody's bachelor party.
Jax and Sofia attempt a relationship, but Jax's self-doubt and self-deprecation makes him feel he's not worthy of her love and affections but he is committed to making this work.
"Everyone around me dies. what if I can't protect her? what if me being in her life ruins it, like it does for everyone else? i can't do that to her...."
Sofia doesn't tell Jax about his daughter as she isn't sure she can trust him with her heart, or trust that he won't abandon them because it's complicated.
Jax and Sofia's steamy, intense passion picks up where it left off - it's INTENSE. they devour each other. he's her good boy and she's his alter he worships.
Sofia realizes it's time to tell Jax about Maeve. He immediately falls in love with his baby girl, his Tigrenok but quickly spirals in his thoughts about how unworthy he is to be her father, how it's only a matter of time before he screws things up.
With the help of his grumpy friend, Nikolai, he steps up and shows up and becomes the loving father everyone else knew he'd be.
He falls deeply and madly in love with her and his daughter - his family.
"It's like without her, I can't breathe. She is the one who anchors me, gives me a reason to claw my way out of the dark. When i'm with her, the world is calm. It's like everything stops screaming inside my mind."
while all this is happening, Brody, a member and the son of the leader of the Reapers MC, has an agenda of his own. he wants to get rid of Jax while helping the Reapers take back Las Vegas.
In an attempt to really break Jax and Sofia, Brody sets it up so that Jax is drugged and wakes up the next morning in bed with a female stranger.
Jax is convinced he slept with her but cannot remember anything after taking the scotch from the waitress.
this destroys him and it destroys his relationship with Sofia.
"I love you, Sofia. You complete me in ways i never realized I was missing. You are everything. I live for you. I will die for you. You are, and always will be, the perfect in the midst of my chaos."
Jax's mental health spirals out of control. his depression takes him to very dark places, so dark that he convinces himself that everyone would be better off without him.
please heed the author's trigger warnings and content warnings.
Jax inner voice tells him he is a disgusting, unlovable, unworthy, awful person. that everything he touches turns to dirt.
"... I want to scream. I want this to stop. I need this to end. I can't control it anymore. It's festering inside me, growing and taking me over."
Luna Mason did an incredible job of shinning a light on men's mental health. With compassion and respect, she brought attention to the devastating reality that one man dies by suicide every 13.7 minutes in the US.
Social constructs have us believe that men need to be tough, brave, no weak. That men should not share their feelings, or cry. Boys are taught early that they need to "shake it off", "man up", be tough". it is no wonder then that many men report that it can be difficult for them to open up and show their emotions, to ask for help....
"I'm a man. I should be stronger than this. I shouldn't feel so weak all the time. I'm supposed to protect you and Maeve, not be like this. You shouldn't have to watch me crumble apart and put me back together. I'm weak and I don't know how to make it stop."
Sofia's heart is shattered and does not know how their relationship will survive him cheating, however she knows that she cannot survive without him. her love for him is greater than anything else, and matters more than anything.
"You are not weak, Jax. You are so incredibly brave. You've battled this for so long on your own. You put everyone else first before yourself. You're an amazing man. We can find the best way for you to heal, baby. There is a way through..."
There is a stigma around men's mental health that needs to change.
Sofia has a nagging feeling that something is not right about how Jax woke up the morning after his alleged cheating incident. she does some digging and is relieved to learn the truth.
together, they fight Jax demons and focus on their future and their little family.
Jax is living in the light, but is aware that the darkness can creep back and so he is committed to work through his struggles and make the changes to live life worth living.
"there isn't cure for a mind that works against you. there is no magic button to press to make the dark thoughts go away.... and in spite of everything , there is always beauty in chaos.
❤️🔥 please read the author’s trigger warnings and content warnings.
this book was a beautiful portrait of a tortured mind and heart, and the journey he goes through to come up on the other side of the darkness he experiences. The MMC Jax, the King of Chaos, battles with his mental health . He is a successful boxer in the professional and underground arena. He is also in the Russian Mafia. His story is about the pain and grief he is riddled with after losing his best friend Kai.
Jax feels guilty for Kai's death, he feels responsible, because he was not able to save him. he believes it should have been him, as though Kai deserved to live, and he didn't.
