4.25 ⭐️ CALLING ALL ROMANTASY LOVERS!
"They have taken from you your whole life, Naia. Let this be the last time."
WHAT TO EXPECT:
✨ urban fantasy romance
✨ mythology
✨ meddling gods, mages, humans
✨ magic and curses
✨ she's the first daughter of the High Goddess of the Sea who escapes a life of imprisonment
✨ he's the man who finds and helps her navigate the human world
✨ star crossed lovers
✨ he falls first
✨ force proximity
✨ slow burn
✨ 1.5/5 🌶️
✨ touch her/him and die
✨ high stakes
✨ hidden identity
✨ hurt/comfort
✨ mental health rep
✨ found family
✨ Japanese culture/influence
✨ dual timeline
✨ TW: death of loved ones, torture, blood, gore, abuse, r4pe (forced but neither party wants to) - check the author's full list of trigger warnings beforehand
Blurb:
A goddess falls in love with a mortal and must keep him safe from the gods who hunt her down - and the curse looming over her.
My Thoughts:
Audiobook rating: 4.5⭐️ I thought the narrator did a great job! Abigail Reno truly brought this story to life.
Story rating: 4⭐️ The Little Mermaid meets Cinderella but with gods and goddesses.
I enjoyed this book! From the very first pages, I was drawn into this world full of gods and magic. Things did slow down a bit when Naia entered the human world, but then, the story had me hooked by 40%, and by the time I hit 60%, I couldn’t stop listening. The emotional journey, the romance, and the reveals / plot development kept me invested till the very end.
I absolutely adore the FMC, Naia. As an 800-year-old lesser goddess who has endured so much trauma and abuse, she starts off feeling completely helpless and worthless. But throughout the story, she discovers what she is capable of and evolves from a submissive daughter to someone who learns her worth and fights for her freedom. Her change was slow, but satisfying. The only thing that gave me pause was the fact it took her 800 years of emotional, physical, and mental abuse from her family to finally break the cycle. I suppose with eternal gods, 800 years doesn't seem so long, but, personally, I would’ve kept trying to escape every second of every day.
The MMC, Ronin, was a gem. I loved that he was a bit mysterious, broody, and closed off but had a soft spot for Naia. He's protective of her from the beginning, and even though you don't completely understand why, there is something about him that feels trustworthy. I enjoyed the way his backstory is revealed and finding out how he and Naia are connected.
Naia and Ronin's love story was beautiful. I really cannot say much without spoiling things, but they truly are soulmates. 🥹 The way Ronin cares for Naia, providing her with a safe space when all she’s known is cruelty and pain, made me want to cry happy tears. With Ronin, she was finally able to receive the love and support she’s always longed for and with someone who would always fight for her. What’s even more beautiful is how Naia begins to care for him, seeing him for who he truly is without judgment. And the “touch him/her and die” energy they give off? Absolutely perfection. 👏 You can feel their love and devotion radiating off the page, and that's the kind of romance I want to read about!
The dual timeline definitely added so much depth to this story. Since Naia is 800 years old, she’s lived through so much, and I think Randi Garner did an amazing job showing us her past alongside the present. The dual timeline lets us experience Naia's journey in real-time, both past and present, which makes us feel even more connected to her. And as the story progresses and we slowly uncover Naia’s past, I found myself more invested and constantly aching for her. The way the abuse was revealed bit by bit had me on edge, and the fact it got progressively worse sent me into an absolute rage. It's just so unfair what she endured. 😭
I don't know if I've ever hated a family as much as I hate Naia's. Naia's mother and siblings are absolute monsters. The way they inflict so much pain onto her, infuriated me. And while I understand why her father couldn't really do much to stop this abuse and torture, I still can't quite fathom how he could watch her suffer and found myself being angry at him as well. Even though the interactions with Naia and her family were hard to read/listen to, I think Randi Garner did a good job exploring a toxic, cruel family dynamic. It definitely made me sympathize with Naia and constantly root for her to fight back. I'm glad that in the end, she escapes them and ends up finding a new family with Ronin and his friends. 🫶
The ending was wild!!! So much went down from 60% to the end, I could barely catch my breath. This story has incredibly high stakes and since it's a standalone, the conflict at the end is intense. So many reveals and plot twists that will make your heart stop. Thankfully, Naia and Ronin’s story wraps up nicely, but the ending leaves things wide open for the next couple.
The mythology surrounding the gods and mages was super interesting. Even though there were many names and a lot of history explained, Randi Garner introduced these characters and their stories in a way that made it easy to digest and follow. I especially found the gods fascinating and I honestly cannot wait for book 2, since it'll focus on the God of Death and Curses, who cursed Naia in the first place.
That said, the modern setting did throw me off a bit. Once Naia goes into the human realm, it becomes an urban fantasy (which I don't typically love), with a mix of modern technology and magical world-building. One minute, you have gods and supernatural beings, and the next, there's cell phones, cars, newspapers, coffee shops, braces, elevators, etc. The setting switch was a bit jarring. And the fact Naia knew about certain human things while being completely clueless about others seemed a bit convenient. I think the explanation was that Naia had been able to watch humans from a distance, but, I'll be honest, this wasn't really a satisfying explanation. The blending of modern and magical elements did occasionally pulled me out of the story at times. While it bothered me at first, I eventually accepted it as part of the world-building so I could continue to enjoy the story.
*Update: After sitting on this for a bit, I realize maybe it was meant to be jarring. Maybe the reader is meant to feel as out of place exploring this modern world just like Naia.
Abigail Reno was a fantastic narrator. I was really impressed with how she captured Naia’s emotions. Her delivery truly brought to life the tension, heartbreak, and triumphs of this story, and I couldn't help but get fully immersed.
Overall, I really enjoyed the story. The world-building was unique, the characters were engaging, and the romance between Naia and Ronin was everything. This is definitely an underrated story that needs to be added to your TBR immediately!
Thank you Randi Garner for sending me the audiobook on NetGalley! As always, all opinions are my own.
Favorite Quotes:
"You will always have a home here in me. And I promise you, that I will do everything in my power to not let them take anything else away from you. Happiness. Freedom. Whatever you want. I will make sure it is yours."
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"I will find you, no matter where you go."
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