I'm not ready to say goodbye to Ava and Eli! This series, and especially Ava and Eli's two books, are really YA romance at it's finest- the sweet longing and insecurities, all that teenage angst, a deep chemistry well beyond their years, and all that first love butterflies and nostalgia. Addicted to Him gave me all those swoony feelings as we remember what it is like to fall in love for the first time, and Meant to Be charms as we explore what it takes to STAY in love. And it’s not easy, especially when love is new, you are young, and no one wants you to be together...even if you are meant to be.
This is my favorite Monica Murphy couple of all time- I can not get enough of them. Both Eli and Ava continue to explore what it means to be part of a pair- all the wonderfulness of that, but also the challenge, as they also continue to figure out who they are, as young teens with a romantic connection that is very adult. Their love and connection has an gravitats beyond their years- and we see these fabulous characters mature and grow emotionally. Their bond, their fight to be together inspires them to evolve- to grow, to compromise, to recognize how they, too, need to change- not just those around them. But like all humans, and all teens, they make mistakes as they are figuring it out. Drama, emotions, doubt, youth, and their own naivete not to mention their families and friends can all be barriers. And they themselves are barriers, their imperfections- Eli still reverts to his jerk mentality when he’s hurting or struggling. Ava still wants to people please and doesn’t always stand up for herself. Eli has to learn to be vulnerable and communicative, and Ava has to find her inner strength to demand what she deserves from others- to not back down. And their journey is so tender- because when you are meant to be, well, there is nothing that can stop it.
This conclusion was not at all what I thought the last book would be- but turns out it is exactly what Ava and Eli needed to forever cement their soulful connection. I really appreciated what Monica did here- we have angst, but not what I expected, as we focus more on drama with their families than Ava and Eli themselves- which I actually really found refreshing. We have a whole book about their turmoil, so it is nice to just see them explore being together here. This is less about getting over broken hearts and reconnecting (though we get that, too) but rather working through the messiness that is trying to make others accept them- and in turn realizing they also need to figure out how to be a real couple- that’s never been something they’ve done before. Because they realize it isn’t just the “outside” influences that are a barrier- it is also the two of them, too. Even with familial approval, would they make it? Are they meant to be? That is what we explore here- and UGH, all the feels. I loved how much we get of Ava’s family in this journey- and how deeply we get to sink into the magic that is Ava and Eli together, even when they struggle.
I dreaded making it to the end because I didn't want it to be over- I just wanted to live forever in this sweet and passionate first love relationship. These two stole my whole heart, and I'm not ready to say goodbye!