"It hurst so fucking bad, Kai. I don't want to leave you here". My knees land in the soft mud, soaking through my pants. "See you on the other side, Kai. I hope i make you proud".
Jax is tortured by all the loses in his life, his mother for abandoning him, his father's death.... he channels his pain and sadness into his boxing
"It's been hard not to hold back in the fights. Channeling the pain and emptiness in my chest into every punch seems to help for a little while"
He is approached by a man who tells him he's his brother , Brody- they share a mother - and invites him to his wedding, hoping to build a relationship with him. Jax is skeptical, however at the last minute decides to go.
Sofia is Brody's fiancé and is anxious about their wedding. she feels Brody has been distant lately and he's been working late nights.....
At the reception, the best man drops a bomb - Brody has been sleeping with his fiancé, essentially, cheating on Sofia for the last several months.
Sofia is enraged and runs out of the reception, out the door and down the road.... just as Jax arrives on his motorcycle.
He is instantly taken by her beauty and is curious what her story is. he assumes correctly that this is his new sister-in-law but does not tell her.
They go back to his penthouse and have an explosive steamy night (and morning) together.
Jax is scheduled to leave for his new job in las Vegas the next day and Sofia will start a new life without her new husband.
2 years later.....
Sofia is a mother to an adorable 1-year old, Maeve, who has the cutest curly hair, and according to Sofia, looks just like her daddy - Jax.
Jax is working in Las Vegas of Mikhail, the leader of the Russian Mafia faction in Las Vegas. He works alongside his friends, Nikolai and Alexei.
Brody reappears in Jax's life, inviting him to his bachelor party - he's getting married again to a new woman.
Against Jax's better judgement he agrees to go.
Sofia moves to Las Vegas with her (very toxic) best friend, Anna and begins to work as a stripper to help make ends meet.
Jax cannot believe that he's finally reunited with Sofia hi s Trigrista.... he has not stopped thinking about her, hasn't been with another woman since her, and she's here. dancing for men dancing for Brody's bachelor party.
Jax and Sofia attempt a relationship, but Jax's self-doubt and self-deprecation makes him feel he's not worthy of her love and affections but he is committed to making this work.
"Everyone around me dies. what if I can't protect her? what if me being in her life ruins it, like it does for everyone else? i can't do that to her...."
Sofia doesn't tell Jax about his daughter as she isn't sure she can trust him with her heart, or trust that he won't abandon them because it's complicated.
Jax and Sofia's steamy, intense passion picks up where it left off - it's INTENSE. they devour each other. he's her good boy and she's his alter he worships.
Sofia realizes it's time to tell Jax about Maeve. He immediately falls in love with his baby girl, his Tigrenok but quickly spirals in his thoughts about how unworthy he is to be her father, how it's only a matter of time before he screws things up.
With the help of his grumpy friend, Nikolai, he steps up and shows up and becomes the loving father everyone else knew he'd be.
He falls deeply and madly in love with her and his daughter - his family.
"It's like without her, I can't breathe. She is the one who anchors me, gives me a reason to claw my way out of the dark. When i'm with her, the world is calm. It's like everything stops screaming inside my mind."
while all this is happening, Brody, a member and the son of the leader of the Reapers MC, has an agenda of his own. he wants to get rid of Jax while helping the Reapers take back Las Vegas.
In an attempt to really break Jax and Sofia, Brody sets it up so that Jax is drugged and wakes up the next morning in bed with a female stranger.
Jax is convinced he slept with her but cannot remember anything after taking the scotch from the waitress.
this destroys him and it destroys his relationship with Sofia.
"I love you, Sofia. You complete me in ways i never realized I was missing. You are everything. I live for you. I will die for you. You are, and always will be, the perfect in the midst of my chaos."
Jax's mental health spirals out of control. his depression takes him to very dark places, so dark that he convinces himself that everyone would be better off without him.
please heed the author's trigger warnings and content warnings.
Jax inner voice tells him he is a disgusting, unlovable, unworthy, awful person. that everything he touches turns to dirt.
"... I want to scream. I want this to stop. I need this to end. I can't control it anymore. It's festering inside me, growing and taking me over."
