[4.75/5] ✦
thank you to netgalley for the e-arc!
"even when i despised her guts, i couldn't get her out of my mind. i've always tiled towards her instead of the sun."
this book surprised me (in the best way ofc)!! the main thing that initially drew me to it was the fact that it's written from the boy's perspective, rather than the girl's, something you don't often find in romance / contemporary novels. having the inner monologue of the guy was very refreshing!
"god, she's attractive. i hate her. i can do both. i'm a very multifaceted individual."
ms sujin witherspoon has also achieved the impossible: mentioning pop culture, gen z slang, and social media without it feeling cringe or out of place. i feel like she's probably the first person to achieve this hehe. i also loved the twt / ao3 pages and how realistic they looked - it was like looking at the actual social media page without it being a poorly copied version, in the wrong font might i add, that you usually find in these types of books.
i also don't usually enjoy contemporary / rom-com novels as the stakes aren't very high so they tend to bore me, but this one certainly didn't! i went into it with few expectations but ended up finishing most of it in one day. the story was very gripping but enjoyable, and very immersive. i could really feel river's stress throughout the entire book, especially near the end.
i'm not usually a fan of the grumpy / sunshine dynamic because sometimes, the "grumpy" one comes off as more of a bully than a potential partner that's just a little annoyed at everything. this novel, however, did this trope very well! sarang is "grumpy" but in the funny, sarcastic way and not the "i'm a complete bitch" way! she's charismatic and her and river's character types and personalities bounce off of each other very well.
"'so,' she says cheekily. 'you have a crush on me?'
'my tongue was literally just in your mouth,' i reply.
'aw, you're embarrassed.'"
lastly, the side characters!! i was so surprised to see that this is ms witherspoon's debut novel because everything so far has been near perfect, especially the side characters. they usually get left to the wayside or forgotten about completely once the main character (and possibly love interest) doesn't need them anymore, almost like accessories to the mcs that are easily discarded from the narrative once the author gets bored of them. luckily though, this didn't happen here!! all the side characters are very fleshed out, have their own struggles and, like sarang and river, have their own problems. none of the characters are 100% perfect yet still get good development, like the main characters. i especially loved dario/kai's relationship development and vanna's character.
through river and the other characters, the author is able to deliver a very good critique of society and those who fall through the cracks of it.
lastly, river!! again, with the male mc of a rom-com, something i'd love to see more of! it was still very fun to have a main character who's a fandom-loving otaku. i feel like, especially in contemporary fiction, there isn't a lot of mention of people like river, so it's so fun to have a main character like him + it likely made the social media references so much easier to not cringe at.
"suck it up, pretty boy."
"you think i'm pretty?"
overall, a very interesting and funny novel. it doesn't drag at all, and it's a very enjoyable read! <3
"what? no short joke?"
"nah, it'd be low-hanging fruit. maybe you'd be able to reach it then, though."
⋆。 ゚☁︎。 ⋆。 ゚☾ ゚。 ⋆
♥︎ pre-read review
i got the arc!! so excited for this one, i adore rivals-to-lovers and revenge (which i think this has) so i bet i'll love it!