I've been a fan of Maryse Condé's ever since 2020 when I discovered her brilliant novel Moi, Tituba sorcière noire de Salem. I fell in love with her writing style, the stand-out characters she chose to center in her narratives and her unique lens of writing back, (re-)claiming stories that historically marginalise and side-line Black characters. I then read her re-imagination of Emily Bronte's Wuthering Heights in 2021, a reading experience that solidified her as one of the writers I definitely wanna check out more from.
Thus, my reading goal for 2022 to read at least two books by her. Unfortunately, the ones I ended up with this year – Conversations with Maryse Condé and Le Coeur à rire et à pleurer – were both shockingly disappointing. I'm still holding out hope that Condé's nonfiction simply isn't for me (I'm definitely not (!) gonna read another of her memoirs or interview books) but I can't lie, learning more about her (her personality & character, her approach to life & writing) has kind of lessened my excitement for her fiction as well. It's shocking, believe me, I know.
Maryse Condé comes across as extremely selfish, unreflective, aloof and stuck-up in the two nonfiction texts that I read by her. An author whom I came to love through her fiction, I came to loathe through her nonfiction. Well, the peep behind the curtain is not always a success story. I'm still gonna read the Ségou novels ... some day ... but for now, I think I've had enough of Condé.
Le Coeur à rire et à pleurer is a walk down memory lane, a memoir in which the author recounts her childhood days, spent in the 1950s and 60s in Guadeloupe and France. Unfortunately, the slim book is seemingly of no interest except for the author herself. We learn nothing of interest. Condé keeps talking about the most mundane things, and I asked myself multiple times why she chose to write this book. It's not badly written per se, it's just that there's little to no interesting or relevant information in it.
Each chapter is devoted to a different story, but all in all, Condé moves through her childhood chronologically. As the eighth child of a middle-class West Indian couple who didn't want her or her siblings to engage with other Black children on the island, her memories are often bitter ones. Her resentment towards her parents seeps through the book. She thinks of them as too proud, as Black people who deep in their hearts want to be white. She paints them as racists themselves, as people with no dignity.
And whilst I understand Condé's feelings towards her parents, I was also annoyed by it. Generally, I'm not the biggest fan of people blaming their parents for everything. I've come across this trope too many times (in literature and real life) and it always leaves a bitter taste in my mouth. In most cases, there are two sides to the same story. Condé doesn't examine the immense pressure, internalised racism and the colonial mindset that her parents were raised in. Her parents are aggressors as well as victims. Condé fails to recognise the latter.
Yet in the same breath, Condé loves to paint herself as the victim. Misunderstood at home, misunderstood in school, she cannot find her "true place" anywhere. Bla bla bla. Cry me a river. We've heard this tale many times before. And it's never nothing but boring. Condé doesn't move out of her "child state", there is no reflection of the socio-economic situation of her family, the class struggle as a whole, the power struggle in Guadeloupe at the time, the place of women in society, Guadeloupe's relations to France... the reader has to search for answers to these questions elsewhere, they're not in Condé's book.
No exploration why her parents preferred France to the US, why Condé ended up studying in France, being given most of her higher education there. No, it's all about her loathing their annual family vacations in Paris; not recognising her own privilege in even being able to go on these vacations in the first place. It's just such a weird book. In some passages, she even mocks her parents and makes fun of them for their love of France. She even calls her childhood friend – with whom she claims she's still besties now – ugly in one earlier chapter. Why, why, why?
But it's not all bad. There are moments of brilliance in this book. In my favorite chapter, "À nous la liberté?", Condé reflects about the end of her childhood at age 16, about how much her mother means to her after all, how she finds freedom in the simple movements of riding back. It's a beautiful chapter that speaks ot the universal human condition, grief, and the importance of solitude.
All in all, definitely not a favorite. Not much of interest (at least for me) and unfortunately, a memoir I will quickly forget. Don't be discouraged from picking up Condé though, find out for yourself if she is the writer (or person) for you! If you wanna take my advice, I'd also recommend starting with Moi, Tituba sorcière noire de Salem. That novel is a revelation!