Luna Mason did an incredible job of shinning a light on men's mental health. With compassion and respect, she brought attention to the devastating reality that one man dies by suicide every 13.7 minutes in the US.
Social constructs have us believe that men need to be tough, brave, no weak. That men should not share their feelings, or cry. Boys are taught early that they need to "shake it off", "man up", be tough". it is no wonder then that many men report that it can be difficult for them to open up and show their emotions, to ask for help....
"I'm a man. I should be stronger than this. I shouldn't feel so weak all the time. I'm supposed to protect you and Maeve, not be like this. You shouldn't have to watch me crumble apart and put me back together. I'm weak and I don't know how to make it stop."
Sofia's heart is shattered and does not know how their relationship will survive him cheating, however she knows that she cannot survive without him. her love for him is greater than anything else, and matters more than anything.
"You are not weak, Jax. You are so incredibly brave. You've battled this for so long on your own. You put everyone else first before yourself. You're an amazing man. We can find the best way for you to heal, baby. There is a way through..."
There is a stigma around men's mental health that needs to change.
Sofia has a nagging feeling that something is not right about how Jax woke up the morning after his alleged cheating incident. she does some digging and is relieved to learn the truth.
together, they fight Jax demons and focus on their future and their little family.
Jax is living in the light, but is aware that the darkness can creep back and so he is committed to work through his struggles and make the changes to live life worth living.
"there isn't cure for a mind that works against you. there is no magic button to press to make the dark thoughts go away.... and in spite of everything , there is always beauty in chaos.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
April 17, 2024
33% through, characters icky
May 10, 2024
He slept with other woman when he was heroine’s bf, he didn’t fuck that woman but still got up with that blonde beside him the day after he was drunk.
July 5, 2025
2.5 ★
💌 ౿ ׂ ִ 🩰 ⁀ ˳ ⊹⠀⏱ damn. i had no expectations while going into this book and turns out…i was right not to have any. this honestly wasn’t a shitty read per se but it wasn’t a good one either.
⤿
🏛ㅤ۫ 𝓣he ࣪ ᚐ ִ characters ބ ࣪
✦ Sophia Garcia: my girl was a non damsel-in-distress damsel-in-distress 🤡. make of this whatever you will. did i hate her? no. did i like her? no. did i feel bad for her? yes. did i root for her? now i didnt feel that bad. the thing is, she had the potential to be a good and strong character in the beginning, but somewhere along the line, she sort of fell flat. i liked her. but i didnt connect with her. felt way too one dimensional and stupid. but i did love the fact how she never gave up on jax and was a good mother to their kid, maeve.
✦ Jax Carter: this man is a rabid golden retriever. yes. sounds weird but let me explain. he thrives on adrenaline and loves to beat the shit out of people but at the same time he’s honestly a pretty decent and dare i say, sweet guy. to the people he loves at least. the way he always took care of sofia and maeve and was the biggest supporter of sofia in her career. and also a man who begs me to use his money as much as possible for my needs and even promises to reward me for it? sign me tf up!
but mostly, i liked the fact, that unlike sofia, jax actually had dimensions. he was dealing with (tw: su!c!d@l) thoughts due to the d3@th of his best friend and we can see his struggle with mental health throughout the book. in fact, i truly felt bad for him during multiple ocassions. plus, his character development was quite well-rounded by the end of the book as we can see him taking conscious efforts by taking therapy and opening up to sofia.
✦ Side Characters: didn’t give much of a fuck about except for lara and alexei
🏛ㅤ۫ 𝓣he ࣪ ᚐ ִ romance ބ ࣪
don’t care. at all. it’s funny how little i cared about anything in this book lmfao. including their stupid insta lust romance. the only thing i loved about their romance was how wholesome it was. and the smut was pretty good too. it wasn’t phenomenal but i absolutely loved the fact how both sofia and jax took turns in dominating each other. it was a break from the conventional route of fmcs being the only submissive ones. so i liked that.
the dirty talk, again, was nothing phenomenal but it was still pretty good.
