ECCENTRIC FISH by Dolly Sen is a book swimming with eccentric fish...
'Eccentric fish swimming in set concrete But still making the shore Still seeing the sun Still growing flowers Still smiling in a world of endless liars.'
A book of poetics offering insight into a darkness of perception among the banalities of everyday life. Sen's unbreakable sense of humour shines like a beacon amid the emotional rubbish-tip of survivor consciousness.
This is one of Dolly Sen’s collections of poetry. Sen has seen a great deal of the mental health system in Britain. She says herself; “I had my first psychotic experience aged 14 and stopped going to school. A series of dead end jobs followed. Pretty early on I decided I didn’t want any more of the 9-5 shit and spoon race, and began to write … and maybe watch 70s cop shows” Sen recounts the history of her experience of the inside of the mental health system in two excellent autobiographies. Apart from writing poetry and autobiographies Sen also blogs, performs, is a mental health consultant, has written a novel, been involved in Mad Pride and much more. This collection of poems is from 2007 and they are wide ranging and often tackling difficult subjects. Some are quite quirky as well: “Psychiatrist conference Free pens! I took one Before I went to talk to docs on What it is like to be mad The ink was temperamental: Wrote only half the words Nobody knew what I wanted to say. I scream in frustration – arrggghh But those are not my words Just what you made say Psychiatrist, read between the lines Stop giving me things that do not work. This is not a poem but a moan but I put it in the book anyway” There are hard hitting poems here, one in particular about someone on the edge of society called Please Don’t Touch “Spit stains corners the mouth that can’t explain Scars mean some human contact in his life Detritus on his head, in his head Grey hand holding that blue can Inducing disgust in every fucking human that passes His unwashed absolution ensuring The distance of everyone So no-one can see the tears in his eyes” Sen doesn’t do easy or neat, but she is eloquent and passionate and these poems are worth looking up.