Gen always wanted to be a prison officer and at the age of 23 she got her first job at one of Britain’s toughest prison and in this book she shares honest and raw accounts of her time there, amongst gangsters, killers, traffickers and the worst of the worst.
This was a ride and is definitely not a job for the faint hearted and as I was reading I could literally feel the life draining out of Gen - what a soul sucking job and I admired her honesty at how this job changed her in such a short amount of time, especially that around how over time she found herself losing a sense of compassion and becoming numb to things.
Gen shares how the connections she made with inmates that got her through the day to day and just how important this is to do in such a place, to just keep things running and also being a way to minimise the chaos. It was also a great reminder that amid said chaos, you can still make a difference to a hardened criminal and Gen did just that to a couple.
My biggest takeaway though was how there is such a huge and important need for mental health assistance both on the inside and outside world of prison and more attention needs to be put towards this and maybe, just maybe, life and the world could be a slightly better place for these inmates, officers and the system.
On a lighter note, I found it really interesting and funny how there was an inmate who made cheese and even one who grew vegetables in their cells - they sure are a savvy bunch!