🏛ㅤ۫ 𝓣he ࣪ ᚐ ִ plot ބ ࣪
there’s hardly a plot in this novel. the majority of the book is revolving around the pointless cat and mouse game between them and then them constantly fucking (a lot). it gets repetitive after a while and i honestly skimmed through the pages for a couple of chapters because nothing really happens in the story apart from sex between the mcs, random gang wars between his and his half-brother’s (sofia’s ex-husband) gangs, weird talks about everyone having sex, then back to the mcs having sex again.
literally.
it was only from the 70% mark that everything went downhill so rapidly. everything happened all at once and while it was messy, i did eat it up because i love drama. but the ending was pretty anticlimactic. i expected more action and brutality from jax for his revenge (considering the image that had been portrayed throughout the book) but it was barely a chapter. like what the hell? the damage that was done to him and sofia was A LOT and in exchange for that the punishment that the perpetrators received was pretty quick.
it is probably because i am used to my mmcs scheming elaborate revenge plans to destroy their enemies, that i didn’t feel anything for the ending of this one. anyways, this was an okay read but definitely would debate returning to this series.
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"I’ll have to battle this every day, probably for the rest of my life. And I will. I will continue to fight for us. For me. For our daughter. And most of all, for this beautiful soul in front of me. I will never stop, and with her by my side, I know I can do it. She is my strength in this life. My forever. Now the good days outweigh the bad. I have a radiant light in my darkened world. And in spite of everything, there is always beauty in chaos. "
💌 ౿ ׂ ִ 🩰 ⁀ ˳ ⊹⠀⏱ damn. i had no expectations while going into this book and turns out…i was right not to have any. this honestly wasn’t a shitty read per se but it wasn’t a good one either.
⤿
🏛ㅤ۫ 𝓣he ࣪ ᚐ ִ characters ބ ࣪
✦ Sophia Garcia: my girl was a non damsel-in-distress damsel-in-distress 🤡. make of this whatever you will. did i hate her? no. did i like her? no. did i feel bad for her? yes. did i root for her? now i didnt feel that bad. the thing is, she had the potential to be a good and strong character in the beginning, but somewhere along the line, she sort of fell flat. i liked her. but i didnt connect with her. felt way too one dimensional and stupid. but i did love the fact how she never gave up on jax and was a good mother to their kid, maeve.
✦ Jax Carter: this man is a rabid golden retriever. yes. sounds weird but let me explain. he thrives on adrenaline and loves to beat the shit out of people but at the same time he’s honestly a pretty decent and dare i say, sweet guy. to the people he loves at least. the way he always took care of sofia and maeve and was the biggest supporter of sofia in her career. and also a man who begs me to use his money as much as possible for my needs and even promises to reward me for it? sign me tf up!
but mostly, i liked the fact, that unlike sofia, jax actually had dimensions. he was dealing with (tw: su!c!d@l) thoughts due to the d3@th of his best friend and we can see his struggle with mental health throughout the book. in fact, i truly felt bad for him during multiple ocassions. plus, his character development was quite well-rounded by the end of the book as we can see him taking conscious efforts by taking therapy and opening up to sofia.
✦ Side Characters: didn’t give much of a fuck about except for lara and alexei
🏛ㅤ۫ 𝓣he ࣪ ᚐ ִ romance ބ ࣪
“We have been dragged through hell, and she has seen me at my worst. She took my broken pieces and put them back together. She loves me for who I am. I am home.”
don’t care. at all. it’s funny how little i cared about anything in this book lmfao. including their stupid insta lust romance. the only thing i loved about their romance was how wholesome it was. and the smut was pretty good too. it wasn’t phenomenal but i absolutely loved the fact how both sofia and jax took turns in dominating each other. it was a break from the conventional route of fmcs being the only submissive ones. so i liked that.
”If it means I get to sink inside your soaking pu$$y, then I’ll be such a good f*cking boy for you, baby.”
the dirty talk, again, was nothing phenomenal but it was still pretty good.
“Ch0ke me and call me your good boy.”
“Is that what you want? To be used like my own personal f*ck toy, Jax?”
