2.5 stars. This book had a lot of potential - I enjoyed it for the most part. However, what ultimately ruined my enjoyment was the way the storyline went down and the actions of the side characters specifically. The author made both of the MCs and the side characters act irrationally and blame & belittle others without communicating their feelings or issues. I really thought that the majority of the drama in this story was overblown and unnecessary. I hated the ending, and it really ruined a book that was otherwise a four star read.
This review contains several major spoilers, so probably don’t read it if you want to give this book a try.
So basically, this is the story of Kamilah and Liam. They were best friends growing up, then Liam went through a really awful loss and started pushing Kamilah away. Unfortunately, we never really got the full story about WHY he pushed her away, it was all very wishy washy, basically amounting to how “she deserved better than he could give her”. How noble. 🖕🏻🖕🏻 There were a few mentions to how they were friends in highschool (like going to a dance together) and how he left her suddenly after they started making out, and started pushing her away after that. However, there was never a good explanation as to why he suddenly up and left her, only hints. It all eventually boiled down to how Liam is afraid of love because it’s fake and everyone who loves him, leaves him, so he pushes away first. 😑 This isn’t a very unique reason, and tbh, it makes me think less of any hero who’s willing to give up the love of his life because he’s scared.
They went their own separate ways after high school, she went to culinary school, and he got his diploma and went to work with his grandfather running the family distillery. They both had other relationships during this time. When they are reunited they supposedly hate each other. They both act like they are enemies - but the reasons for why are extremely unclear to me still. Their mutual loathing felt really convoluted, but I ignored it at the time.
Their grandfathers are best friends, and they hatch up a plan to get the MCs together. The deal is that the MCs must marry or the grandfathers will sell the family businesses. Since both the H&h are workaholics, they are willing to do almost anything - but decide they will pretend to be engaged and eventually break up. And so most of the book is dedicated to them slowly becoming friends again and then lovers. This part of the story is sweet and enjoyable. My only complaint is that the author had the tendency to sometimes tell instead of show about the MCs interactions.
The ending drama comes next, and that’s when the book really took a turn for the worst. The hero and heroine’s “fake” relationship is outed to their family and friends, along with basically every secret they had. And what does everyone do? They ditch Kamilah and make her out to be some kind of terrible person - when I never felt like what she did was actually wrong. She was maybe misguided and a little too set on one path. But they literally treat her like the crap on the bottom of their shoes. These people who supposedly love and care for her just turn their backs and leave her. Her parents, most of her siblings, aunts, uncles, her best friend, and worst of all…the hero also abandons her again.
This part, I’ll fully admit, had me crying ugly tears. It was so painful to read. But I was crying because of how unfairly they were treating her… so I expected that she would get some major apologies and groveling. But she really didn’t. She ended up apologizing just as much as everyone else, even though she was nowhere near as awful as everyone else in this story. I really felt like the author lost major respect from me for in any way insinuating that the heroine acted as badly as everyone else in this story did. No, the heroine gave up her life and her dreams because she thought she was honoring the last wishes of her dead grandmother - and also helping her family. Like I said, her actions were misguided, but they weren’t malicious. The other characters though… they treated her LIKE SHIT. Her family didn’t support her, they made a mockery of her ideas, they treated her like she was an idiot and a loser over and over and over again. And somehow… she had to apologize to them? Nope, sorry, nope. They should have groveled, and instead, she did.
Her best friend ditched her because the heroine told her ONE lie - and it wasn’t even for a bad reason. Basically the heroine told her that she didn’t get into culinary school in France, when she really did and chose not to go. BUT she chose not to go because her grandmother was dying. And since the friend was consequently not allowed to go to France alone, the lie was supposedly bad enough to end the friendship. ?!? What a great best friend.
The same is true of her reunion with the hero. I felt that he never once even gave her a true chance in their relationship. He pushed her away at the smallest obstacle, and when she was afraid of being honest with him because she feared his reaction… he did exactly what she feared. He left her, and didn’t even plan to apologize or attempt to get her back. At least not until his grandpa interfered again. 🙄🙄 And again, she apologized just as much, if not more than the hero!!
Does the author (or any of you readers) really think that what the heroine did warranted the kind of treatment she received? I thought it was ridiculous, but please enlighten me if you have a different opinion. I was super disappointed at the ending and the cherry on top of the shit sundae was the very public (TV televised) reunion between the H&h. The cringe factor was HIGH.
Also, I’m sure I’m in the minority on this… but I hateeeee second chance romance almost always, unless the reason for separation is really good. I don’t think it was in this book. On top of that, while I understood why the heroine chose to be with other men (thinking the hero hated her and thinking there wasn’t even a chance for them), I couldn’t quite understand why the hero chose to be with other women when he supposedly loved the heroine all along. I couldn’t fully forgive him for pushing her away, wasting so much precious time, and allowing both of them to be with others instead. He had the power to change everything, and he didn’t and never would have without intervention. What a great guy. 💩
Safety: I’ll call this SWE because of the long separation with other partners while the hero supposedly loved the heroine all along. It’s all safe beyond that. No cheating, no om/ow drama, no scenes with om/ow, no virgins.