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I shouldn’t have felt this way about her. She’s my brother-in-law’s first love.
She was forbidden fruit. Ain’t shit ever been forbidden for me. I take what I want, and I want her. I shouldn’t have these strong of feelings for a woman I just met.
I wanted to lay every man that even thought about looking her way… including my brother-in-law.
Erin was mine before she even knew it. Our paths were meant to cross, our future intertwine.
I don’t like liars or thieves, but for Erin, I’d pull that ski mask on and steal her heart, if that’s what it takes.

He’s my first love’s brother-in-law. Everything about Capone has told me to stay away from him. He’s not good for me, he has the power to make me feel again, and the last time I felt anything for someone, it nearly destroyed me.
I should stay away from him, but every part of my body is betraying me. Screaming, yearning, craving his touch and for him to be close to me.
I don’t think he would ever need to steal my heart because I would gladly hand it over to him.

277 pages, Kindle Edition

Published May 10, 2024

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Profile Image for Mani.
80 reviews25 followers
September 30, 2024
Now whyyyyyy would the book end like that.

Tasha….you no good, snaggletooth, gimpy leg, trout mouth, lowdown, bald headed hoe. That’s his what?!?! Aint no way Jahquel ended it like this.

Now I got to hurry up and start the next one.

This was my first Jahquel book and okayyyyy. There were some editing issues but the storyline was good.

Naheim….i was rooting for you….we ALL were rooting for you.
Capone, baby. Watch your back and sleep with one eye open cuz Ella is not taking this lying down. Be clear.
Erin, I need you to glue that wig down extra tight because you’re about to be taken for a ride……a high speed chase. Buckle up.
Timmy Turner. You misguided derelict, I’m going to give you the benefit of the doubt because your mother is a crack cooking trollop.

Whew. 5 ⭐️
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1,391 reviews1,119 followers
August 29, 2024
IKYFL!!!!!! 😳😳😳

Baby y’all told me to get ready for a wild ride and no lies were told!! The last 20% of this book!!! Chyyyyyyyy W T F?!?!!!!

Jahquel definitely pulls you into this story from page one! Like damn Erin got a raw deal at the age of 17 and life as she knew it would never be the same! I truly admire Erin because even through grief she still made 💩 shake and didn’t make excuses. Her life’s path was different from what she planned and what her parents wanted for her but she played the hand she was dealt like a spades expert!

Erin had no idea that bumping into an old friend would have her linking up with the man that was going to apply FULL pressure and run down on her making his intentions crystal clear.

Baby I love me some Capone!! A man that’s paid, about his family, laid back, off the grid but known to everyone AND can put me in my place?! 🗣️YES PLEASE!!!

🗣️Roll call for the ain’t 💩 🥷’s in the book
🗣️Trilla, 🗣️ Nahiem, 🗣️Timmy bring yo lil 🍑 too 😒

🗣️Roll call for the ain’t 💩 b!tches in this book
🗣️Ella because I KNOW you got something up your mf sleeve and 🗣️ “For the streets” Tasha because sis is for everybody! The audacity!!!!

I love me some Capri and Ryai!

After that cliffhanger my hard stop for reading at 1am just got disregarded like a mf because I need to see what’s going onnnnnnn!!!!

Before I do so why did these Barbados natives give these kids Italian names 🤔

And Joseph Editorial Services needs to be fired! 🤷🏽‍♀️

Ok on to book 2……..
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1,052 reviews317 followers
August 29, 2024
OMG IT WAS GETTING GOOD WHY WOULD IT END LIKE THAT
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106 reviews21 followers
September 17, 2024
I wanted to make sure I read all 3 books before coming to give my review. I will be reposting this on every book

Please note I picked this book up 3 times to start This journey with the Delgato Family. At first I thought it was just my mood reading issue and I wasn’t in the mood for the book even though Black Urban Crime Families are hands down my guilty pleasure.


Blurb: Erin is the survivor of the murder suicide of her parents. She becomes the guardian and provider of her little brother. This story follows her journey of raising a teen brother while living in the hood, struggle and finding the ultimate love from a forbidden source… it’s a journey getting to that tho…


After completing book 1 I realized it wasn’t me and my mood that couldn’t process this first book, book 1 simply just didn’t grab me. I was at 59% of book one and my head was hurting I felt like it was a constant repeat of the same scene over and over. It wasn’t until 89% of Book one that the plot started to form. I can’t speak for everyone else but for me that’s entirely too long to captivate someone to keep reading 2 more books. But there was the cliff hanger and that alone forced you to book 2 bc now you are invested bc you spent 350+ pages waiting on them to get to the point.