🏛ㅤ۫ 𝓣he ࣪ ᚐ ִ plot ބ ࣪
there’s hardly a plot in this novel. the majority of the book is revolving around the pointless cat and mouse game between them and then them constantly fucking (a lot). it gets repetitive after a while and i honestly skimmed through the pages for a couple of chapters because nothing really happens in the story apart from sex between the mcs, random gang wars between his and his half-brother’s (sofia’s ex-husband) gangs, weird talks about everyone having sex, then back to the mcs having sex again.
literally.
it was only from the 70% mark that everything went downhill so rapidly. everything happened all at once and while it was messy, i did eat it up because i love drama. but the ending was pretty anticlimactic. i expected more action and brutality from jax for his revenge (considering the image that had been portrayed throughout the book) but it was barely a chapter. like what the hell? the damage that was done to him and sofia was A LOT and in exchange for that the punishment that the perpetrators received was pretty quick.
it is probably because i am used to my mmcs scheming elaborate revenge plans to destroy their enemies, that i didn’t feel anything for the ending of this one. anyways, this was an okay read but definitely would debate returning to this series.
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April 13, 2024
♾️/5⭐️
3.5/5🌶️
THIS BOOK. This. Book. I am speechless. Luna started off this new series with an absolute BANGER. This was my first read by her & I am blown away. I can’t wait to go back & read the rest of her backlist & I’m already dying for book two in this series to release.
This book had a little bit of everything. Some dark elements, good banter, romance, THE SPICE?! Unreal. I felt all the feels with this one. There were parts that made me swoon but also parts that made my stomach drop and the tears start flowing. It’s definitely a heavier read so be sure to check trigger warnings! I’ll be thinking about this book for a good long while.
Thank you so much Luna for the ARC!
Tropes:
- Mafia Romance
- Brother’s Wife
- Forbidden Romance
- Tattooed Biker MMC
- Mental Health Rep
- Touch Her & 💀
3.5/5🌶️
THIS BOOK. This. Book. I am speechless. Luna started off this new series with an absolute BANGER. This was my first read by her & I am blown away. I can’t wait to go back & read the rest of her backlist & I’m already dying for book two in this series to release.
This book had a little bit of everything. Some dark elements, good banter, romance, THE SPICE?! Unreal. I felt all the feels with this one. There were parts that made me swoon but also parts that made my stomach drop and the tears start flowing. It’s definitely a heavier read so be sure to check trigger warnings! I’ll be thinking about this book for a good long while.
Thank you so much Luna for the ARC!
Tropes:
- Mafia Romance
- Brother’s Wife
- Forbidden Romance
- Tattooed Biker MMC
- Mental Health Rep
- Touch Her & 💀
May 1, 2024
It should have been 0 stars but unfortunately goodreads does not have that feature.
August 12, 2024
Goodness - we get it, Jax has a tongue piercing.
April 17, 2024
Big SPOILERS!!!
Before reading a book by a new author to me I read a lot of reviews ( I’ve got angry often) but still I didn’t read any of them mention the plot twist soooo big that it’s in the book!
Spoilers!!!
He is the perfect boyfriend, the perfect man, he is safe and so romantic! until he isn’t anymore…
At some point he needs some space and goes to a ride alone, he goes to a bar and went drugged ( he doesn’t know that but the reader can sense it) he wakes up naked and next to a blonde who says they were very intimate and had sex… He goes to heroine and is upfront and too harsh about what happened and left…
I didn’t like how he reacted, I feel like he never grovel or try to win her back, he is sorry about himself and left her on her own…
Actually, he very upset about what he did and started to spiral…
Nothing happened with that woman but heroine forgave him before they knew that!
I’ll read the next books because when they were in love, the book was very romantic and hot,
There are triggers,
Before reading a book by a new author to me I read a lot of reviews ( I’ve got angry often) but still I didn’t read any of them mention the plot twist soooo big that it’s in the book!
Spoilers!!!
He is the perfect boyfriend, the perfect man, he is safe and so romantic! until he isn’t anymore…
At some point he needs some space and goes to a ride alone, he goes to a bar and went drugged ( he doesn’t know that but the reader can sense it) he wakes up naked and next to a blonde who says they were very intimate and had sex… He goes to heroine and is upfront and too harsh about what happened and left…
I didn’t like how he reacted, I feel like he never grovel or try to win her back, he is sorry about himself and left her on her own…
Actually, he very upset about what he did and started to spiral…
Nothing happened with that woman but heroine forgave him before they knew that!
