I was surprised by how much I enjoyed reading this book. It was a simple but beautiful coming of age story, with a chorus of characters that were unique, and impactful, and strong, and sometimes, even a bit unlikable, making it honest, and realistic, and relatable. I especially loved the dynamic between the protagonist, Rowan, and her family, with her navigating each member differently in order to maintain her own equilibrium during this difficult time for them. Even though I didn’t always like her or the decisions she made, I was rooting for her, and wanted the best for her.
The ending was so sad, and even though it was expected, it was the battle that Rowan was fighting the hardest, and knew she was never going to win, but it gave her what she needed to wade through the decisions she was going to need to make moving forward. I kind of want more of her story---maybe the story of Rowan as the newest and most badass female MMA fighter??? I would read that!