This book takes readers on an emotional rollercoaster ride, delving into the aftermath of Ray's passing and exploring how his friends and family navigate the grief. While the narrative touches on various characters, it primarily centres on Ray's sister, who grapples with finding her identity amidst her profound loss. Before her brother's death, she lived in his shadow, escaping the pressure of constantly pleasing others. However, with his absence, she finds herself thrust into the spotlight, forced to confront her own desires and needs.
The storyline unfolds as she embarks on a journey of self-discovery, undergoing significant character development along the way. The slow burn trope adds depth to the narrative, though occasionally, her interactions with Vince evoke frustration, albeit understandable given her inner turmoil. The complexity of loving someone while struggling to love oneself resonates throughout the narrative, offering poignant insights into human relationships and inner battles.
While the plot captivates, there are occasional distractions in the form of fragmented passages that detract from the overall flow. These instances, whether grammatically flawed or conceptually unclear, momentarily disrupt the immersive experience. Nevertheless, the book compensates with numerous thought-provoking and relatable quotes. Lines such as "I want to make my life better, but I can’t, so when I finally get something good, I mess it up" and "the family I knew doesn’t exist anymore" encapsulate the characters' emotional depths and existential struggles.
Amidst the turmoil, the narrative highlights the importance of steadfast companionship and resilience. Quotes like "Everyone should have a friend like mine, to help you up from the bottom and who shares an umbrella in the storm" underscore the significance of supportive relationships in navigating life's storms. Ultimately, the protagonist's journey towards independence and self-reliance, symbolized by her reluctance to lean on Vince or anyone else, reinforces themes of personal growth and empowerment amidst adversity.