*CONTAINS SPOILERS* I’ve never written a book review before, but I felt compelled to share my opinions on this one. I had read the synopsis prior to the book's release and was really looking forward to reading it. It sounded like it was right up my alley- wilderness, down-on-their-luck female protagonist, even some mystery, etc.
I’ve really never felt so conflicted about a book. On one hand, I did enjoy the setting, the descriptions of Alaska’s natural beauty and the bear mythos. However, it felt like there was more bad than good. Many parts felt extremely rushed; perhaps the book should have been longer so that things could have been more thoroughly explained- and yet, I probably wouldn’t have finished it if it was any longer than it already is. Because that wasn’t the book’s only problem. The characters were not fully fleshed out and most of them were extremely unlikable. And I’m all for unlikable characters, sometimes I think they’re unfairly maligned. This isn’t the case with this book- especially with Birdie. I’m usually a sucker for stories about flawed women who, despite their best intentions, still don’t get things right. But this is just not that. Birdie is blisteringly selfish and a downright neglectful mother. She often worries that people unfairly judge her for being a bad mom, but in this case, I think she actually is a bad mom. Sure she has her good moments, even the worst of us do, but that absolutely does not justify the rest of her actions. Uprooting her young daughter’s life to go live out some personal fantasy in the Alaskan wilderness? With the mysterious Arthur, who she barely knows? (A man who only speaks in the present tense?????) In a derelict, dirty cabin that doesn’t have running water or electricity? Where she finds several animal bones under the bed??? Being extremely underprepared for such remote living? Seemingly (based upon the descriptions) not having enough supplies, especially as winter approaches? Being many miles from civilization, with no way to contact the outside world? Their only connection to civilization being a guy with a plane who flies out more supplies on an apparently random, irregular basis?
Before Birdie learns about Arthur's true identity, she puts up with his bizarre behavior- like when he
randomly disappears, sometimes even in the middle of their conversations, to go roughing it in the woods for many days without any supplies???? Hello????? What??? When Birdie finds out that Arthur is really a bear and he disappears again to go do his bear thing, she becomes despondent and essentially abandons her six year old daughter so that she can keep tabs on him. Birdie stops feeding her daughter, won’t light fires in the woodstove to keep them warm (because it will scare Arthur???), leaves her for hours at a time to go on these dangerous Arthur recon missions, or sometimes even brings her along…. I mean what??? I take no issue with the whole ~Arthur is actually a bear~ thing, I honestly found that element to be very intriguing (even though it was not adequately explained). What I do have an issue with is Birdie’s neglect of her daughter, it’s totally unforgivable. Yes I get it, Birdie’s mom was awful and abandoned her when she was a child, but that does not excuse her behavior. I hate to say it, but I honestly felt that Birdie’s untimely death was deserved.
It’s like someone read The Great Alone and decided to poorly rewrite it and add a mythological “fairy tale” component to it.
I was hoping that the third act would redeem this book but it did not and I don’t have anything else to say about it. I honestly can’t believe I even wrote this much about it, but I’ve just never felt so annoyed with a book or fictional characters before. I'm sorry for the harsh review, but this just isn't it.