In Book 2 the pace picked up and more and more drama started to unfold. However the book again was on a constant repeat of words. Many new plots, secrets, and twist were revealed but I felt like I was waiting and holding my breath for them to get to the point of bridging the gaps, so here we are at 75% of book 2 before things start to finally make sense, and plots start having a bit of closure but that cliff hanger yet again held you in the grips for the next book.


Book 3 was where things finally started to take shape and it was less taking and more action! This is where I finally saw the depths of each character the lessons learned and the sacrifices from everyone mentioned! This is where I fell in love with Capone, he was about ACTION in book 3 something flipped in him and everything you new he could be he became when the threats of his family were in the balance. The female characters strength and resilience were put on page and the relationship building and character development was phenomenal.

I will end with saying this. Patience is needed to truly enjoy this series bc the repetitive banter in books 1 & 2 were exhausting, book 3 was much much better but now I’m trying to decide if I want to go on this journey again with Cappadona
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704 reviews8 followers
July 4, 2024
too repetitive (somewhat spoiler)

Honestly the only reason I’m gonna read part two is 1. I don’t have to wait since it’s out already and 2. Because I Iike Capo and Erin. The build up of the relationship was nice and it was truly authentic.

The problem is that the author repeated herself soooo much in this story that it literally became irritating. She could have gotten to the climax earlier in the story if it wasn’t for the repeating. I don’t like it when authors pile drama on top of drama on top of drama. It takes away from the relationship. Part 2 seems as if it’s just going to be a bunch of drama and we won’t get much more of the relationship between the couples. I hope we not about to ruin a somewhat decent story in part 2. The ending wasn’t that shocking to me, I figured he was gonna be one of their sons (capo or naheim).

On to the next part I guess.
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128 reviews2 followers
January 13, 2025
chile lemme just say… this book pissed me off so bad😭 *kind of a spoiler so warning*

capone gave me the ick, naheim is a womanizer, jaiden is an ungrateful lil brat, timmy is an asshat, the grammatical and spelling issues were hard to overlook, it was so wordy and repetitive, the damn plot was so confusing and nothing interesting happened until the literal END OF THE BOOK?! now i love me a good urban read but oh my gosh i could not even begin to enjoy this book except for erins story and her pov’s. maybe the other books get better but… i am doubtful.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
Profile Image for Shawnaci Schroeder.
525 reviews4,457 followers
March 31, 2025
4/5
- This book leaving on a cliffhanger is wilddddd! SO GOOD!! This book is everything people say it is and now I can’t wait to get into the series!
- This author knows how to keep you hooked because there wasn’t one second that I’ve been bored or wanted to put the book down. These characters were fun to follow from start to finish!
- Really loved how we were able to see Erin’s journey as a guardian! I feel like that’s not something you read about often and it was a unique, but important storyline. Can’t wait to continue the series!
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280 reviews71 followers
March 25, 2025
I expected a wild ending based on the reviews buttt …..don’t want yall to fight me but this was mid !!! 🫣

& when will I like Capone because I hate a man who still deal with his BM. 🙄 but let me gone & start book two.
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426 reviews44 followers
June 10, 2025
Initial Read 8/4/2024

😯😯😯😯 this was a great start to the series.

A strong ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️


Reread 6/10/25

After rereading for a second time. My review still stands.
4 reviews
November 22, 2024
Ok

It was an ok book. However, Capone was too possessive and somewhat abusive, in my opinion. He also fell for Erin too fast, and there should have been more build-up instead of love at first site. It was too unrealistic for me.
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107 reviews11 followers
July 8, 2024
Omg what?!!!!! His what?????🤯
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119 reviews3 followers
November 22, 2024
I literally screamed at the end of this book!!!! Talk about a cliff hanger and a plot twist omg!!!
Capone is the definition of BDE!!! Love him!!!
Ella I am hoping she is taken out in book 2
Erin I am so happy for her and how Capone loves on her and her new friendship that is starting with Capri
Naheim you low down dirty dog!!
Timmy and Tasha drink bleach.

