I have eagerly waited through the release of 8 books for this couple's story, ever since we saw them in Last Light, and I was so glad they finally got their HEA! And we got to hear a bit more about how things were between them over the years, which was great.
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I think this world will always be a favorite. I've enjoyed every book in this series, and it felt very nostalgic to see and hear updates about so many characters from other books here. I also love that some things were flipped on their heads in this one, like how this time it was SPOILER SPOILER SPOILER SPOILER the MCs saving Maria and her group, instead of the other way around. That was an interesting twist I didn't expect.
And it made my so heart full that it ended on such a sweet scene SPOILER SPOILER SPOILER SPOILER as their wedding and them being settled in their new home with so many familiar faces around them.
However, there were a few things that really disappointed me.
I understand that this was a story about Anna helping a broken man find the pieces of himself again. I accepted that a huge majority of this book would give us a completely different Mack than we've been used to throughout the series. But there are some things he did I just can't get over.
She kept comparing internally how careful and gentle he was with her when they made love before because he knew her past with an inconsiderate and abusive husband. Then she'd compare how he was no longer considerate or careful with her, and just took what he needed without care. And she's happy with it because she feels like he's finally letting himself go with her, but I don't like how it showed that he longer cared to even check in with her (it's DAYS of this treatment before he even says anything and that's because she brings it up, and then it's WEEKS before he even starts acting like he cares about whether it's affecting her mental health or not).
He's also an ass to her (which I expected), and is then offended in the few times doesn't act as open or warmly as she previously did with him when they were together years before.
And of course he's been fcking anything that moves since their breakup two years earlier, even in his self imposed solitary confinement, while she's been celibate and only wants him. I have to say this in every review or else people get angry, but I don't care if the characters have other partners when they're separated, I just hate that it's always the FMC who never has or even wants other partners during the separation. This author hasn't done this often in her books, so it really annoyed me to see Mack, of all people, act that way when he's been devoted to Anna for 6 years and supposedly only ever wanted her.
Anyway, this was a fast burn sexually, and a very slow burn relationship-wise. There was a lot of the miscommunication trope because they're both convinced the other person isn't ready or wanting a relationship and they're both trying to be martyrs.
It did make me cry, but only in the beginning seeing how differently he treated her. I actually loved watching her pull down his self-built barriers little by little. He truly was struggling, and needed to be around people he loves (especially her) in order to see that he was worth more than just his military contributions. He had given her years to build herself up while he waited, and she in turn gave him the companionship he needed to be able to brave the world again.
This title fits this couple so incredibly well.