**Many thanks to NetGalley, Atria, and Jennifer Weiner for an ARC in exchange for an honest review! Now available as of 8.29!**
breakaway (noun): a divergence or radical change from something established or long standing
Abby has finally Broken Away from her childhood: growing up overweight with a highly critical mother was far from easy, and she's struggled with her self-worth for most of her life. The one bright spot of going to a weight loss camp as a teen was meeting Mark Medoff, a guy who always saw her just as she was and became Abby's first love. Years later, Abby has found a new path for herself and is a cyclist who loves leading long rides with her cycling club. When she runs into Mark yet again, it feels like fate, and the two end up in a long term relationship. Everything finally SEEMS right...and yet, Abby can't shake the feeling that something is missing. And then there's also that nagging memory of a one night stand she had after a friend's bachelorette party that just won't go away...
Abby's newest adventure has her leading a group down the Empire Trail, from NYC to Niagara Falls, with many scenic New York stops along the way. It seems like the perfect opportunity to mull over her future...until who should show his face? Sebastian, the Casanova from two years ago and that one passionate night. He's on the bike ride with his friend Lincoln, and before Abby can catch her breath, ANOTHER familiar face pops up: Abby's mom Eileen. When Abby learns that Sebastian is a bit of a playboy, however, she feels even MORE conflicted. Why does this man make her forget all about her loving boyfriend at home? Can she reconcile with her mother and heal their strained relationship? And when she is entrusted with one of the other riders' secrets, can she maintain confidence AND keep the whole group together long enough to reach their final destination?
My first encounter with Weiner was several years ago, when I picked up Mrs. Everything and was drawn into the multi-generational tale and the beautifully written characters. That book had depth, emotion, substance, and humor, and I soon added all of Weiner's other books to my TBR without a second thought...but I haven't had a chance to grab another one as of yet. That being said, I'm not sure if Weiner has been on this track for a while now or not, but this book was less a work of literary fiction and was more along the lines of a cookie-cutter, eye-rolling romance.
Much of the book is focused on Abby's weight or other characters discussing or criticizing weight, appearance etc. This would be fine, except I feel Weiner makes a LOT of problematic statements, such as basically stating at one point "diet and exercise don't work." Well. I know everyone's situation and body is different and there are LOTS of factors involved, but I think most people would agree that diet and exercise at least AFFECT weight to some degree. Weiner also implies at times that skinny/skinnier people don't eat ANYTHING unhealthy (or only eat tiny portions of vegetables) or formerly overweight people have ALL had bariatric surgery to be skinny and I just found all of the rhetoric over the top.
It's very possible to eat foods you like and still be a healthy weight, and I think living life at EITHER extreme is what is unhealthy. Rather than focusing her messaging on acceptance of all bodies, it felt like a very 'them vs. us' mentality, which is sort of the opposite of accepting, so that personally rubbed me the wrong way. I've read so many other body positive books that handle this subject beautifully, and I can't say this is one of them.
There are also LOTS of characters and unnecessary story lines just to create extra drama, but they felt more like page-filler than moments for true emotional storytelling. I didn't feel a close bond with anything that was gong on with them, and if a bike ride group didn't require so many people, they honestly could have been eliminated from the book entirely without detracting much from the plot. It's hard to even comment on the personalities of most of these other riders, because we just don't get to know them on a deep level.
And then there's Sebastian. A stereotypical 'love em and leave em' playboy who goes through women like tissues and even gets called out on TikTok...and yet, Abby still finds him irresistible. Weiner spends SO much of the novel trying to make him palatable, but it never worked for me. Growing up with problems at home isn't necessarily an excuse for this sort of behavior, and there was nothing THAT incredible about him, aside from his supposed incredible looks. And that's yet another thing that bothered me...the journey Abby is on is supposedly about acceptance etc., and yet her biggest reason for being so head-over-heels for Sebastian is that he's SO attractive...and was good in bed...once?
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As much as I wanted to cheer for Abby, I found myself wishing (even by story's end!) that she would have followed the steps laid out in Kelly Clarkson's "Break Away":
1) make a wish
2) take a chance
3) make a change
(and you all know the fourth one! 😉)
3 stars