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432 pages, Paperback
First published August 28, 2022
'But I can't love him, and he can't love me. Unless—unless the day comes when humankind falls. But I hope that day will never come.'
'You once asked me how exactly I viewed him. I thought about it a lot. He is the one who judges me.'
'My belief has never wavered.'
'Yet you live in suffering.'
'I used to suffer for the trials,' Lu Feng said. 'Now, losing him is my only suffering.'
'I've known you all for only three months. But this is my whole lifetime.'
Between an Arbiter trusting a xenogenic or a xenogenic trusting an Arbiter, it was hard to say which was more absurd—no matter what reason they had. Perhaps the day they met was the beginning of the world's most absurd story.
Long ago, how did he come to have his own consciousness? He didn't remember. It must have been a coincidental mutation, a trifling ripple in this vast wave.
So he came into being.
So his destiny came into being.
Then he met An Ze.
At least, the moment Lu Feng put his gun into An Zhe's backpack, within the eons, there was once such a second—in that second, the Arbiter left his pistol to a xenogenic, forsaking his lifelong beliefs to love him.
"He is the one who judges me."
Do not go gentle into that night