I am starting the second book already!! This book was a wild ride with moments that had me cheesing.
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123 reviews35 followers
May 20, 2025
Black Booktok You did your thing!

And to the girlie who put me on to this one, you a real one sis 🫶🏾 and OMG at that ending! I have work tomorrow and I feel like I gotta start the next one like RIGHT now!
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442 reviews90 followers
March 26, 2025
Am I reading book two while also writing this review? Absolutely because what the fuck is going on here! I thought Demon’s Dream (great standalone) had me in a chokehold, but now I need to come up for air. The essay review in my head is too much, so let me speak about each character.

Capone – Hey Daddy! lol no but for real, your past runs deep and long and I do mean that a little on the sexual side too. You should have dealt with Trilla a long time ago. Your loyalty to Capadonna and family is everything. I hope you keep your boundaries with Ella now, but do not trust her!!! baby mother or not, that is a shady come up bitch!. Lastly, I love the way you love Erin and how you guys are both vulnerable about your illnesses and yet you both are so strong.

Capri – I am so excited for your series, girl, you just do not know! What I do hope is that you are the one to shoot Ella, and you give Naheim hell for a long time.

Erin – You are strong, sweet, loyal, and are doing your best! I am just sorry your brother has to learn things the hard way, and I wish you would not blame yourself, but I know you have some healing to do I just feel like you are about to start busting heads, and I am here for i.

Cappadonna – Free you! I am ready!

Ella – You plotting bitches piss me off! Glad Capone is starting to open his eyes, but I know you have more up your sleeve, and he is not ready for it

Ryai - Fun cousin, but I know there is more to you, so I hope you do not stay under a man to complete yourself. I do love you and Erin's relationship.

Naheim – I appreciate you not crossing boundaries with Erin now that you have seen her again but to fuck Tasha while being married to Capri is an all-time low. You brag about Capri left and right, but somehow get caught up with Tasha, who is for the streets, including the YNs is wild. I hope Timmy is not Capone's son.

Tasha - In the words of Troy from Waiting to Exhale,” You raggedy bitch”! I hope you get what is coming to you with Ella laying right beside you and you choke on Naheim’s dick!

Trilla – I am just waiting for you to die so I can say, “May you rest in shit”, in Bernie Mac’s voice. You have been plotting on Capone for the long haul, and I wish he had listened to Capadonna and offed you long ago, but I know there will be so much more of you in the series.

Timmy – DAMNNNN! I knew you were not shit and not gone be shit even if Capone is your daddy. You are so naive, and I am sorry you have Tasha for a mother, but you and her need to be 6 feet under.

Jaiden – DAMN! Hardheaded teenager but DAMN!

Jo (aunt) – You did right by your niece and nephew, and your presence is much needed, but I hope you do not flip the script on me.
Erin’s parents – The drug games a bitch but if it is true, being greedy like that was a dumb decision and traumatized your children so much but I know Erin gone pull through and Jaiden will recover *fingers crossed*.
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56 reviews40 followers
March 24, 2025
Let me tell you somethingggggggg! This is how you write a hood love story. I went in blind. I’m not the hood book girly but chileeeeeeeeee I ate this all the way up! Capone is a mannnnnnnnnn honeyyyy 😍 I’m adding him to my book husband list. He is everything!!! I loved how he called her Gorgeous 🥰

The baby mama drama is aggyyyyy. Ella is a jealous ole thang. I understand that Capone didn’t want to get in women drama but nahhhh he should have checked her. She was shady from jump. She wants Capone so bad but my thing is it out of pure desire or of jealousy of her “friends” living the dream life she wants.

I seriously feel for Erin. Bless her heart! The cards she was dealt just wasn’t fair at all. All because of Trilla. She had no idea! She did everything to make the ends meet for her family. She did it scared too! Such a strong soul. My girl bumping into her old frame leading her to the love of her life!!! Come on meet cute lol

People who can go to HELL: Trilla (boyyyyyy you a weak 🥷🏾. I hope the Delgato family deals with him), Tasha (a bopppppppp), Ella (🙄 girl just uhhhhhh), Timmy (a wannabe but really a busts. No loyalty or sense in his head)

Nahiem can go too actually. I don’t understand how he could betray Capo, Capri and Capodonna. Like they took you in. Capri stood by you. Loved you. At the end of the day a nig will ALWAYS nig smh I hate that because he sounded like he could be a good man.