I’ll read the next books because when they were in love, the book was very romantic and hot,
There are triggers,
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
December 10, 2025
More depressing than dark...
Before anything, let me say
𝗠𝗲𝗻'𝘀 𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗮𝗹 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗹𝘁𝗵 𝗺𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿𝘀 🧠💭💚
#myalphaherocancry
Depression in men isn't talked about enough and the author is right to choose to represent it.
But it's not what I want in my fiction romance.
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🕮⋆˚࿔✎𓂃 𝐣𝐨𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥 𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐞𝐰
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Before anything, let me say
𝗠𝗲𝗻'𝘀 𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗮𝗹 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗹𝘁𝗵 𝗺𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿𝘀 🧠💭💚
#myalphaherocancry
Depression in men isn't talked about enough and the author is right to choose to represent it.
But it's not what I want in my fiction romance.
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April 1, 2024
Another 𝑨𝑴𝑨𝒁𝑰𝑵𝑮 book from Luna. 𝗪𝗢𝗪.
Jax and Sofias story is definitely something else. 𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙄 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙙 𝙞𝙩.
First of all, I love Jax and Alexeis relationship.
Alexei is an unhinged 𝗠𝗙 and I love it. He had me laughing almost every single time he opened his mouth.
Jax is such a sweet man, battling his demons. But finds his anchor and his place within Sofia. Their chemistry and how in tune they were with each other was magnificent.
“𝑆ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑠𝑢𝑚𝑒𝑠 𝑚𝑒, 𝑙𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎 𝑓𝑖𝑟𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑒.”
My heart broke for Jax and how he spiralled down into the darkness over how his depression and illness took over. I felt his pain and his demons so incredibly much. It was raw, and real.
“𝐼𝑡’𝑠 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑠ℎ𝑒’𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑑𝑎𝑟𝑘 ℎ𝑜𝑙𝑒 𝑖𝑛𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑒. 𝑀𝑦 𝑙𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡.”
“𝑆ℎ𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑤ℎ𝑜 𝑎𝑛𝑐ℎ𝑜𝑟𝑠 𝑚𝑒, 𝑔𝑖𝑣𝑒𝑠 𝑚𝑒 𝑎 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑜𝑛 𝑡𝑜 𝑐𝑙𝑎𝑤 𝑚𝑦 𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑎𝑟𝑘. 𝑊ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝐼 𝑎𝑚 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ ℎ𝑒𝑟, 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑙𝑑 𝑖𝑠 𝑐𝑎𝑙𝑚.”
And Sofia. Her character is admiring. She is strong, brave, and has such a huge heart.
Both her and Jaxs character development was incredible.
“𝑊ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝐼’𝑚 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝐽𝑎𝑥, 𝐼 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑡𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑜𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑙𝑑. 𝑂𝑢𝑟 𝑠𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑠 𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑚𝑒𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑒𝑎𝑐ℎ 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟, 𝐼’𝑚 𝑠𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑖𝑡.”
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The spice is 𝑯𝑶𝑻.
Where can I found myself a biker with a vibrating tongue piercing.. This is a new need in life.
“ℂ𝕙ô𝕜𝕖 𝕞𝕖 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕔𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕞𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕘𝕠𝕠𝕕 𝕓𝕠𝕪.”
“𝕐𝕠𝕦 𝕜𝕟𝕠𝕨 𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕥𝕠 𝕕𝕠, 𝕁𝕒𝕩. ℂ𝕣𝕒𝕨𝕝 𝕥𝕠 𝕞𝕖 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕔𝕒𝕟 𝕗*𝕔𝕜 𝕞𝕖 𝕒𝕤 𝕙𝕒𝕣𝕕 𝕒𝕤 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥.”
“𝕀’𝕝𝕝 𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕪 𝕠𝕟 𝕞𝕪 𝕕𝕒𝕞𝕟 𝕙𝕒𝕟𝕕𝕤 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕜𝕟𝕖𝕖𝕤 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕥 𝕠𝕗 𝕞𝕪 𝕝𝕚𝕗𝕖, 𝕤𝕨𝕖𝕖𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕥, 𝕚𝕗 𝕚𝕥 𝕞𝕖𝕒𝕟𝕤 𝕀 𝕔𝕒𝕟 𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕜 𝕚𝕟𝕥𝕠 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕡𝕣𝕖𝕥𝕥𝕪 𝕡*𝕤𝕤𝕪.”
