Tropes: rivals to lovers, hockey romance, forbidden relationship, hurt/comfort
Feels: 2/5
Steam*: 2.5/5
Kinks: Primal play, impact play, choking, piercings, voyeurism
Angst: low
HEA: yes (but more of a HFN)
Pairing: MM
Triggers/potential icks/content warnings/representation: violence, physical assault, homophobia, financial struggles, minor character with permanent disability, injuries, reference to minor character suicide attempt, double bi awakening
Cheating between MCs: No
Any cheating: No
Other person drama: once they start having interest in each other, neither of them are interested in anyone else. There are references to past wild sexual exploits
3.5 stars (novella standards)
Jackson and Killian are hockey players on rival teams. They have competed against each other since they were kids and they have always had an antagonistic relationship. Both are dark morally gray characters. They are both 21 and they want to make it to the NHL. Jackson comes from a wealthy family and Killian comes from a poor family that he's had to help provide for because his mom has an illness and is wheelchair bound. One day a hockey fight between them continues outside of the rink and they realize they have some kinks in common and are attracted to each other. This book doesn't span long period of time, and they have a fast and furious fall from lust to touch him and die and quickly label their relationship boyfriends.
They have decent heat between them and a strong base of dislike. I am biased against novellas I admit, because they are too short to do well, a lot of authors can't quite pull it off. Can't tell enough story well within the pages. I try not to judge novellas too hard. This was a decent novella, it captured a fair amount of history and feeling. Though it was unbelievable how fast they were in love. And there were some stupid moments, like them having sex roughly after Jackson fractured multiple ribs and the roommates being absent coincidentally when they were hooking up. And the random violence/murder thrown in when it's not terribly believable for them to do such risky things when they care about a future so much. I would have liked to see a epilogue in the future that gave us some kind of hint that this couple would be more than just happy for now, because they're both going to probably end up going to separate NHL teams.
Some notable moments:
I like that there's a hint of feeling here, liking the other person for who they are. "But that scared look he’s got going on doesn’t suit him. Killian’s never backed down from me and this new development is sucking all the fun away. I want him fighting back, giving as good as he gets. That's our rhythm, our dance. Time to kick it up a notch, get under his skin a bit. I lean in close, until the ragged warmth of his breath hits my cheek. The scent of him—clean sweat and generic hotel shampoo—fills my nostrils. Slowly, deliberately, I drag my teeth over his earlobe, biting down just hard enough to pierce the skin. The coppery tang of blood hits my tongue and Killian makes a sound somewhere between a gasp and a growl, his hands flexing against the carpet. The noise goes straight to my dick."
"“What was it like when you realized you were into Eli?” Alexei’s dark eyes narrowing dangerously. "Why?" "I'm just curious—" "Eli is mine. Don't even think about it." And because I’m an asshole at heart, I smirk and poke the bear. “Oh, please. I can easily steal him away from you. I’m way more charming and I know what he likes.” He lunges at me and slams me against the wall, his forearm pressed against my throat. "Stop watching us fuck, or I'll rip your dick off and feed it to you.""
*FYI about steam: I rate steam based on a combination of quality & quantity. I note kink separate from steam because I don't want to underrate steamy reads that don't have much kink.
**Note about spoilers: I like to comment on the plot of a book in reviews, so I almost always mark my reviews as containing spoilers. But I try to avoid spoiling the big dramatic moments! As a reader, I personally like to know what I'm getting into before I read a book so I know more about the content and if it's to my taste/mood, so I try to give that information in my reviews for myself when I'm considering rereading and also for other readers.