I hope Erin and Capo love story ends beautifully. We love a boss man that knows the streets but soft with his woman!

Lastly Jahquel the cliffhanger though 😳😳😳😳 girl I’ve never started a 2nd book in a series so fast.
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598 reviews180 followers
March 5, 2025
4.5 ⭐️ | I have yet to read a Jahquel J book that I did not throughly enjoy! I loved this story and can’t wait to dive into books 2 & 3 as well as meet the rest or the Delgato family! Meet Erin, a young lady thrown into adulthood way to soon being forced to raise her baby brother Jaiden, after their parents demise! They move in with their aunt & cousin and although their aunt begged her to be a kid, she felt responsible for her brother and took charger of his day to day activities. Erin has had a rough go at it since the death of her parents, but when she meets Capone, will she allow him to rescue them or push him away out of fear. When Jaiden gets older patience is tested, as she fights to keep her brother out of the streets.

Highly recommend & the way this book ended will have you immediately wanting more as it definitely ended with a draw dropping shocker! Up next… Book 2
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156 reviews2 followers
October 19, 2024
I absolutely loved the dynamic between Capone and Erin. The slow burn of their relationship was so well done, and it’s clear how deeply Capone cares for her. I can’t wait to read more about their journey, and I’m really hoping they get the happy ending they deserve. The ending completely took me by surprise—I had to get up from my seat! I never saw that twist coming. This book has my full attention, and I’ll definitely be continuing the series.
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667 reviews169 followers
March 6, 2025
with that ending, i know we bouta be on a JOURNEY next book😭
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48 reviews19 followers
March 14, 2025
WHAT KIND OF CLIFFHANGER IS THAT??? IM STARTING BOOK 2 IMMEDIATELY ‼️😩🗣️
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159 reviews151 followers
June 13, 2025
5⭐️- Capone! I’m officially hooked! This series has its grip on me and I’m not going anywhere anytime soon. That ending?? Yeah, I’m already heading into book 2.
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102 reviews31 followers
December 12, 2024
Late To The Party!!!

Yes I’m just now starting the series but now that I’m here!!! I ain’t going nowhere. I’m fully locked in. I love the chemistry between Erin & Capone. The fact they're both beautifully flawed but only see the best in one another is what kept me drawn to them as the story unfolded.
Erin’s been left with a heavy load and is trying to maneuver through it the best she can but struggles. Every woman wants to experience the soft girl era & Capone gives her a glimpse at that.
This story has some intertwined conflicts & I just know I’m in for a long ride.
What I love about Jaquel is this isn’t just typical urban fiction. It has depth in addition to the allure.
All I can say is better late than never. 5 stars 🌟 for sure.
I’m headed to book 2. Let me gon’ get caught up! 🤣
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790 reviews1 follower
November 17, 2024
Baby the way Jahquel J. Grabbed me by the throat and rung me around and around with this book!!! Lord I can’t take it. There is so much deception and gutta nonsense !!! Lord I just can’t take it. Capone & Erin!!!! Baby ain’t nothing like a man that’s not gone ask you but tell you!!! And then follow up and show you!!!! lord I’m hooked !!! And don’t get me started on the damn cliff hangers!!!!
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63 reviews
February 5, 2025
WHEWWW! Capone got me CHEESING ya hear me!! 😂 we love a strong confident black man but WOW! Those last few chapters, I already knew what was about to unfold, let me go ahead and get the other two books because what we can’t do is leave it how it ended!

Maneeeee! We hate a jealous black man, why does it have to be that way?!

This was not what I expected at ALL! Highly recommend.
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71 reviews1 follower
January 10, 2025
This book was dragged out for too long. The author said it’s a slow burn; how about no burn! 😴 The book didn’t get good until they introduced Trilla’s view - 90% into the book! The cliff hanger is really good and makes you want to read book 2 but idk yet, I have to sleep on it 🤭
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394 reviews168 followers
March 2, 2025
Nieee Jahquel if you want to fight me say that 🤣

This book has all the qualities I like drama, humor, a book bae that don’t play and more… why she left me hanging like that though 😵‍💫
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