REVIEW
cw: grief, anxiety, depression, mentions of suicide, attempted suicide, cancer, drug use, homophobia
As the lead singer in an up-and-coming Indie band, Will Axford thought he was on the brink of stardom. Five years later, he's working a dead-end job by day, volunteering at a crisis helpline by night. Annie is a former music journalist, now writing Buzzfeed-style lists while mourning the loss of her father, and wondering if her relationship has run its course. When Annie rings the crisis line, there's an instant connection that neither can deny.
What a gorgeous book. I love stories where we, the reader, know there's a prior connection and we're just waiting for the characters to catch up, and it did not disappoint here. I loved the flashbacks, seeing each character through younger, more optimistic eyes, and with less baggage. My heart broke for Will and Annie at different points in the story, but chapters fifty-nine and sixty really broke me. The themes of grief, guilt, and anger were so well-observed and interwoven perfectly, and all of the characters felt relatable in different ways.
Will's guilt and inner turmoil were palpable through the pages and I was willing him to open up. Meanwhile, Annie's grief and anger felt authentic, especially as someone who has lost a parent. I loved how supportive Maya and Lexi were. If I have one minor criticism, it's that I wish Annie had split from Dom a bit sooner. Even though I didn't like him, or how he treated Annie, I felt her conversations with Will occasionally verged on emotional cheating. That said, this was a minor niggle for me, and it didn't stop me from rooting for her and Will.
I don't want to spoil anything, but I LOVED Eric, and particularly his conversations with Will. I also loved the development of Will's inner circle over the course of the story. Tanvi was wonderfully kind and supportive, and Dev was such a good friend. I loved his and Will's banter once Will let down his walls. The ending was wonderful, and that epilogue? Perfection.
This was such a beautiful book with a gentle romance and an ultimately uplifting storyline.
Overall Rating: ❤️❤️❤️❤️.5
*Thanks to NetGalley and the publisher for an ARC of this book, all opinions are my own*
Favourite Quotes:
‘I was thinking the other day that grief is like weather. You can’t really predict when it’s going to hit, and how bad it’s going to be.’
‘I just think going through something like that – the death of someone close to us – changes us,’ I say slowly. ‘Maybe it makes us different, rather than the people around us. I don’t think you can come through something like that and still be the same person as you were.’
‘I only really want to talk to you.’
'...it’s as if time’s stood still and flown by at the same time.'