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The way Luna was able to write about these mental health topics with such dignity and grace, while displaying them so accurate is astonishing. Great freaking work, and 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒌 𝒚𝒐𝒖.
“𝑀𝑒𝑛, 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑏𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑠𝑒, 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒𝑠 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒 ℎ𝑒𝑙𝑑 𝑡𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡𝑜𝑙𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑒 𝑜𝑘𝑎𝑦.”
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“𝗦𝗵𝗲 𝗶𝘀 𝗺𝘆 𝘀𝘁𝗿𝗲𝗻𝗴𝘁𝗵 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲. 𝗠𝘆 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿. 𝗡𝗼𝘄 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗴𝗼𝗼𝗱 𝗱𝗮𝘆𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝘁𝘄𝗲𝗶𝗴𝗵 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗯𝗮𝗱. 𝗜 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗮 𝗿𝗮𝗱𝗶𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝗶𝗻 𝗺𝘆 𝗱𝗮𝗿𝗸𝗲𝗻𝗲𝗱 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗹𝗱. 𝗔𝗻𝗱 𝗶𝗻 𝘀𝗽𝗶𝘁𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴, 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑎𝑙𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑎𝑢𝑡𝑦 𝑖𝑛 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑜𝑠.”
Jax and Sofias story is definitely something else. 𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙄 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙙 𝙞𝙩.
First of all, I love Jax and Alexeis relationship.
Alexei is an unhinged 𝗠𝗙 and I love it. He had me laughing almost every single time he opened his mouth.
Jax is such a sweet man, battling his demons. But finds his anchor and his place within Sofia. Their chemistry and how in tune they were with each other was magnificent.
“𝑆ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑠𝑢𝑚𝑒𝑠 𝑚𝑒, 𝑙𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎 𝑓𝑖𝑟𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑒.”
My heart broke for Jax and how he spiralled down into the darkness over how his depression and illness took over. I felt his pain and his demons so incredibly much. It was raw, and real.
“𝐼𝑡’𝑠 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑠ℎ𝑒’𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑑𝑎𝑟𝑘 ℎ𝑜𝑙𝑒 𝑖𝑛𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑒. 𝑀𝑦 𝑙𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡.”
“𝑆ℎ𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑤ℎ𝑜 𝑎𝑛𝑐ℎ𝑜𝑟𝑠 𝑚𝑒, 𝑔𝑖𝑣𝑒𝑠 𝑚𝑒 𝑎 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑜𝑛 𝑡𝑜 𝑐𝑙𝑎𝑤 𝑚𝑦 𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑎𝑟𝑘. 𝑊ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝐼 𝑎𝑚 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ ℎ𝑒𝑟, 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑙𝑑 𝑖𝑠 𝑐𝑎𝑙𝑚.”
And Sofia. Her character is admiring. She is strong, brave, and has such a huge heart.
Both her and Jaxs character development was incredible.
“𝑊ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝐼’𝑚 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝐽𝑎𝑥, 𝐼 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑡𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑜𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑙𝑑. 𝑂𝑢𝑟 𝑠𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑠 𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑚𝑒𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑒𝑎𝑐ℎ 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟, 𝐼’𝑚 𝑠𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑖𝑡.”
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The spice is 𝑯𝑶𝑻.
Where can I found myself a biker with a vibrating tongue piercing.. This is a new need in life.
“ℂ𝕙ô𝕜𝕖 𝕞𝕖 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕔𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕞𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕘𝕠𝕠𝕕 𝕓𝕠𝕪.”
“𝕐𝕠𝕦 𝕜𝕟𝕠𝕨 𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕥𝕠 𝕕𝕠, 𝕁𝕒𝕩. ℂ𝕣𝕒𝕨𝕝 𝕥𝕠 𝕞𝕖 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕔𝕒𝕟 𝕗*𝕔𝕜 𝕞𝕖 𝕒𝕤 𝕙𝕒𝕣𝕕 𝕒𝕤 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥.”
“𝕀’𝕝𝕝 𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕪 𝕠𝕟 𝕞𝕪 𝕕𝕒𝕞𝕟 𝕙𝕒𝕟𝕕𝕤 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕜𝕟𝕖𝕖𝕤 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕥 𝕠𝕗 𝕞𝕪 𝕝𝕚𝕗𝕖, 𝕤𝕨𝕖𝕖𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕥, 𝕚𝕗 𝕚𝕥 𝕞𝕖𝕒𝕟𝕤 𝕀 𝕔𝕒𝕟 𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕜 𝕚𝕟𝕥𝕠 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕡𝕣𝕖𝕥𝕥𝕪 𝕡*𝕤𝕤𝕪.”
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The way Luna was able to write about these mental health topics with such dignity and grace, while displaying them so accurate is astonishing. Great freaking work, and 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒌 𝒚𝒐𝒖.
“𝑀𝑒𝑛, 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑏𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑠𝑒, 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒𝑠 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒 ℎ𝑒𝑙𝑑 𝑡𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡𝑜𝑙𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑒 𝑜𝑘𝑎𝑦.”
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“𝗦𝗵𝗲 𝗶𝘀 𝗺𝘆 𝘀𝘁𝗿𝗲𝗻𝗴𝘁𝗵 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲. 𝗠𝘆 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿. 𝗡𝗼𝘄 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗴𝗼𝗼𝗱 𝗱𝗮𝘆𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝘁𝘄𝗲𝗶𝗴𝗵 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗯𝗮𝗱. 𝗜 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗮 𝗿𝗮𝗱𝗶𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝗶𝗻 𝗺𝘆 𝗱𝗮𝗿𝗸𝗲𝗻𝗲𝗱 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗹𝗱. 𝗔𝗻𝗱 𝗶𝗻 𝘀𝗽𝗶𝘁𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴, 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑎𝑙𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑎𝑢𝑡𝑦 𝑖𝑛 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑜𝑠.”
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July 2, 2024dnf 😭😭😭
July 19, 2024
4.5 stars... I keep flipping between 4 or 5 so 4.5 will have to do.
Fast paced and spicy. I didn’t love a secret that came around 2 years later, but the rest of the story line was fantastic.
I really enjoyed the playlist and song prompts. It made the book more of an experience and set the tones.
I feel like everyone deserves a person that loves like Jax.
Check the triggers. There is some heavy ish around 65-70.
Fast paced and spicy. I didn’t love a secret that came around 2 years later, but the rest of the story line was fantastic.
I really enjoyed the playlist and song prompts. It made the book more of an experience and set the tones.
I feel like everyone deserves a person that loves like Jax.
Check the triggers. There is some heavy ish around 65-70.
November 27, 2024
hace tiempo que un libro no me hacía llorar. Ese capítulo 💔💔💔💔🤧🤧🤧🤧 fuerte pero vale la pena
Jax + Sofia + Maeve🏡❤️✨
Jax + Sofia + Maeve🏡❤️✨
March 31, 2024
It’s been a long time since I’ve cried so heavily over a book. Happy and sad tears have been shed after finishing this INCREDIBLE book! Luna took a subject that is so rarely talked about and shaped it into one of her best works yet. The character development of not only Sofia but, Jax… wow! The depths to these characters was incredible and their chemistry was undeniable and oh so spicy! The main storyline focusing on Jax’s mental health, him finally accepting who he is , and finally processing through his grief was so powerful. A glimpse into the Vegas syndicate and so many new characters is so exciting! This book will forever hold a special place in my heart! I can’t wait for the world to read this! I also cannot wait for Caged!!!
Storyline: 11/10
Spice: 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️/5
Song: My Home - Miles Smith
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May 9, 2025DNF 60%
I tried really hard to get into this book.
I initially planned to read CAGED. However, since it's a series, I decided to start with the first book. While I found the tropes catchy and exciting, the writing style did not click with me.
So, will I read the next book? Yes, because that's the one I originally intended to read, and I'm willing to give it a chance. We'll see how it goes.
I tried really hard to get into this book.
I initially planned to read CAGED. However, since it's a series, I decided to start with the first book. While I found the tropes catchy and exciting, the writing style did not click with me.
So, will I read the next book? Yes, because that's the one I originally intended to read, and I'm willing to give it a chance. We'll see how it goes.
June 22, 2024
It was sooooo good at first! Such a different and cool story line but halfway through it started to get repetitive and stayed that way, took me 4 weeks to finish because I couldn’t bring myself to pick it back up, it ended exactly how I thought it would 😂
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